After a while, my phone rang again, I was cooking, Mo Han helped me answer: "hello."
Hang up again.
Mo Han holding a mobile phone said to me: "hung up again, nothing to say."
"Is there a name on it?"
"No
I said, "it could be a harassment call, regardless of it."
I cooked a large table of dishes, and Mo Han helped me to serve them. After we washed our hands, we began to eat on the table.
Mo Han gave me a bowl of soup, I said: "you eat, don't worry about me. Why do you take care of me when you are a guest? "
Mo Han didn't say anything. She didn't like to explain. She only did it according to her own ideas, no matter whether you were willing or not.
When Mo Han and I were having dinner, my mobile phone rang again, and I wondered who insisted on calling me.
I went to the sofa and picked up my mobile phone. It was a strange landline number. I said it was strange, but it was a little familiar.
I don't think this person will be ye Yingying, because I talked to her on the phone a few days ago. We just chatted casually. Of course, I didn't tell her that I went back to Hangzhou, and she didn't ask, because she always thought I was still in Shenzhen.
And if it's her who can't use the landline number, she doesn't have a mobile phone. Now who likes to use the landline, unless the people of the company or some marketing company, besides, it's evening, and they are all off work, it's even less likely that they are friends I know.
"Hello."
When the other party heard that it was my voice, I was silent for a while. I thought that the other party's old trick was repeated, and I was about to hang up. A very nice voice inside said, "where is it?"
Ah? This is Lin Manxue's voice. My God, Lin Manxue called me.
I don't know what kind of mood I was in at that time. It has been more than a month since I left Shencheng. I thought that I had completely left the world of Lin Manxue when I left Shencheng. I would never have any relationship with her again. I would never think of her again and she would never think of me again.
However, at this moment, when I heard her voice again, I knew that I was wrong, and I was very wrong. Maybe I was destined to be with her forever in my life.
"What's the matter?" I deliberately asked her coldly, because I didn't want her to feel that I still care about her.
"Where is it?" Lin Manxue still asked me lightly.
"If you have something to say, just hang up."
"Where is it?" Lin Manxue still asked stubbornly.
The two of us are like a pair of angry children. One insists on not talking, the other asks after each other, and neither of us is willing to give way.
"Where am I? What can I do for you?"
"I'll ask you one last time: where is it?" Lin Manxue seems to be a little unhappy in the opposite, her tone began to become as cold as me.
Lin Manxue is not happy. I can't bear it. She is the woman I admire most, the most talented woman. She once helped me. I can't do this to her.
I convince myself in my heart, in fact, I want to give myself a step down, because all my reasons are bullshit.
"Hangzhou."
As soon as I finished speaking, Lin Manxue hung up on the opposite side and said nothing more.
I stood there for a long time with my mobile phone, Mo Han looked at me and said, "OK, let's eat first, don't think about it any more."
I sit on the seat to eat out of my soul. I have no sense of what I eat. I am like a body without soul. I can only eat mechanically.
Mo Han did not care about me, she ate her, I ate mine, she did not talk to me, because she has been black face, seems to be thinking about something.
When Mo Han left, I had not completely relaxed, so I forgot to send her.
I never thought that Lin Manxue had such a great influence on me. A phone call from her and a simple sentence "where are you" set off a huge wave in my heart.
I have a more and more terrible feeling. I am afraid that when I wake up one day, I will find that I have fallen in love with such a poisonous boss. If so, will I push myself into the abyss and never live beyond my life.
If it is impossible between Ye YingYing and me, this is the result that I always know; then between Lin Manxue and me, it is the result that I don't have to think about.
Because there is only one result: impossible, absolutely impossible.
There is no absolute thing in the world, but between me and Lin Manxue, I believe, I believe. So I can't like her, absolutely not.
At night, I lie in bed and can't sleep. My mind is in a mess, and it doesn't stop for a moment.
Tonight is the most leisurely day in my life, because I've dealt with all my accumulated lists, so I don't have to work overtime to do design in the evening.
I thought that I could relax when I didn't work, but I suddenly felt that I was very empty. I felt that my heart had flown away.
And all this has to do with a woman named Lin Manxue.I half lie on the bed, lit a cigarette, I want to let the cigarette paralyze myself temporarily. I saw a cold face in the smoke. She was so charming and beautiful that I couldn't help imagining her appearance.
After smoking a cigarette, I picked up my mobile phone to surf the Internet. During this period of time, I was too busy to play with my mobile phone.
I boarded QQ, saw the head of cabbage flashing, she left me a message.
Garden cabbage: old goat, what do you mean by trust? Can men be trusted?
I took a look at the time when cabbage left a message for me, about a month ago, that is, the night I came back from a business trip in Beijing.
I immediately returned a message to pakchoi: what's the matter with you, Pakchoi? How can we express such emotion? Did anyone cheat you?
Less than a minute after I sent it out, the cabbage replied, "I don't know if it's cheating.
Happy cabbage should not have such a mood, this mood is rare to me, so I think cabbage must encounter something difficult.
Country goat: cabbage, if you need someone to talk about it, I'm willing to be your free audience.
Cabbage asked me: what are you doing?
Country goat: sleep in bed, but I just can't sleep.
Garden cabbage: why? I have something on my mind.
Country goat: it's not a worry, but I can't figure it out. The more I want to understand, the more I don't understand.
Garden cabbage: This is often the case, when you are most confused, but also when you are most helpless and confused. Old goat, cabbage suggests you, if you can't figure it out, don't think about it, let it be.
Country goat: easier said than done. But I'll try not to think about it. Why don't you go to bed?
Garden cabbage: looking at some information.
Country goat: I'm not interrupting your work, am I?
Cabbages: No. It's boring to read materials. You can chat with me just to relieve my fatigue. How's your work recently? It's not long since you became a project manager. You must be very busy, right?
Last time, I told cabbage that I became a project manager, and she didn't contact cabbage for more than a month. She thought I was snowing.
I said: I've left Manxue.
Garden cabbage: ah! Why?