Chapter 1735

Speaking of this, he suddenly turned and looked at Kong Shengyan's face.

"In many things, she has tolerated me too many times, so compounding means that I want to give up her and choose you. This kind of thing... I wouldn't do it before, nor now."

It seemed that he realized that he had said too much. Li Xianzhe directly changed the topic.

"It's you. Since the last separation for several months, why should we let go of things now?"

"I just feel that my vanity was a little ridiculous. I gave up our feelings for many years for my immature behavior. I feel that I am too selfish."

Kong Shengyan raised her feet and walked forward, leaning against Li Xianzhe step by step.

"As oba once said, which girl becomes an artist not because of her vanity and what she says she likes music, but how many idols can really understand music scores? Everyone just wants to be famous and popular. "

Once, like many people, I felt that as long as I could get out, even giving up the most important things was understandable.

And because it is common for practitioners to sort out their emotional problems before their debut, Kong Shengyan also chose to do so.

But the biggest difference is that she regretted it.

On the one hand, he broke the heart of Li Xianzhe, who could have been a friend, because he proposed to break up at the wrong time.

On the other hand, Li Xianzhe's achievements are getting farther and farther away from him.

Former playmates and ex boyfriends have become the role models of the young generation of entrepreneurs in the circle, so only she can deeply understand the bitter psychology that once belonged to her.

"After I really started my career, I found that too many things I experienced were different from what I thought."

Kong Shengyan smiled with self mockery. "Now I can finally understand why oba looked down on the profession of artist at the beginning, because... Like the public, there is a gap between what we see on the surface and the actual situation."

At this point, she moved her body, jumped into Li Xianzhe's arms and whispered.

"Oba... You know what? When I saw you in the dessert shop, I felt like I was standing in a dream.

You disappeared for two years and suddenly appeared. At that time, I had a feeling.

What I didn't really realize in the past is leaving me, especially when I open my eyes and find that I wake up from a dream. "

"Everything has a beginning and an end. In fact, there is one thing I regret."

He put his hand on Kong Shengyan's shoulders and gently pushed away each other. Li Xianzhe whispered, "I just didn't say goodbye to you."

Maybe the stupid words that pretended to be calm and said "I hope you can meet a good person" were just the reason for Li Xianzhe's burst of self-esteem as a man.

At least that kind of thing, if he put it now, he would not do it.

It was also at that time that it was not completely broken, so it left the possibility that the two sides would be connected all the time later.

Sure enough, there was still a disgusting attribute of indecision in his character.

If they know that they didn't go home in time at this time, but meet their ex girlfriend at night elsewhere, they may make up various versions by their brains.

Kong Shengyan looked down at the palm that briefly stayed on her shoulder and then left.

In the past, her intimacy with Li Xianzhe only remained in hand and hug. They didn't even kiss until they broke up.

Each other is the other's first love. Unfortunately, this pure feeling was infected by those complex things later, and completely ended in a regrettable ending.

Recalling the meaningful words Yu Dingyan said to her before he came to the United States.

Kong Shengyan pursed her mouth. A layer of water mist gradually filled her pupils.

"Sure enough, Dingyan was quite right. She said that when Opal and I decided to break up, our respective destinies separated towards different tracks. It's just my wishful thinking to want to compound."

"Even if you can't be a lover, you can be a friend."

Thinking that Kong Shengyan wanted to open up, Li Xianzhe recalled the corners of his mouth and said, "there are not many people around you who can know me like this."

"Is that so?" Kong Shengyan carried her back and wiped away the tears from her eyes.

"In the past, tequiloba scoffed at the saying that lovers can be friends after breaking up."

"I also had a period of middle and second extremes, whether it was Li Taikui, who was as grumpy as a tiger at that time, or me now, in short..."

Kong Shengyan suddenly followed him and said, "they are just the most real themselves."

"Sure enough, even after all these years, our tacit understanding will come when it is time to come."

Li Xianzhe lost his cigarette end.

At this time, the prompt tone of mobile phone text message interrupted their conversation.

Li Xianzhe took out his mobile phone, took a look, put it back in his pocket and said, "I'm going back."

Kong Shengyan couldn't hide her lost expression, but at the thought of sending a text message at this time and making Li Xianzhe hurry to make a decision to go back, there was only that person.

So he wrinkled his little nose and said, "is it Jenny's text message? She lives with you now? Have you lived together? "

In fact, her question has not much meaning. How many lovers will communicate with each other? After so long, she has not broken through that relationship.

Li Xianzhe did not explain to Kong Shengyan that Jin Zhini was not the only one texting him, but also others and some reports on the company's business.

She decided to return to her friend relationship with Kong Shengyan, so she thought it better not to talk about some things, so that she wouldn't think about it again.

But... With Kong Shengyan's eyes eager for an answer, Li Xianzhe said slowly.

"My father arranged for them to shoot a special series with" running man "and" two days and one night ". The recording place was chosen in Atlanta. She lived with me before and after the shooting, which is a matter of course."

Because of this answer, Kong Shengyan seemed to make a decision and summoned up courage.

"Oba, can I go to your place?

Now it's Li Xianzhe's turn to be stunned. Will his ex girlfriend meet his current girlfriend?

At that scene, he might as well not sleep at home tonight.

At this moment, even people with lower EQ can realize some hints of Kong Shengyan's words.

"Just as a friend, I want to see oba's home in the United States."

Before he could speak, Kong Shengyan's words completely blocked Li Xianzhe's heart of rejection.

No matter from which angle, he can't say no. Is it not convenient for you?

There was no one else in the family except Jin Zhini. Besides, Kong Shengyan just said she would go and have a look.

The two meet in a foreign country, and Li Xianzhe has his own foothold in the United States. It's understandable to entertain him.