"That's true... But brother Zhiyong doesn't have to lose heart. Seoul has the benefits of Seoul and the whole state has the benefits of the whole state.

Although the whole state is not as prosperous as Seoul, at least it is clean here. You don't have to worry about it often in your home. There are always opportunities in the future. After a man is 30, it is the golden period. "

Li Xianzhe is five years younger than Jin Taiyan, let alone Jin Zhiyong.

But this time, Jin Zhiyong was not angry because he had more capital to say these words than he did.

"Worked in a hotel... After all, it's the catering industry. That's interesting. Forget it. Let's talk about it later in the evening..."

An idea flashed through his mind. Li Xianzhe continued to find other topics and chatted with Jin Zhiyong.

In the back, three pairs of eyes stared straight here.

The kind of needling on his back made Li Xianzhe uncomfortable.

Although it is an optical shop, there is still a place to rest and eat at the back door. Li Xianzhe knows that most of the two elders began to be interested in their relationship with Jin Taiyan.

Parents' thorough investigation is doomed to be unbearable, but he believes Jin Taiyan doesn't need to be coy in this regard.

After the three left, Li Xianzhe began to visit the store with his hands on his back.

From the direction close to the door to the innermost sales area, the wall is covered with posters of Jin Taiyan and various periods of her girlhood.

After entering from the outside, in the middle of the left-hand wall, there is also a liquid crystal TV, which constantly plays the performance stages of all walks of life in girlhood.

Some valuable peripheral cartoon dolls, photos, albums and concert tickets are directly circled and listed as non-sale products for viewing only.

"Jin Taiyan's growth diary?"

Go to an area and look at a little old book on the hand board.

Li Xianzhe suddenly had a trace of curiosity. He just wanted to explore his hand, but he thought it involved the privacy of his sister.

"Has this been put here all the time?"

Jin Zhiyong just took apart the laptop bought by Li Xianzhe and gave it to him to try. After listening to his inquiry, he looked at it along his line of sight, and a sudden color appeared on his face.

"Yes... After Taiyan's debut, Abba and mom arranged some photos of their childhood on it.

Of course, there are also some words of Taiyan herself. They are usually put here for fans to watch, but they can't take them away. "

From small to large?

In other words, this diary records the growth track of Jin Taiyan in the past. It is indeed put here for fans to see. It is the most precious information.

"Can I open it?"

"Oh, of course, just feel free ~ ~"

With Jin Zhiyong's permission, Li Xianzhe carefully held the diary full of 1990s style in his hand.

In many places, there are already signs of falling off, but they are on the top of needles, threads and staples. There are several crooked handwriting on the cover of the diary.

Quanzhou art elementary school, Jin Taiyan

(Tai Yan's education only shows that she graduated from high school, but not from junior high school and primary school, so it's fabricated here.)

Looking at the first page, the first thing I saw was a yellowing photo.

A young woman above was holding a baby in her arms. Looking at her appearance, Li Xianzhe judged that this was what Jin Taiyan's mother looked like when she was young.

The baby huddled in swaddling clothes, facing the camera, just holding a small hand with meat.

She didn't even open her eyes. Her whole face was wrinkled as if she had no bones.

In the lower right corner of the photo, the shooting time is vaguely engraved, 02:47am, March 9, 1989.

Born in the early morning?

Li Xianzhe subconsciously poked Jin Taiyan's face like a baby.

The woman's face in the photo is filled with a smile of maternal love. Although years have taken away her youth, it is undeniable that Jin Taiyan's mother was a beautiful woman when she was young.

Compare the beauty of her youth with that of Jin Taiyan now, just like a close sister.

"On March 9, 1989, this day just came to the world, wrinkled and ugly me."

At the bottom of the photo is a string of delicate notes. Only Jin Taiyan herself can use such a tone.

Li Xianzhe smiled softly. With reluctance and stronger curiosity, his fingers gently turned over the first page.

The second page is still a picture, but there is another boy in the picture.

Facing the camera, the boy sat on the bed and carefully held Jin Taiyan in his swaddling clothes.

He pretended to hold an empty bottle in his hand, and his face was full of caution and curiosity.

"On April 9, 1989, when I was just a month old, the person holding me and feeding me a bottle was my disabled brother Jin Zhiyong.

Oh, mom said that when I was a child, only when he was feeding me would he not cry. "

This diary is very thick. Every page is well used and pasted with photos. Li Xianzhe suddenly looks at it and falls into it.

Just born Kim Tae Yeon

Kim Tae Yeon at the full moon

In the next hundred days

Then I had my two-year-old birthday

Every year, the major events on Jin Taiyan's growth path, such as the first time to go to school, the first time to wear school uniforms, the first time to take graduation photos, etc., have been well preserved.

Probably, only when you see these things, whether the protagonist himself or others will have a very strange warm feeling.

Before the age of five or six, there are only two memories in one's mind: father and mother. When one grows up, it is basically vague to recall what happened when he was a child.

At that time, children's memory was still in the period of construction. The reason why they were close to their parents was a resonance from blood.

Human instinct tells the brain that has not grown too much that parents will not hurt themselves, and parents are the only existence that can be relied on.

So many babies will cry as soon as they leave their parents and enter the arms of strangers.

From birth, to slowly open your eyes, look at the world with curious and bright eyes, and then record the beginning of babbling for the first time.

The text below the photo contains some handwriting of Jin Taiyan's parents, such as "today's Taiyan learned to call 'Abba'!" Multiple exclamation marks.

It represents the excitement of father Jin, even if he has a son.

The little girl in the picture was growing up little by little until Jin Taiyan was 9 years old.

A new photo, a new baby in swaddle, has sworn in a new member of the family.

"In 1998... My sister Xia Yan was born... When I first saw her, I thought, how can she be so ugly.

Later, oh, mom told me that it was the same when you were just born. At that time, I came to bed every day and looked at my sister bit by bit. "

A lot longer than before, full of sister's love and ridicule.

Li Xianzhe doesn't know if Jin Xiayan has read this diary.

If I did, what would be the expression on my face?

Turning over and over, each photo highlights the mark of the growth ring. Li Xianzhe feels that he is in a strange space at this time.

There are timetables hanging on the left and right sides of the path. As long as you reach out and touch it, the surface of the timetable will turn into a picture injected with vitality.