"Lin Manxue, you're not wrong. It's me that's wrong, or it's love that's wrong. I shouldn't fall in love with you. Now, I know I'm wrong. I want to correct it. It's not too late. I can go back. You can take care of yourself later. From today on, we'll go our separate ways here. From then on, you'll go your way, I'll cross my log bridge, and we'll get together here. "
"No, no -" Lin Manxue shook her head and said, "I don't agree. I don't agree to break up. You can't do this to me. You can't do it. "
Lin Manxue is not calm. When she was in love for the first time, she suddenly encountered this kind of thing. She just grasped my hand and said she didn't agree. I can't do this to her.
I shake off Lin Manxue's hand and prepare to go back down the mountain. I want to leave here, leave Lin Manxue, leave the deep city, and go to a place where no one can find me and stay quietly for a while.
Lin Manxue suddenly hugged me from behind, her high chest was close to my back, she cried: "you can't just leave. You can't leave me. I can't leave you. If you promise me to stay, you can take whatever you want, my body, my soul and my life. Chutian, don't you want to sleep with me? I promise you. As long as you don't leave me, I can sleep whenever you want, OK? "
Lin Manxue is crying. I think she really lost her mind. She would not say such words if she had a little consciousness.
This is a kind of catharsis of despair, hoping to use all of their own to retain for the last time. When women love men deeply, when they are confused and don't know how to recover, the vast majority of girls will choose to do so. I didn't expect that the reason like Lin Manxue would be so crazy.
"Mr. Lin, you are insulting yourself and me. Let go. Let's break up peacefully. There's still a long way to go. Go on your own
"I won't let it go. I won't let it go. You've stolen my heart. Now I'll leave. What should I do if you leave? What should I do if you leave my world. My mother is right. Men don't have a good thing. When they like you, they talk sweetly. When they don't want you, they never look back. I can see that all men are the same. I didn't allow you to touch me before. I'm afraid you don't want me one day. I always want to. As long as you still think about me and are interested in me, you are not willing to leave me. It's a pity that I'm wrong. Even so, you still choose to leave. Even if I post myself to you, you don't want to change your mind. Wuwuwu - "
" Mr. Lin, calm down yourself. "
"I can't calm down! How do you want me to calm down! You don't want me, how can I calm down? I told you earlier that Lin Manxue is not a good woman. I told you not to like her or provoke her. It's not suitable for you to be together. You don't have a future. You just don't listen to me. You provoke me again and again, force me again and again, and let me see the beauty and hope of love again and again. Now I'm occupied, lost, and can't get on the shore. You pat your ass and walk away, and just say goodbye. Do you think this is what a man should do? "
The more she said, the more aggrieved she was, the more angry she was. In a word, she just didn't want to let go. She blamed me for not provoking her. She made her crazy and didn't want her. She couldn't accept it.
I sighed and said, "if I knew you were such a woman, no matter how charming or beautiful you are, I would not like you. I'm just an ordinary man, with my own dignity and bottom line, as well as my own values and world outlook. I'm not your rich family's daughter, childe or something. I admit that maybe in your world, cheating, using, calculating, cheating and abducting are common things. There's no need to make such a fuss. But in my world, it's very clean, pure and sincere. We only want to live an ordinary life, and we don't want to live in cheating, hypocrisy and lies. Man Xue, we are not people in the same world. We have different values and world outlooks. Breaking up is the best relief for you and me. "
"Chutian, I'm Manyu, the carefree, heartless man who has the same values and world outlook as you. Can't you just treat me like Manyu? I'm Manyu. I don't want to be Manxue. I'm not Lin Manxue. I'm just Su Manyu, your Manyu. "
Lin Manxue shakes her head. She begins to deny her identity. She wants to keep me with Manyu. She has not been willing to admit that Manyu and Manxue are the same person. She originally has such a deep intention.
If I don't know that man Xue is man Yu, even if one day her affairs are revealed, I will only leave Lin Man Xue and return to Su Man Yu's arms.
As long as she keeps Manyu's identity, I can't really leave her. Because she was worried that she would not be able to cover up what she had done for a long time.
She guessed the beginning, but not the end.
I didn't understand why she refused to admit that she was su Manyu until now, when I knew the answer, I suddenly felt that it was better to know than not to know.
This reason is so hard to accept. When I lose man Xue, I will also lose Man Yu.
I said: "you are you, not because your name is man Xue or man Yu, the things you have done or your original appearance does not exist. Lin Man Xue, wake up, man Xue is the most real you, and Man Yu is your illusory shadow. ""No, No. It's not like that. It's not like that. " Lin Manxue desperately shakes her head, she is not willing to accept the reality, more reluctant to break up, she only knows to pull me, do not let me go.
"Let go."
"No. I won't let it go. " Lin Manxue's eyes were firm. Suddenly she stood on tiptoe and held my neck. She took the initiative to kiss me. She wanted to leave me with a woman's tenderness.
I closed my mouth and stood there motionless. I was like a piece of wood. I didn't feel anything. Lin Manxue kissed me for a while and slowly released me. She wiped her tears and said, "you are so heartless to me, you don't miss me at all, you don't have any feelings for me?"
"Yes."
"I know I've done something wrong, and I know you're not to blame. I'm to blame. You are so strong a man, self-esteem is so strong, how can you accept such me. Well, I agree with your suggestion. Those who can keep you can't keep your heart. I'll let you go. "
I didn't say anything, because at this time I was sad. I was afraid that I would cry. A big man was crying in front of a woman. It was not like words. I didn't want Lin Manxue to see me crying for her.
I really like her, very much. I'm willing to do anything for her, but I can't accept such a woman. The woman I like shouldn't be like this. I can't accept it, really.
I turned to leave. Lin Manxue stopped me behind me: "wait a minute."