Chapter 1747

Is it true that Kong Shengyan became a trainee without telling herself?

Of course not, because the company she entered was s.. M.

Li Xianzhe was so familiar with it that he knew that he would go there as long as he had time.

He once saw the news about "s.. M holds the best Youth Conference" in the newspaper. At that time, the network had not officially become a part of public life.

People only get news from TV and newspapers. S.. M publishes the list of passed trainees in these forms every once in a while.

Kong Shengyan thought that he was not interested in the programs and information in the entertainment section at that time. She thought that this matter could completely deceive her. In addition, the people around him knew this, so she kept it a secret.

But these people forget that just because Li Xianzhe doesn't watch entertainment programs on TV doesn't mean he doesn't read newspapers.

"But what's the point of saying this now ~ ~ in order to calm Jenny's inferiority complex and constantly prove that she has always been my favorite, I want to quickly settle the matter between us.

But... The girl treated me and you as her own business, and she heartlessly persuaded me to accept you.

So now I will think that her trust in me has reached the moment when I feel guilty, and then I will make such concessions and openness that even I am surprised. "

In fact, after Li Xianzhe had thought of sending his clothes here, he went directly to Jin Zhini.

Maybe the girl was hiding in the bathroom with her back to herself and crying silently.

Just like her appearance, her heart is always more fragile than Li Xianzhe thought.

"I understand her because she loves you more than I do."

Kong Shengyan held her hands tightly, and her eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Although I'm eager to get something for Europa, it's better to build on the guilt of the past and want to urgently compensate and guard again. I didn't know this before. I would think that a girl like Jenny is not qualified to be Europa's genuine girlfriend, but now... I understand..."

"Understand what?"

"I understand why such a person can become the most important one in oba's heart."

Kong Shengyan sighed, "even the girl Dingyan can be hostile to her from the beginning to the later recognition.

This is a person who can convince me and her, because she has done something that is difficult for us or other girls. "

Li Xianzhe nodded slightly, turned and left, "have a rest early..."

So you can't even have more opportunities to get along with yourself. Don't you want to stay?

Kong Shengyan looked at him and turned without hesitation. She bit her teeth and said, "oba, are you disgusting me?"

Li Xianzhe's body paused and put his hand on the doorknob, so that people couldn't see what kind of expression appeared on his back face.

"Do you dislike me because I made" we're married "with Li Zongzhe, because I had some intimate physical contact with him in the program ~ ~"

As soon as the voice fell, Kong Shengyan's plump figure gradually attached to Li Xianzhe's younger generation, and her hands naturally wrapped around it.

"Sheng Yan... I'm tired." Feeling the softness behind him, Li Xianzhe took a deep breath.

They were standing at the door, and his line of sight would look at the direction of the bathroom from time to time.

After two years of separation, he thought he was about to forget what it felt like to be held by Kong Shengyan, as well as the unique aroma of each other.

However... No matter what he says, his intimate contact with Kong Shengyan can only end here.

Even if he said "I know" to Jin Zhini, Li Xianzhe knew that he had not made up his mind.

Or there is a little sign of collapse on the wall that Kong Shengyan finally erected.

At least he won't accept the "compound" until the wall collapses.

Perhaps because she knew him too well, Kong Shengyan just hugged him more tightly.

"Oba... I really... Really... I just shoot the program with Li Zongyi for work... Those close contacts... In addition to the proposal of the writer of the program group, there are also his intentional elements... He had been chasing me privately at that time, but I didn't agree.

Our contact is only maintained during the shooting of the program. "

Inexplicably, a heat flow melted into Li Xianzhe's back clothes.

She's crying.

"I have never betrayed... Even that thing, I have always stayed, just to give it to you..."

Li Xianzhe knows exactly what that thing refers to.

At this moment, also because of Kong Shengyan's words, at that time, she saw the scene of her and Li Zongyi holding hands and taking office in the street and showing off by the man, stabbing him deeply like a knife in his heart, and didn't speak.

"If oba still dislikes me because of this... I'll leave here directly."

Seeing him speechless for a long time, Kong Shengyan only felt that her heart was like a knife. She slowly released her hand and hung her head.

Just at this time, Li Xianzhe turned his head and saw a drop of crystal tears falling slowly down her white cheek for the first time.

"I'm not hating you..."

Feeling Li Xianzhe reaching out and touching her cheek, Kong Shengyan raised her head.

"I'm disliking myself."

Li Xianzhe holds Kong Shengyan's tearful face, looks complex, gently wipes it, and whispers.

"I... Have experienced unimaginable pain... You and mom are the most important people in my life, but at that time, the most important people left me one after another.

To be honest, I'm afraid... The reason why I've been reluctant to accept you again is that I'm afraid I'll experience the moment when I was abandoned by important people again... For lovers, opening and closing may be normal.

But for me, I experienced that kind of thing once. At that time, I had tasted the pain of dying. If I experience it again... "

If he is abandoned twice by the person he loves most, Li Xianzhe feels that he will die completely.

Not physical death, but spiritual death.

Kong Shengyan looked at Li Xianzhe blankly. Her eyes showed that she had never seen a broken heart. It seemed that something had been touched in her heart. Without warning, she stood on tiptoe and kissed his face.

Reality always ushers in moments full of absurdity and ridicule.

In the United States, Atlanta is a strange city, but it is only the city where Li Xianzhe stayed.

In his residence, Kong Shengyan and Li Xianzhe welcomed their first kiss two years after their breakup, and even since they met and interacted since childhood.

No matter who, in adulthood, failed to finish leaving the first kiss to the person who thinks he is the most important, and this person is the first person to like.

But there is no doubt that this is the most precious and intense kiss for the two.

After that, my clothes fell to the ground