Chapter 820

I know it's over between me and Su Manyu. When I tell the whole story of what happened in these years, I know it's over between us.

How can a woman who can't hold a bit of sand in her eyes accept her boyfriend's betrayal and make other women pregnant with children and forced to marry other women during the period of falling in love with her.

And this man also said that he loved her and only loved her!

Isn't that ridiculous? Extreme absurdity?

Even I feel like a dream, a dream that should not have happened but happened.

"Manyu."

Manyu cold face, don't look at me, and then stretch out a finger to the door at will, this is the rhythm of my walk, Manyu don't want to say a word to me, is to dislike me too dirty, even if I say a word, think I will dirty her?

My heart is a sad, there is a sense of weakness and vicissitudes, if this heavy rain can wash my soul clean, how good.

If I can, I'd like to be washed out by the heavy rain and brush all the stains I've had over the years.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

I can't wash it. The stains on my body will never wash.

Before I left, I watched Manyu in the pouring rain for a long time. I want to remember her appearance and firmly remember that I may not have the chance to come back this time. Let me engrave her appearance in my heart and my whole life.

Manyu is sitting on the swing with her chest in her arms, motionless, as if time suddenly stops, and Manyu and I say goodbye at this moment.

Where is the next intersection, I suddenly lost.

I was forced to leave Manyu's villa and go back to my rented house and lie on the bed. The rain didn't stop and it was raining all the time. I didn't have the heart to go out. I shut myself up in the house all day, smoking one cigarette at a time.

At about 7:00 p.m., sun Jianbing came to me after work where I lived. The door of my house was not locked. When he opened the door and came in, a thick smoke almost smoked him out.

Sun Jianbing's first reaction was that my house was on fire and he was about to rush into the bedroom to save people. But it was not like the situation in the room. He left his briefcase on my sofa and went into my bedroom.

"What's the matter with you?" Sun Jianbing looked at me lying motionless on the bed and asked with a frown.

I flicked the ash into the air and said in a hoarse voice, "nothing - nothing."

Because I smoke too much, my voice has changed. Look at my bad appearance. It's no wonder that I'm a man who is in a lovelorn relationship.

Sun Jianbing seldom saw me like this. He was worried about me. He sat down on the edge of the bed and said with concern, "what's the matter, can't you tell me?"

"I -" I suddenly want to find a friend to have a drink. When I get drunk, I may not think about these messy things. Maybe I can feel better.

"Jianbing, what's up in the evening?"

"Nothing. What's the matter? "

"Drink with me."

Without hesitation, sun Jianbing bowed his head and said, "OK. You take a break. I'll buy some cold dishes and drink. "

"Well. Buy two more bottles of jiangxiaobai. "

"I see."

Sun Jianbing out of the door, I was still lying in bed with a dead body, empty in my mind, full of Manyu's lost figure.

In less than half an hour, sun Jianbing came back, drenched in the rain. The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier. It's hard to avoid getting wet when walking in the rain, which has nothing to do with whether he has an umbrella or not.

I got out of bed and went to the living room.

Sun Jianbing put the food and wine on the table, took off his wet clothes and stood in front of me with his bare arms.

I said: "or take a shower first, don't catch a cold."

Sun Jianbing said with a smile, "it's OK. Drink, drink first. "

I opened the two bottles of jiangxiaobai one by one, one for each person. Sun Jianbing found two wine glasses, and we drank one by one with cold dishes.

Sun Jianbing didn't ask me what happened, and I didn't tell him in detail about the relationship between Man Yu and me. I think he has seen something more or less.

What sun Jianbing is afraid of most is emotional entanglement. His emotional world is relatively simple. His wife and children are hot on the Kang. No matter how complicated I am, he is still in chaos one after another.

Mo Han has made sun Jianbing blame himself for eight years. I dare not let him participate in my emotional world any more. Man Yu and I are more complicated. Let it be.

After drinking this wine, I should cheer up. After all, in addition to Manyu, I have to take care of Ye Luo. I left Xiao Ye Luo alone in orchid town. I don't care. I'm not a good father.

I suddenly feel that I am a failure. I have neither been a good husband nor a good father. Maybe Manyu and I are so good. I should have been. When I was trapped in Longdao eight years ago, I knew that Manyu and I would not have a future after all.

It's time to do something serious in gentle country."Build the army."

"Ah."

"Go back and prepare, and leave for guanwan the day after tomorrow."

"Good."

During the whole process, I had two or three words with sun Jianbing, and then I drank with my head covered.

two bottles of Baijiu and I drank so fast that I was drunk with Sun Jianbing. I think the lights were shining. Though drunk, my heart was like a mirror, which was more worrying than drinking. I really talked about my brother's heart.

Wine is really a good thing, can be drunk but not drunk, if the heart is not drunk, drink anything in vain, drink water are blind.

Sun Jianbing asked me if I wanted to drink, so he went to buy wine. I shook my head and said, "no more. You go back early to accompany qiutang. They are still waiting for you at home. "

"It's OK. I'll stay with you tonight. I'm not going anywhere

I said with a silly smile, "go away! Laozi, a big man wants you to be accompanied by a smelly man. If you want to accompany me, you have to find me a big beauty. "

Sun Jianbing said foolishly, "yes, yes. I'm wrong. I'll call Sue Miss Su, it's better for her to accompany than for me. "

Sun Jianbing really doesn't mention any pot. He is probably drunk. If he is sober, he won't take the initiative to mention Manyu. He doesn't have so much eyesight.

"Go away! Get out of here

Sun Jianbing may also realize that he said something wrong, so he quickly shut up and quietly put on his clothes to leave.

"Can you do it?" Looking at Sun Jianbing, who walked one step and swayed three times, I was really worried that the heavy rain outside would wash him away.

Sun Jianbing turned around and gave me a finger to shake, saying, "how can a man not no way. Chutian, I tell you, my Begonia has never said that I can't do it. "

"Ha ha. Brag about it

"Brag? I need Do you brag? " Sun Jianbing really drunk, suddenly did not go, want to compete with me, he staggered back, whispered: "it's not the brothers don't want to tell you, is the Begonia don't let."

"Why "No?"

"No It means something. Although my friend is in his forties, he is no longer young, but as long as he goes to the battlefield, no matter how fierce the enemy is, he must be called She'll never come back. "