Chapter 1912

"You... You are the one I want to stay with." Li Xianzhe said seriously.

"To refuse liyiya is also to avoid making you feel a little unhappy. You are far more important to me than her.

In addition, the relationship between us is here. I don't have to leave you alone. Instead, I use a stranger like her who has just joined the company. "

It turned out that he just refused without showing his heart. Was he thinking about his feelings all the time? Jin Fujing pursed her mouth, and the little temper that was still holding quickly disappeared.

In the end, are you making trouble for nothing?

No, even if this matter can be exposed, the matter of wide sleeved fairy skirt can't be solved.

Such beautiful clothes, no wonder the girl showed off for so long when she faced them.

Even if Jin Zhiyan later promised to lend it to her, it was not her own.

Jin Fujing pursed her mouth, and her mind began to echo the appearance of Jin Zhiyan dese. She thought of the ring, but her heart became more and more chaotic and could not calm down.

Li Xianzhe looked at her as if she was not in high spirits and asked with concern.

"What's the matter? Isn't it? What did I say wrong? What made you unhappy? "

"No..." Jin Jijing was stunned and realized that he was in a daze. "Are you telling the truth? Tell the truth ~ ~ "

"Of course it's true..."

Li Xianzhe left the girl's tender waist with his hands, put them behind his head, looked up at the ceiling and vomited, "I really want to hire a secretary and let you do it

First, we are familiar with each other. Second, from the perspective of selfishness, I will give you more salary

At least with you, even when I am very tired, as long as I see you appear in front of me, my whole body seems to have endless strength. "

Jin Jujing dropped her hands and put them on his navel, staring at him like this.

When he raised his head, a pinch of beard in front of his chin clearly took away the girl's sight.

I don't know if the air in the United States is easier to produce beard than that in South Korea. During this period, Li Xianzhe's beard grows very fast and needs to be shaved several times a week.

They even seized this opportunity to take turns as his image beautician.

Jin Yujing still remembers what they could solve in two minutes when they first shaved her. It lasted half an hour when they were careful.

Because I was afraid that once I tried hard, I would scratch his face.

So when holding the razor, even along the edge of the face, from the place with the least beard, they scrape gently and slowly, bit by bit.

But when they were scraping, they didn't even dare to breathe more, for fear that their hands would shake suddenly.

Ah ~ ~ at least I wasn't so nervous and serious when I combed my hair.

And when they helped him shave, the razor made a faint "rustle" sound when it passed his face. They all felt very good.

Before experiencing it personally, Jin Jijing, including, felt that beard was the label of "Uncle" and "father".

People with beards are very old.

Perhaps because of this, many young boys around us, even idols in the circle, rarely have beards, and some of them have to be shaved off immediately.

Or simply go to the hospital for laser hair removal, and you won't grow a beard all your life.

But this prejudice was broken here by Li Xianzhe.

It's really the first time I think it's so charming for a man to grow a beard.

Once he saw Li Xianzhe skillfully standing in front of the mirror, he painted his chin with white foam.

After a little cleaning with a razor, they fell into it and began to make that decision.

Speaking of it, there are four beautiful girls who help themselves do this kind of thing every day. Li Xianzhe naturally feels interesting and accepts it calmly.

The worse his health, Li Xianzhe paid more attention to his image than before.

No matter what method he used, he didn't want others to see him completely "sick".

When Jin Jijing stared at Li Xianzhe's chin and remembered the past, Li Xianzhe was still unaware and continued to say his thoughts.

"Although it's hard to keep working efficiently as I am now, but... Don't I still have you? During this time, you have been following me, taking care of me and supervising me.

All my preferences, life, work and rest are perfectly controlled by you. I... I haven't felt this feeling for too long. It's comfortable and intoxicating. "

"How does it feel?" Jin Jijing's pupils shook slightly and fell down slowly. His fingers began to fiddle with Li Xianzhe's chin and beard intentionally or unintentionally.

"The feeling of being taken care of." Li Xianzhe smiled.

"No matter what you do, someone will always think of you, or someone will do something for you before you do something. From such people, you can feel that you are not alone and that there are still people in the world who care about you. "

Freeing up one hand to hold Jin Jijing's catkin, Li Xianzhe continued.

"Because of this feeling, I thought I was the happiest person in the world until that happened."

Jin Fujing subconsciously held the hand he held. She vaguely understood that what she heard next might be the secret that the man had been hiding in her heart.

"You... Should have experienced the feeling of being eaten by loneliness and penetrating into the depths of your soul?

That kind of unimaginable loneliness and indifference. When I knew my mother died, my favorite woman also left me at that time for the artist dream she had been hiding. "

"Is it... Elder Kong Shengyan?" Jin Fujing pursed her mouth and whispered a name.

"Hmm ~ ~" Li Xianzhe gently nodded his head, but now he can calmly say those things he feels he won't mention in his life.

"I... I was afraid of losing that feeling, because I couldn't imagine the most important person leaving me.

Since then, I am the only one who doesn't know what attitude and goal to live with. I also want to end myself in a very extreme way. "

As he spoke, Li Xianzhe stroked up his sleeve and pointed to the wrist of his right hand.

"Here, there was a scar, but now I can't see it, and here."

He grabbed Jin Yujing's hand and put it on his head, gradually groping to a specific position, "this is also a scar, this hole."

In the most immature and emotionally unstable period, Li Xianzhe tried to commit suicide many times, each time because he was found and rescued in time.