Man Yu is very cooperative. He doesn't say a word in the whole process. He just lies quietly in my arms. The summer in the countryside is cool sooner or later, and he needs to build a blanket at night.
I wanted to sleep alone, but Lin Manxue didn't agree and insisted that I hold her.
I once again entangled, such a great beauty, I hold her to sleep is not self Immolation, I have no resistance to her.
Lin Manxue didn't wait for me to agree or not. She hid her whole body in my arms and soon fell asleep. I can't laugh or cry. I haven't lived that kind of life for several months. Lin Manxue's familiar body fragrance repeatedly outlines some memories of me.
I gritted my teeth and insisted, for fear that I would do something wrong. Lin Manxue didn't know how to repent. She didn't sleep honestly. She moved around and met my little brother from time to time.
My brother was always restless. How could he stand such a run by her? I forced him to suppress the rebellion several times.
I suffer in pain, forced to close my eyes and let myself sleep, but how can not sleep, this is strange if I can sleep.
I saw that Lin Manxue had fallen asleep, so I gently released her to go back to my room, but she tightly hugged my neck, so I couldn't release her.
Well, that's the only way.
I close my eyes and dare not look at the Manyu in my arms. It's too tempting to see her playing with fire. I begin to think wildly in my mind. I think of Mo Han who is far away in Hangzhou. At this time, she must be lying in the delivery room of the hospital. My child is about to be born. Is it a boy or a girl, more like me or more like Mo Han?
Thinking about my soon to be born child, I feel much calmer, my eyelids are heavy, and I gradually fall asleep.
When I fell asleep, I heard the sound of water. The front of the curtain was steaming. When I opened the curtain, I saw a beautiful woman taking a bath. She was white all over and stood out in the dim light.
I stood outside the door, only to see her back, she a little bit of water, wash their own body, I saw this scene suddenly collapsed.
I went in, and the woman turned slowly. Her face was facing me. The more she looked, the more familiar she was. I opened my eyes and fixed my eyes. Oh, isn't this Lin Manxue?
Lin Manxue gave me a smile and waved to me with a smile. I couldn't help walking towards her step by step. Manyu hung my neck and vomited a mouthful of fragrance on my face and said delicately:
"honey, I'm yours tonight. Can you do whatever you want?"
I wanted to refuse to come, but my hands and feet didn't listen to me. I couldn't make a sound in my throat. I was anxious and afraid. I wanted to throw away the rain, but I couldn't.
Lin Manxue untied my clothes, held her and me together, and then -
when something in my body left me, I woke up and found myself sleeping in bed in the dark. It turned out that it was just a dream.
It's just a Chun dream.
I breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, it was just a dream. Otherwise, I made a mistake again. I was about to move my body, but to my horror, I found that my little brother didn't know when he sneaked out and was still sleeping in Lin Manxue's sister's house.
I'll go.
Just a dream, not a dream!
I'm scared to death, I and Lin Manxue are not in a dream to complete some tacit understanding, that.
I wish I was in a dream at this moment, but I am very sober at this time. I am not dreaming, but I am really with Lin Manxue.
I want to call my brother home first, but man Xue doesn't seem to want to. She wants to keep him for a while.
It was a wonderful night. At the beginning, I was in a dream, and so was Lin Manxue. I didn't know what happened, and she probably didn't know.
But then I woke up, and soon she woke up, and then we made mistakes again and again. Maybe the mistakes have been made, and it's nothing to do with two more times.
Happiness reminds Lin Manxue of some things in the past, such as the beauty of being with me. She seems to go back to the past and call my name again and again. In the past, when we were together, she liked to do this.
When the long lost Lin Manxue came back, I was excited and gave all my things to her, even my life.
Afterwards, Lin Manxue was too tired to fall asleep, but I didn't feel sleepy. Looking at the sleeping Lin Manxue in my arms, she and I were in a mess after all.
I have a terrible idea, Mo Han is my wife, immediately we have children, I can't leave her, also can't without her, and man Xue, she is my favorite woman, now crazy, she can't leave me, I can't leave her, I can't think of a way, let them all don't leave me.
I'm half sitting on the head of the bed. When I have this idea in my heart, I'm scared. It's selfish and shameless. Let alone other people, I don't think even my parents and my grandfather can promise such a ridiculous thing to happen.
I began to mourn, if this is left in ancient times, three wives and four concubines, wives and daughters in groups, which have these troubles.
I took a pack of cigarettes and a lighter at the head of the bed and lit one. In the smoke, I watched Lin Manxue in my arms stretch her eyebrows and fall asleep. When she was in the yard, she told me that she had the same nightmares every night. But after a cloud and rain just now, Lin Manxue seemed to put down her mustard temporarily. At least she can sleep safely at the moment.Originally quite remorseful, I saw that I could eliminate some inner pain for Lin Manxue, and my heart calmed down a lot. I thought I was very strange. Like Lin Manxue, I was always doing wrong things.
In the past, Lin Manxue was my girlfriend. I had a strange sleep with Mo Han behind her back. Although I didn't take the initiative, it happened on a certain occasion.
Now Mo Han has become my wife, and I've been confused with my ex girlfriend Lin Manxue all night. This is not what I took the initiative in the conscious situation, but what happened is what happened. No matter how cunning I was, it didn't help.
I was very strange. When I was with Mo Han, I always thought of Lin Manxue. But when I was holding Lin Manxue in my arms, I always thought of Mo Han and the children.
What I ponder in my heart is whether men are not easy to be satisfied, not satisfied with the status quo, and always spend time worrying about gains and losses. They are worried about what they don't have for the time being. How can I understand my contradictory psychology at this time.
The next morning, at dawn, I set out to leave citrus village. At that time, Lin Manxue was still sleeping in her dream. I didn't tell her about my leaving last night. I was afraid that she would not let me go or would go with me.
Before I got up, I secretly gave Lin Manxue a kiss on her smooth and white forehead. We had to be apart for a long time. The road ahead was full of variables. I didn't know when I would come back and whether she would remember me when we met again?
In the dark, I stare at Lin Manxue with my memory for a long time. At this moment, my heart seems to be communicating with her, Manxue, waiting for me to come back.