Mo Han is sitting in confinement. At this time, remember to blow and catch cold. It's windy at night. I carefully help Mo han to sit beside the bed.
Mo Han said with a smile: "I'm not so delicate. On weekdays, I just need to pay a little attention. I don't need cold water or air conditioning. You and mom are making such a fuss. It's not that serious, really
Mo Han said that is to say, when I am willing to take the initiative to care about her, her face has been full of happy smile, loved by their own men, which women will be too much.
I said with disapproval: "it's very hard for a woman to give birth to a baby. If she can't sit well after confinement, she will leave the root of the disease. By the way, who is taking care of you these days? "
Mo Han was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth. After a while, he remembered to answer my question: "my mother came to take care of me in person in those two days when I had just had a baby. There were Aunt Huang, Aunt Mei, uncle Tian, nurse and so on. You don't know. It's going to be our family. If she doesn't talk about it, she will have some opinions in her heart more or less. "
"Look at other people who leave two or three people to take care of their mothers and babies. Only when they were just born, many people came to help, but our family is not like this. There are an endless stream of people who come to see me and my baby every day. There are seven or eight helpers who just stay to take care of me during the day."
"How can so many people come?"
Mo Han said: "it's not that some relatives come to visit me when they know I'm born. Especially my grandfather and grandfather take the lead. How dare other people not come."
"Are grandfather and grandfather here, too?" Mo Han and I have not been able to visit these two old people for so long. Because there are many problems and delays, this matter has been put off till now.
I am very afraid of these two old people. To tell you the truth, they are not ordinary people. They have to shake three times even if they stamp on the ground. It's really too much for such a big man to be ignored by my younger generation.
Their first impression of me was not very good. They must blame me for not being sensible. I think if Mo Han had not helped me, I would have been detained in front of them.
Mo Han saw that I was just happy. After a while, her face became stern. She was so smart that she didn't know what I was worried about.
Mo Han held my hand in both hands and said with a smile:
"husband, although you are not with me during this period of time, others may talk about something, but don't worry. As long as I and my baby are around, we just ignore what other people like to say. As for grandfather and grandfather, you don't have to worry. I've explained to them. They won't care about it. "
Mo Han is really good to me. He thinks about everything for me. I treat her like this, but she connives at me like this, which makes me feel bad.
I held Mo Han's cold little hand in my backhand and pondered a little. Finally, I decided to tell her all the things that happened during this period. I didn't want to hide anything from her and didn't have the heart to do so.
She is one of the parties and has the right to know the truth of the whole thing.
"Hanhan, during this period of time, I -" I was just about to go on, when Mo Han suddenly took out his little hand and gently covered my mouth, and said very seriously:
"husband, you don't need to explain to me, just do what you want to do, I believe you, I believe you won't do anything sorry for me and the baby."
Mo Han trusted me so much, but I and Lin Manxue betrayed her to a certain extent, or I betrayed her. Lin Manxue is not conscious, what to do is just based on a feeling, but I am sober, all the responsibilities are on me.
I am more and more ashamed. At this time, I feel that I am a failure in my life. It is my blessing to have such a good wife, but I don't know how to cherish it and let her down.
I have the courage to talk to Mo Han about the relationship between me and Lin Manxue. I haven't talked to her about me and Lin Manxue in the past. Tonight I want her to know every detail.
I took Mo han to sit beside the hospital bed and said gently:
"wife, let's have a chat. I want to talk about Lin Manxue and her past with you."
Mohan pause for a while, and then gently put his head on my shoulder, suddenly and foolishly said: "husband, can you promise me a request?"
Mo Han has never asked me anything. She only knows how to pay and never pursues return. Now let alone a request, that is, thousands of requests, I can't bear to refuse her.
I nodded and said sincerely, "go ahead. As long as I can do it, I will try my best to do it. Even if I can't do it for the time being, I will meet your wish in the future. "
Mo Han nodded his chin and whispered: "from now on, as long as we are together, can you not mention the name of Lin Manxue? Can you not tell me about her at home or outside, awake or asleep? "
I gently put Mo Han's head up and asked her in surprise, "don't you want to know what happened to me and her during this time?"
Mo Han was silent for a long time, and then said:
"yes, but I dare not. Husband, I don't hide it from you. I know you have a very deep feeling for Lin Manxue. This kind of feeling can't be forgotten just like my feelings for you. I'm a woman. Women are born with a small mind, but I dare not do it. I want to understand that I don't care how you two used to be, and I don't have the power to manage it, but now that we have children and a complete family, we should put family and children first. ""My child and I don't want to be entangled between you and her. Such a family is easy to find contradictions and even cracks, so I choose to turn a blind eye. I only hope that when you are with me, you can temporarily forget her. As long as you are not in front of me, as long as you are not in my sight, I pretend not to know what you do, say and think."
Mo Han said these words with grievance, I disappeared is more than a month, this month is a pregnant woman psychological most tangled most vulnerable time, I did not accompany her side, Mo Han's heart may have a certain sense of crisis.
Mo Han is afraid that I will never return and lose me completely. This is the end she is most reluctant or afraid to see. She would rather hurt herself, open one eye, close one eye, connive me again, than see that one day I will take Lin Manxue away and never come back.
It's not so much mo Han's compromise as Mo Han's helplessness, because she knows me and understands me. I don't like to be bound. I'm not happy living in Mo's family. The reason why I stay here is because of my children's face.
Now that the child is born, can the Mo family keep me? Who can guarantee that?
So Mo Han came up with such a way, one is not the way, she only asked me to be restrained when I was by her side, other times she didn't care, pretended not to happen.
What I don't know is that what happened to Mo Han during this period is enough to make her upset.