Now she read those words word by word. After listening to them, Lin Yuner immediately became silent with tears in her eyes.
"That's him. I realized later that such a man attracted me.
Bo Xian is much worse than him. Even if he makes his debut in exo with his own efforts, he is still not a man who can give a woman an arm to rely on.
That's why I like sages and deeply admire him for making achievements that most men can't achieve at the age of 30 or even 40. "
Jin Taiyan thought again that when she praised Li Xianzhe so much, Li Xianzhe just smiled freely.
He said he just had some innate advantages over ordinary people and worked hard.
"Everyone has his own dream that he wants to achieve. His dream is not so great. He just wants to try every means to make us live well because he bears the responsibility of us.
As long as you can work harder, you can reduce the number of trainees in your company from being infected by the darkness in the circle. This is him. "
Lin Yuner nodded and said, "I think now, just talk to Ernie and those reporters will break their eyes?"
"What do you say?" Jin Taiyan looked at her suspiciously.
"Our speech responsibility in our youth has never been Ernie, either me, Xiuying, or PANI and shungui Ernie. Ernie has always been the one with the least words in recent years."
Lin Yuner broke his finger and calculated.
Are you the least talkative? Leaving aside the behaviors that she is forced to do for business, Jin Taiyan's real color is less talk.
At the beginning, Li Xianzhe's sentence "silence is Jin Taiyan's attribute" completely made her closed heart loose to this young man.
"What if you break your eyeball?" Jin Taiyan turned and looked out of the window.
"He never cares about those who criticize. At most, he cares about the criticism on us who are affected by him."
"The criticism on us?" Lin Yuner blinked. "So does Ernie want to say that he is the type who gives up his own life?"
"It's for ourselves, but it's for us, isn't it?"
Jin Taiyan quietly clenched her fist and made toast like LAN. "He once said that he had traveled so many ways. Maybe God had set the end for her very early. Before the establishment of Empire entertainment, he once thought he would stay in the United States forever.
But fate made a joke with him and let him choose to come back at the moment when s.. M was about to fall. He created Empire entertainment and took a lot of people's dreams. Many people also regard him as their own dream guardian. "
Lin Yuner listened quietly until Jin Taiyan turned and looked at her. "Sometimes I think, if he showed up with us at the time of the Black Sea incident, maybe I would fall earlier, even more thoroughly than now.
It's a nightmare for us. Even if we can pretend to be indifferent and talk about it many years later, we can never forget the picture at that time.
Like "please answer 2007", Li Yuanxi set off fireworks in the dark side of the venue to cheer us on.
Now, like me, he has done so much and even used disgraceful and extreme means, but he has become a light to illuminate the front for us. There are really too many people with such ideas. "
"Ernie, when you say that, I suddenly feel afraid."
Lin Yuner looked straight at those fearless eyes and said seriously.
"Afraid?"
"Yes..." Lin Yuner lowered his head and flashed a trace of hesitation in his eyes.
"I'm afraid... Under such circumstances, I will become like Ernie one day."
Like herself, Jin Taiyan was shocked, but immediately tilted her head. "One day... But... Many people, including me, feel that you seem to like him, but you haven't noticed it."
I can't tell whether this is a ridicule or a sincere question.
Lin Yuner stared. He wanted to refute, but he found that he didn't even have the idea of refuting.
Think about it carefully. She was really close to Li Xianzhe in the past.
Men and women are different. Even close siblings should pay attention to physical contact, but their own words
Lin Yuner suddenly remembered the hug with Li Xianzhe in the studio lounge a long time ago.
At least I've made so many plays. Working with a bunch of actors, the so-called kiss or physical contact is common.
But when the heart beats, it seems that it's the only time.
Do I really like him?
Lin Yuner was at a loss for a moment. Even if he didn't like it, at least he cared about him.
And I can't deny that when he heard that he had a brain tumor, his heart felt as painful as if it had been cut open.
After separating from Jin Taiyan and returning to his room, Lin Yuner sat down next to the bed and sighed for a long time.
"If you really like him, there's no need to hide it. Because you can't hide that feeling sooner or later.
When he didn't say it, he watched his mind focus on other girls.
Jealousy, suffering, desire, these feelings will all be experienced at that time. "
Jin Taiyan's words echoed in her ears. Lin Yuner felt that her sister really didn't mind her thinking about Li Xianzhe.
Maybe it's because there were two like Jin Taiyan in her girlhood, and another Lin Yuner doesn't make any difference.
"Moreover, he did this for us. It's the most normal reaction to be impatient. It's the same for sika, Xiaoxian and later me, as well as the younger sisters of JYP.
It may be hypocritical to say, but how can we not be moved by his kindness to us.
Now he has become what he is now, but none of us can feel it, and we can't even talk to him with him. It's really hard in my heart. "
When he raised his head, Lin Yuner noticed the gap below the closed door. He could vaguely see a dark shadow standing there.
Jin Taiyan must not have left. She is probably worried about her state.
And in fact
"Ernie..." Xu Xian stood in front of Jin Taiyan. They looked at each other and kept silent for a long time.
"He'll be all right, won't he?"
"We all hope he can get better... But..." Jin Taiyan smiled bitterly.
"Even if I don't know medical knowledge, I can imagine what it would be like for three brain tumors to grow in his head. Moreover, Sika also said that he certainly can't succeed in one operation, which will cause a huge burden on his body."
Xu Xian lowered her head sadly. She knew that even Jin Taiyan didn't dare to say too much expectation at this time. She knew that she was afraid that expectation would eventually become disappointment.