Chapter 99

The spirit is lying on the bed, the body is pulled down, and behind it is an endless abyss.

My mind is full of images from the chimpanzee's notebook.

From the perspective of a third party, she witnessed the miserable life of the chimaera.

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(this is the first time I've come ashore and met him. My son is like jade. Later I learned that the feeling of heart beating is called love at first sight.

Fate is so wonderful, I met him at sea. On the boat, his figure shuttled here, but unexpectedly, he was attacked by others and fell into the sea.

At that time, I could only look at it from a distance. I always remember the maxim that the chimpanzees were far away from human beings.

But to see him sink into the sea, red blood into the sea, I still can't help coming forward to save him.

The moment I hugged him, my cold heart was beating, the heart of the shark was cold.

This is the second time I've been ashore, the first time as an adult, and the second time for him.

I hauled him ashore and put him on the nearby reef. I went to the village not far away to change my clothes secretly. Because I had no shelter for my legs, I could only exchange pearls. It was still quiet and I couldn't let others know.

When I went back, he was still fainting, and the wound I helped him deal with did not bleed again. This is a very fortunate thing.

My grandmother once said that the human world is dangerous, and the beauty of chimaeras may bring us misfortune, but she didn't tell me that sometimes love can also bring misfortune.

I found a kind-hearted family to take us in until I found a new place to live. From then on, I became a fisherman in this village.

He was in a coma for several days before he woke up. At that time, I was still fishing in the sea. The uncle next door came to tell me that I was very happy at that moment.

"Are you awake?" In my hand, I still have the delicious food I just caught. Besides selling money, I also have to make up for it.

He looked at me in confusion and asked me after a while: did he save me.

I said, "yes."

He was also curious about my appearance from the beginning, but I was always wearing a veil. The plain villagers thought that I was ugly.

I don't know how long we've been together. The calculation of time in the sea is different from that of human beings.

For example, when I was 118 years old, the time for human beings to grow up was much shorter.

I will go back to the sea every other period of time. I'm especially afraid that he knows that I'm not a human being, and that the sentence that I'm not my race must be punished is never empty.

What's more, in human cognition, the flesh and blood, tears and even the heart of a shark have the effect of immortality.

In fact, this effect can only be achieved if the chimpanzees are willing to do so. Unfortunately, they have been caught all the time. How can the chimpanzees cheat voluntarily.

Slowly, his wound healed and he became more and more intimate with me, which made me very happy. In fact, the doctor said that the chance of his survival was very small, but I voluntarily gave him my own blood.

One day, he couldn't find me. He was worried because the sea was not calm that day. Many fishermen died in the sea. I didn't dare and couldn't save so many people.

In the face of greed, I chose to protect myself.

That day, when he came to me, he said, "like me, want to be with me."

I am at a loss for the first time, because we are not the same kind of people. He has never understood me. If one day he knows that I am not the same as him, will he still like me?

So I choose to refuse, my heart is in pain.

But he didn't mean to give up at all. Our neighbors thought we were husband and wife, but we were not.

The more he treats me, the more I sink. I know it's wrong, but I can't control myself to love someone deeply.)

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