Ye ChuChu accurately finds the ward Xiao Haoyu said. She stands at the door and is silent for a long time. Then she pushes the door of the ward with shaking hands.
She came to Gu Liangchen's hospital bed and sat down. He lay on the hospital bed with a pale face and a bandage on his head. His beautiful eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his white lips were gently pursed. His eyes, which used to be full of laughter, were tightly closed.
Ye ChuChu's cool fingertips cover his cheek, fingertips grope for the lines on his face bit by bit, and a layer of water mist emerges from his eyes, gradually condensing into tears, sliding down the corners of her eyes silently.
"I told you to go, but you just didn't listen! All right now! Take your own life
Ye ChuChu tried to be brave and said something wrong with her heart, but the more she left her tears, the more fierce they became. After a while, tears trickled down her delicate chin, and big tears fell on Gu Liangchen's sheet, which made a big mark on it.
"You bastard, do you think about everything! You also selfishly arranged my future life, you get up and tell me! What is going to find an Ziyan! Get up and make it clear to me Ye ChuChu yelled at him with tears streaming down his face.
She remembered now. Although she didn't hear his last sentence clearly at that time, she heard it clearly. Go to find an Ziyan!
That sentence is like a last word!
"You asked me to go to anziyan, didn't you expect that you would jump down like this! Since you have expected that, why do you want to jump down? Didn't you ask you to let go and leave me alone! Why do you want to jump down... "
Ye ChuChu is crying. She is crying too much. Her chest begins to feel stuffy. She feels that her breathing is difficult, but how can she compare with the pain of losing him in her heart.
She held Gu Liangchen's big palm in both hands. She put his cool hand on her cheek. Her voice was choked and hoarse: "you bastard, why do you want me to go to anziyan? You know that the person I love is you, why do you want me to go to him..."
She looked at the motionless Gu Liangchen and finally burst into tears in his palm. "You bastard, what do you want me to do with Dabao Xiaobao... Why don't you listen to me? Why don't you let me go? You know I'd rather I have something than you. Why do you make me sad..."
Ye ChuChu cried so sad that he didn't notice that Gu Liangchen, who just closed his eyes, had already opened his eyes. He was looking at him full of heartache. He raised his hand to touch the top of her hair, but her next words made him hesitate, and finally put it down silently.
"Liangchen, do you blame me now? It's strange that I love you but refuse to let us get together again. You can't understand why I'm so persistent. In fact, I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that you will know my true face in the future. I'm afraid that you will look at me with astonishment and shock... "
In fact, what she was most afraid of was that she wanted to look at her with the same crazy Ke Ling, sympathy and pity.
Ye ChuChu's eyes buried in the palm of his hand are hard closed. In the invisible darkness, her eyes are full of pain. She unconsciously expresses her deep fear in the bottom of her heart.
"I love you so much, I really can't accept that you look at me with strange eyes, and then tell me that you regret falling in love with me who is like a madman..."