Ling'er took my arm and sat at the back. She put her head on my shoulder. She didn't say a word on the way. It seemed that she had something on her mind.
After arriving at the station, the young man put me and ling'er down. He went to find a place to park. Ling'er and I thanked him. He waved his hand and said, "ling'er, you're too polite. Uncle Bian is my life-saving benefactor. I'll do such a little thing. How dare you thank me? Isn't that a slap in my face?"
Ling'er and I went to the station to buy tickets. There is a bus directly to Mingyang. It's about five hours' drive. It's about half an hour before we get on the bus. Ling'er went to the station store and bought me some food.
"Ling'er, there's no need to buy food. It's only a few hours. Besides, I don't have any appetite in the car."
"Buy some, if you're hungry on the way."
Ling'er knew that I like smoking, so she bought me a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. During this period of time, I lived in ling'er's house, but I didn't smoke. You don't have to say that when I saw the cigarette, I was like seeing a long lost friend. I was always excited.
I picked up the things that ling'er bought for me, and ling'er followed me up. I said, "ling'er, go back quickly. The car is about to leave. "
The driver also yelled in front: "those who buy tickets should get on the bus, those who send people off should get off the bus, and the bus will start soon."
Ling'er doesn't speak and doesn't get out of the car. She just stares at me. There is a kind of reluctant emotion in her eyes. I patted ling'er on the shoulder and said, "ling'er, go down quickly. Brother Tian is leaving. Take care of yourself and take good care of your uncle and aunt. I'll come back to see you when I have time. "
Ling'er's lips wriggled and her eyes turned red. Suddenly she cried quietly. She hugged my waist tightly and said, "don't go, OK? I beg you not to leave, OK? Can you just stay with me in Lingzhi village and never leave for the rest of your life? "
Ling'er cried and begged me. I stroked her back and said, "ling'er, we're not all agreed. How did you change your mind again?"
"I don't want you to go. I'm not used to it when you're gone. No one talks with me when you're gone, no one makes me happy, and no one hurts me. " Ling'er cried.
"Fool, brother Tian is gone. You and your parents will accompany you, love you and protect you."
"No. I don't want them with me, I just want you with me. Brother Tian, you stay. As long as you stay, I'll do whatever you say, OK? Can I treat you like an emperor? "
I wiped away the tears from ling'er's eyes and face, and said in a soft voice, "ling'er, you have your life, and brother Tian also has brother Tian's life. I can't stay here all my life. But my brother promised that he would visit you often when he has time. If you want me, you can also contact me. When I buy a new mobile phone, I will tell you. "
Ling'er is a sensible woman. She knows that I can't stay in such a small place all my life. She just did that just because she was too reluctant to know what to do.
Ling'er nodded gently and said, "do you mean what you say?"
"Count. It's absolute. "
Ling Er wrote her phone number on a note paper. She folded it carefully and put it in my palm. She said, "this is my mobile phone number. You should tell me the number as soon as you have a mobile phone."
"Good."
Ling'er finally asked me to give her a hug. It was a farewell hug at that time. I didn't grudge this hug. I held ling'er tightly. I hope everything will be well for her in the future.
The driver and other passengers on the bus are very tolerant of ling'er. They don't urge her any more. Who hasn't gone through the summer of youth, and who hasn't experienced one or several such unforgettable love.
It's very dangerous for linger to get in the car and let me wave her off when I see it.
No matter how much ling'er has, she still follows the car. When the car leaves the station and drives into the road, ling'er's body stops. I see her squatting on the ground and crying. She still cries, for me and maybe for herself.
My heart was a little heavy at that time. My emotional world was too complex to allow ling'er to participate. I had only brother and sister feelings for her, only gratitude, and no love.
But when I saw her so painful, I couldn't bear it. She was so kind to me, and she treated me wholeheartedly, but I made her so sad.
I pray silently in my heart: ling'er, my good sister and brother Tian wish you happiness all your life.
After returning to Mingyang, I took an express train home. It was less than 4 p.m. when I got home, my parents were still in class.
I went to the bathroom to take a bath and changed into a clean suit. I lay on the sofa in a daze. As soon as I was in a daze, it was dark. Suddenly someone opened the door outside. My mother opened the door with a basket of vegetables in her hand. She turned on the light in the living room and found a person lying on the sofa. My mother was startled and thought she was a thief. It was only when she saw that I was relieved.
"Xiaotian, why don't you turn on the light when you come back?" My mom went into the kitchen and put things in the fridge.I woke up and said, "Mom, you're off work. I just went home to take a bath and fell asleep
"It's so cold now. Don't sleep on the sofa. Go to your room." My mother suddenly seemed to think of something and asked, "by the way, what happened to you some time ago? Why can't you get through all the time?"
I have long thought of a good excuse for this problem. I said: "the company sent me to the countryside to investigate the project. I lived there for a period of time, where the signal is bad and the mobile phone is basically useless."
"Why don't you talk to your family in advance? I'm worried."
"Does Hanhan know about it?"
"Yes. Your father and I are busy these days. I didn't care about you. I didn't know until Hanhan came to ask about you. "
I think about it, Mo Han should not be such a person without sense of propriety. If she can't get in touch with me, she shouldn't go to my parents. Isn't it worrying them blindly.
She did it for some other reason.
I was afraid my mother would ask again, so I said, "Mom, I'm ok. By the way, tomorrow I'll go to the countryside to see them. Will you come with me? "
"I don't have time. I have classes tomorrow. Xiaotian, if you have nothing to do, you should call Hanhan more. You are now separated from each other. You should keep in touch frequently. You know, only in this way can you have a good relationship. "
"Don't worry, Ma. I understand."
In the evening when my father came back, our family had a reunion dinner. Then the next morning, I took the first bus to citrus village.
There is no direct train to citrus village, so I have to go to the town first, and then take a tricycle or take a taxi back.
Mo Han, sitting on the opposite side of the road, saw a woman at the intersection of Citrus village.
Mo Han was in a daze at first. When she saw clearly that it was me, she immediately got up from the grass and ran to me. She ran very fast, very fast, like a rabbit being chased by a hound.