"Ha ha ha, you are stupid," she pointed to me, her face began to twist, but still insisted: "you are me, I am you. Can't you see that I have the same face as you?"
I am really tired, do not want to pay attention to this crazy woman, but helpless, there is always a feeling that I can not leave without driving her away. He continued: "you are not me at all. Maybe you are another character of me in this world, but not me now. We are in different time and space, but there is only one me in this world, in this space and in this time period. "
She no longer spoke, no longer crazy, just staring at me with red eyes, trying to penetrate me.
"I'm not as energetic as you are now." I narrowed my eyes and wandered far away.
For a long time, when she saw that I was no longer talking, she asked, "what do you mean?"
I recovered, step by step close to her, hands holding her face, said: "now I, seriously injured, lying on the hospital bed, covered with white bandages, smelling the pungent smell of soda every day, do you think I will be as energetic as you?"
Her face was even more distorted, and the same places as me disappeared. Instead, there was a void, which was frightening at first sight. No mouth, but still a voice: "you know you're dreaming."
"I knew it from the beginning when I took my schoolbag home." I just don't want to admit it. That was the most carefree time. Without the pressure to learn martial arts, without the disputes among the major sects, family members would not have so many secrets, they would not consider so many complicated things, they would not shoulder such heavy responsibilities, how comfortable they are.
She laughed again, but this time, her laughter sounded so comfortable, she said, "go back, this is not for you."
"And you?" I asked, in fact, I want to take her away if I can. Though, it's just a dream.
"Leave now, someone is waiting for you." She said, the red body gradually disappeared, and I was far away from this unsafe area.
"Well, I'll leave." Tong Haiyue's voice is trembling. She looks back at the sleeping man on the bed and leaves with a heavy step.
Xiang Xueman didn't look back, didn't catch up, just grabbed my hand and murmured: "I'm sorry, Yishui, I'm sorry." Maybe Xiang Xueman thinks Li Yishui won't refuse Tong Haiyue any more. Maybe Xiang Xueman thinks Li Yishui forgives Tong Haiyue.
The door of the ward was pushed open again. Xiang Xueman heard a different sound.
The sea snake pulls man Xuefei to gently open the door of the ward. On the way to the ward, they also see Tong Haiyue crying and leaving. They don't ask why, because they don't care. The treacherous woman died in the heart of the sea snake.
"How is she?" The sea snake saw Xiang Xueman, so he went straight to the theme.
Xiang Xueman heard someone's voice and replied directly: "she is still like that, no danger, but there is no sign of awakening."
Shan Qinian and xuanmo came in hand in hand, and xuanmo asked, "how's her injury?" After half a month, looking back on that day Jun Riyue's fierce attack and Li Yishui's embarrassed insistence, he would still be in a cold sweat. The last time they came, the bandages for Li Yishui had to be changed every two hours, and the blood oozed out too quickly. At that time, Li Yishui needed blood transfusion every day.
He shook his head to Xueman and said: "it's much better these days. I don't need to lose so much blood, but the healing speed of the wound is still very slow. There's nothing the doctor can do
Man Xue Fei and Xuan Mo sat on the other side, one on Xiang Xue man's side. Some trembling hands were gently placed on Li Yishui's quilt, and his eyes gradually turned red.
The sea snake leans against the window and looks into the distance. It's going to be dark soon. Looking at the thick clouds in the sky, tonight is destined to be an uneasy night.
Shan Qi's hands stand beside the bed, quietly looking at Li Yishui's face.
"Why did you come back?" Grandma looked at me standing behind her in surprise, at this time, I have graduated from junior high school. She stopped her work, wiped her hands on her apron and came to me.
I stepped back and looked up at her faintly. I didn't know what kind of attitude to face the "grandma" in my dream.
"What's the matter?" Grandma's kind smile appeared again, which was the most powerless thing I could resist. But this time, I looked down at her toes and said, "why can't I come back?"
"Ah, grandma sat on the sofa that suddenly appeared, holding her forehead and answering the wrong question:" do you want to go back?
Do I want to go back? I don't want to stay in my dream, but do I really want to go back? The disputes there make me tired, and the emotions there make me black and blue. I can't be with the people I love. I have to watch him and his lover live happily, and I have to run around in order not to involve them. There are still a lot of friendships that I can't deal with. How can I face them? There are many things that I can't explain. I can't speak. I can only put them in my heart and put them all my life together. I will tell myself again and again that I will succeed this time. I won't repeat them this time? But, really won't fail? Where can I get my confidence? Is it grandma who never tells me who I am? Or old monsters and old monsters killed on the way? Or do you happen to meet my grandfather who is related by blood? Or Xianghua and Chen Ying, who are deeply in love but have to let go? Who else? And myself, this strong body has been scarred, this soul, never complete! Am I going back? Go back and accept one betrayal after another, brother! sisters! Will there be unexpected "surprises"? At that time, would I accept it with a smile, or would I run away with a cry, or would I go crazy and do it again?
With so many uncertain factors, how can we consider them clearly at the moment.
When I come back again, my grandmother is gone. I sit on an uncoordinated sofa in the big kitchen and think about it.
The night is very deep. Xiang Xueman and others go home. The cold ward only has the sound of the normal operation of the instruments. The violent rain hits the glass, like breaking into the window. The lightning lights up the dim ward, and the roaring thunder can't wake up the unconscious people.
A flash of lightning, the ward more than a person, light orchid fragrance, full of dead room brought a trace of life.
"Come back." The palm full of traces of years rubbed Li Yishui's face full of scars, and his warm voice could not be conveyed to the disoriented child: "come back, the world is not so desperate, there are still people waiting for you, there are still people who will accompany you, and there are still people who will protect you."
fall in love at first sight