Chapter 169

"How did you go back to Hangzhou? Business or travel? "

"It doesn't count."

"When are you going back?"

"In a few days."

Tan Siyi gently nodded his head and said, "you don't want to come to see me this time, do you?"

"Mo Han said that you were in the provincial TV station. I happened to pass by and came to see you. How are you doing now? "

"Very good. I've become a regular. I've become a radio program anchor. The man you just saw is Xiaofan, my boyfriend now. "

"That's great," I said heartily

Tan Siyi lowered his head and said after a long time: "although he has no money and his work is not satisfactory, he is really kind to me. As long as I have requirements, no matter where he is or when he is, he will come to me at the first time. Ye Chutian, I once promised you to wait for you for two years, but I didn't do it. Would you blame me? "

"Don't think so, Tan Siyi. I can see that you are so happy now. I'm really happy for you. "

Tan Siyi said quietly, "in fact, I know you won't. Because you never liked me. How can a person who doesn't love you care? "

I don't know how to answer, because Tan Siyi is right. I have never liked her, so when she is with others, I have no different feeling in my heart. On the contrary, I feel relieved.

"From the moment you didn't want to stay in Hangzhou for me, I knew you didn't have my place at all. But at that time I didn't give up, because I like you so many years, I'm not reconciled, and I don't want to give up you. But since I stepped into the society, I have seen all kinds of love. They are very gorgeous at the beginning, but most of them come to a dismal end in the end. "

"I began to doubt love, and I began to doubt you. I've come to realize that if a man doesn't love you, no matter how much you pay, no matter how much you are willing to sacrifice, it's futile, because he still treats himself as blind and pretends to be invisible. "

"Tan Siyi, I -"

Tan Siyi interrupted me and said: "Ye Chutian, don't say anything, let me say it first. I want to tell you what I mean. "

I nodded and listened to tan Siyi.

"If you don't have me in your heart, I won't have any results if I persist. I think ah, rather than tangled, it is better to choose to let go, find a man who loves himself, cherish his man. A mu has a song "there is a kind of love called let go", which I think is very good. I figured out, barely no happiness, also can't get real love. So I decided to set you free. "

Tan Siyi's eyes are red. Maybe these words have been buried in her heart for a long time. Today, she finally has the chance to say them. It's also a relief.

"Tan Siyi, I'm really glad that you think so. I'm used to being glib. I can't speak when I'm serious. Don't mind. In a word, I will always treat you as a friend and intimate friend. Now you have found a person who really loves you, and I sincerely hope you will always be happy. "

Tan Siyi sobbed for a while, wiped away his tears, looked at me and said, "Ye Chutian, you are so heartless to me. At this time, there is no word to detain me. It seems that my choice is right."

I look at Tan Siyi foolishly. Girls like to change. What does she mean?

Tan Siyi saw that I was silly. She suddenly laughed and said, "silly, I'm scared. I'm joking with you. Maybe Ye Chutian will laugh, but we can't scare you."

I pretended to pat my chest and said, "Tan Siyi, take it easy. I have a bad heart. Be careful to scare me out of heart disease. You have to pay for my life."

The words opened, we looked at each other a smile, all gratitude and resentment at this end, after the conversation will be a lot easier.

Tan Siyi looked at me and said, "do you have a girlfriend?"

"Not yet."

"Ye Chutian, I'm very curious. What kind of girl do you like?"

I think about it, and I can't say it well. I used to like Ye Yingying, so the type I like is compared according to that standard. But now, if I want to judge whether a girl is beautiful or not, I can't help but see Lin Manxue in front of my eyes, and then there is no more.

Which woman in the world can compare beauty with Liman snow?

When I think of Lin Manxue, I can't help smiling happily and daydreaming.

Tan Siyi pushed me and said, "I'm back. You can lose your soul with a cup of coffee

I came back to myself and said with embarrassment, "I was thinking about something just now. I thought too much of it carelessly."

"What makes you so happy?" Tan Siyi is a girl. She is very sensitive to this kind of things, so I want to fool her. It's not so easy.

"A little private."

"Lie to the devil, say! Is it a beauty? I don't think this beautiful woman is simple. Can she make you like this? "I quibbled: "if you don't believe it, it's OK. It's really a little personal. "

"Yes. I don't want to fight with you. You say it is. Anyway, it's none of my business now. Let Mo Han have a headache. "

"What's the matter with Mo Han?"

Tan Siyi stares into my eyes to see if I'm lying on purpose.

"You really don't know?"

"Tan Siyi, just tell me what you want to say, don't be weird."

"Do you know why Mo Han is willing to be my friend?"

I shook my head, because I really don't know, I think they can be friends, this is just a fantasy, I can't even dream about it.

Tan Siyi sighed and said, "because Mo Han is another me. It's just that she's more poisoned than I am. But I never hope to see her love for you, because I don't want to see her leave you

"I said that Mohan and I are not the kind of relationship you think, we are brothers."

"Ye Chutian, you are so naive. When did you meet a beautiful woman and a handsome guy? They are just buddies. Either you deliberately pretend to be stupid, or you are so stupid, an idiot."

"I mean it."

Tan Siyi said with a smile: "I believe what you said is true, but what can you say? If you treat her as a friend, she may not really treat you as a friend. Ye Chutian, you are so smart that you can't feel it at all? "

In fact, I think Mo Han is really good to me. I used to think she liked me, but whenever I think so, I think of Lao ban and Mo Han is my brother.

I told myself, I think so is wrong, dirty, so I will no longer go on like this, and always let it be.

Tan Siyi said: "your brother named Lao ban is really a crazy man. He knows Mo Han's mind, so he tries to match you with Mo Han. He's really attentive to Mo Han, but it's not enough to be attentive to love. "

"Did Mo Han tell you that?"