"There's one more thing that confuses me. That is, when I squat down very tired and want to stand up, I find another apple that I squat in front of the table and continue to measure. " The patient said.
Mu Qiu listened more and more and asked, "were you alone at that time?"
"No! There are others The patient replied.
"Then why? Has anyone seen it? " Mu autumn doubts of ask a way.
The patient shook his head and said, "no, they can't see. What's more, how can they see it? It's just my illusion. "
"After that, I often see myself doing the measurement of apples in various places. After that, I will come over and ask me solemnly."
Suddenly this patient said here did not continue to say, Mu Qiu very curious asked: "ask you what?"
"They asked me why the results were the same." The patient replied in horror.
Mu Qiu felt goose bumps more and more, so he could not help shivering and asked: "why do I feel a little scary?"
The patient suddenly said with a smile, "at that time, I didn't think it was terrible, it just made me feel like I was going to collapse."
"I don't understand why it's the same all the time, asking myself madly together, even running to the temple to ask Buddha, running to Christianity to ask God, but there is no response."
Mu Qiu didn't know why they didn't understand? Why must we pursue the truth? So happy to live, isn't it good?
"Well, you may be completely confused there!" Mu Qiu said.
The patient nodded and said, "it's not just confusion. The main reason is that my professional work is biology. So I can't tolerate the result. "
Mu Qiu asked: "why? Can't you forgive yourself? Push yourself so hard. "
"At the beginning, all kinds of evidence I found from the beginning to the end can prove that we human beings are the most unique, human beings are the best, and human beings are the most sacred." The patient said.
"And then?" Mu Qiu asked.
"And then since I've used geometry and biology, I've found that a lot of potential problems are huge." The patient said.
Mu Qiu asked, "can you tell me why?"
"I'm afraid you don't understand, so I'll give you a few simple examples."
"For example, our human brain has indeed evolved, but it has not changed the structure of our brain. The brain stem, cerebellum and brain are the same size as before, without any change."
"Why? At that time, I could see countless people all day, and I was everywhere doing the same thing. When I went to the road with my friends, I saw a car passing through other people. I was so scared that I yelled
"You can imagine what happened later." The patient recalled.
Mu Qiu looked at the patient sympathetically and said, "it's really imaginable."
"This kind of life really makes me feel painful, but no one will understand my pain. This is the most sad, can't talk about your suffering with others, even others will help you when crazy, so far away from you. The patient said.
Although Mu Qiu didn't feel deeply about it, at least he was human after all, and some emotions could still be felt.