There are four cottages, one for each of us, and one for the kitchen. There is a simple cottage and bathroom not far from the front. I'm afraid Lin Manxue is not used to it, so I built a bathroom for her with sun Jianbing.
Sun Jianbing went to the foot of the mountain to buy a lot of food, enough for us to eat for a period of time. He also made two bows and crossbows. We can go hunting if we don't have to.
Sun Jianbing is very skillful. He can do everything and is diligent. He is a good helper.
We lived in the mountains for a week. There was no electricity here, and all the electrical appliances related to electricity could not be used, so it was really boring after a long time.
The three of us are like three isolated savages, completely out of touch with the outside world.
The most boring and miserable person here is me. Because of her mental problems, Lin Manxue is poor and happy all day. Anyway, having electricity or not will not affect her life. Sun Jianbing is used to living in the mountains. He has been used to this kind of life for a long time, but I always feel that there is something missing.
Lin Manxue is tired of leaning me all day. No matter where I go, she will follow me. She doesn't care about sun Jianbing. It seems that I am the only one in her world.
Sun Jianbing also spoke very little. I was separated from him for more than half a year ago. I asked him what he had been doing and whether he had been staying in moling all the time.
Sun Jianbing didn't give a detailed account of it. He just said that he had some trouble in moling and delayed some time. When he came back to Shannan village day and night, he was just meeting me.
Sun Jianbing said casually, but I can imagine that he must be trapped in some danger in moling, because he told me that he would only go in for about two months before he entered moling. Now for half a year, there must be some problems.
Sun Jianbing didn't want to mention it again. I secretly guessed that there might be something difficult to say or that he didn't want to recall that experience. If sun Jianbing didn't say it, I wouldn't ask. I have absolute trust in him.
"Mr. Ye, who is the man you are fighting with? It seems that he used to be a soldier." Sun Jianbing was very interested in the black wolf and asked him unintentionally.
"His name is black wolf. He's Yan Qingcheng's bodyguard. I've dealt with him several times, but it's the first time to fight."
Sun Jianbing frowned and said, "this man's Kung Fu is very powerful. If you meet him alone in the future, you must be careful."
I used to think that although black wolf's Kung Fu was good, it was only a little better than me. But after that night's battle, I understood the gap between myself and him. At present, I'm not in the same level as him at all. I'm thousands of miles away.
Black wolf can almost kill me, but Sun Jianbing, on the other hand, seems to be able to kill black wolf, hidden.
I looked at Sun Jianbing with strange eyes, sun Jianbing was looked at by me, some unnaturally asked: "what's the matter?"
I said half jokingly and half seriously:
"Jianbing, you're hiding it. We don't know each other for a day or two. We've been together for a year and a half. We don't fight once or twice. But why didn't I find you so powerful before? "
"To tell you the truth, I just thought that you were more experienced than me. In terms of speed, strength and skill, we were in the middle of each other. But the last time you fought with black wolf, I had an impulse to look up to you. Did you deliberately keep your strength in front of me?"
Sun Jianbing laughed awkwardly and said, "Mr. Ye, do you suspect that I have an intention for you?"
"I didn't mean that. It was pure curiosity. Jianbing, you are a top expert, but you are mediocre. Most people like to exaggerate. If you don't have it, you'd better go against it. If you have it, you'd better not. Why? "
Sun Jianbing lowered his head, thought about it, suddenly raised his head and said, "can I not say it?"
"Of course," I said with a smile. I just casually asked, that is, friends chat, you want to say, don't want to say, what's the point
Sun Jianbing paused a little, then said: "Mr. Ye, thank you for your trust."
I waved my hand and said, "Jianbing, how many times have I told you that we are friends? We don't need to be like this. What is a friend? I don't want to say that we are loyal to each other. At least we won't stab each other. I trust you. I believe you will not do anything against me. Therefore, I will not interfere in your affairs. You have the right to choose to say it or not. This right is firmly held in your own hands, and you can control it yourself. "
Sun Jianbing looked into my sincere eyes. After a while, he suddenly said:
"I used to serve in a secret army, which was so special that outsiders didn't even know our existence. We are just like ghosts and wandering spirits. We can't see the light and are in a state of silence. Only when we have a task can we be activated and act. "
"You've been serving this army all these years?"
"Yes." Sun Jianbing nodded and said, "it's not that I don't want to tell you my life experience, but that our army has discipline. Although I have left the army now, I am a soldier one day and a soldier all my life. These disciplines will follow us all my life. As long as I live, I must abide by them."
I nodded with understanding: "in this case, you'd better not say it, lest you make mistakes."Sun Jianbing shook his head and said, "I know that you always have a knot in your heart, and you are in an extraordinary period now. If I follow you in such a muddle, I am afraid you will not feel safe. You treat me sincerely, and I can't do that to you. "
"Mr. Ye, I can't say too much about myself, but I can assure you that I won't do anything sorry for you. Not in the past, not in the future. In the past, I was not a good person, but I can't be regarded as a bad person. I have killed many people before. These people don't have any personal grudges with me. I have to kill them because of my task or work. "
When sun Jianbing said this, his eyes were full of sadness, and his throat was choked. He suddenly said, "I'm saying this or I'm trying to exonerate myself. In fact, not all the people I killed should die. Maybe I - "
SUN Jianbing can't go on talking about it. His face is full of regret and remorse. Maybe some irreparable mistakes happened to sun Jianbing, which made him feel remorse and remorse all his life.
I patted sun Jianbing on the shoulder and comforted him:
"Jianbing, I don't know what happened to you, but I believe that you have a reason to do that, and things have passed. The dead have died. No matter how regretful or sad they have died. The living should continue to live and live well. Take a look, life is like this, just a few decades, one day, you and I will come to that step
Sun Jianbing came back and nodded to me. I don't know if he'd listened to me or how much. But seeing sun Jianbing's regret and sadness, I didn't like it.