Chapter 990

Manxue decided not to change her mind, but to change her mind.

That's not her personality.

If mansher is really determined to do so, I can only accept it.

What if I don't accept it?

Do I have the right to ask her to do something?

Man Xue has promised not to leave me, which is the biggest gift for me. Can I ask her to accept my past and future life?

No.

I know I can't do that.

I don't have the right to do that.

But I just want to know why and why she did it.

I sighed and said:

"it's not a matter of whether I'm tangled or not, man Xue. I just want to know why you don't agree to marry me. Since you are willing to let me accompany you, why can't we get married? You give me a reason, as long as the reason is sufficient, I will not force you. You know I never want to force you to do anything. If you really don't want to, I respect your choice. I just want to know why, why do you have to do it? "

Lin Manxue thought for a moment and asked, "do you have to know?"

"I don't know if I'll be obsessed with this all the time. I want to think about it in the daytime and at night. Maybe I can't control my imagination. Man Xue, you don't want to see me obsessed, do you?"

Lin Manxue nodded her head and said slowly, "OK. I tell you. Because - "

she seems to be thinking about whether or not to say it.

"Because of what? Man Xue, it's at this juncture. What else can't you say? "

"Because the leaves fall."

Lin Manxue finally said the real reason why she didn't agree to marry me.

But this answer surprised me.

I've thought about countless possibilities, but none of them.

How can it be because the leaves fall?

Ye Luo is just a little boy. Can he manage his Laozi's marriage?

Besides, Xiao Ye Luo probably doesn't know the relationship between Lin Man Xue and me. I don't think man Xue can talk to a little boy about this topic. Can he tell man Xue not to marry me in the future?

I don't know how to think about it.

After all, the time I spent together with man Xue this time is still short. There are still many things I haven't had time to communicate with each other. All I know is that man Xue has seen Xiao yeluo on the lonely cliff, and Xiao yeluo was robbed by Xue ER in man Xue's hands.

In recent months, man Xue and ye Luo have been imprisoned on a lonely cliff by Yan Qingcheng at the same time. Their movements may have been limited to a certain extent, but I think with Lin Man Xue's ability and Xiao Ye Luo's tact, there should be many opportunities for them to meet secretly.

Don't mention that I'm really curious about how man Xue and Xiao yeluo got to the lonely cliff and how they got to know each other. In my memory, in the past, these two people couldn't get close to each other. They never met each other. Now they are so familiar.

There's a little secret between the two. Can you tell me?

"Man Xue, I haven't had time to ask you, how did you get on the lonely cliff, and how did you meet Xiao Ye Luo?"

Man Xue said: "these things are long stories, one or two words are not clear. Let's find a place to sit down and talk."

I took Lin Manxue to the open grassland in front of me. The reason why I chose to sit on the grassland is that the grassland is full of various flowers.

Flowers are the most delicate guests in spring, and spring is the world of flowers, isn't it?

Lin Manxue stood in the same place and looked at the grassland. The beautiful flowers are more beautiful. With the addition of Manxue, the flowers are more charming, like a picture.

The biggest harvest here is me, because I can enjoy and integrate into this most beautiful picture.

After appreciating it for a while, Lin Man Xue sighed: "it's really beautiful here. I really want to stay in such a beautiful place all my life."

I picked up a clean place, pulled out some grass and made a simple soft cushion. I said to man Xue with a smile, "as long as you like, we will live here from now on. We will leave when we are tired."

I pull Lin Manxue to sit next to each other, so it's convenient to chat.

After we sat down, we started the topic in front of us. Lin Manxue slowly recalled:

"that day, after you confessed everything to me, I drove you out of the house and then locked myself in the villa in a daze. I just had a wild imagination and cried alone. You know, it was one of the saddest, saddest and most helpless moments in my life, just like when my mother left me. I feel that my whole world is in darkness. All my beliefs, persistence and expectations have come to nothing. I am confused all of a sudden. I - I don't even have the courage to live. "

Although this matter has passed for several months, as time goes on, man Xue has gradually accepted this fact, but whenever she thinks of these bad past, these heartbreaking pain will follow her like a shadow, unable to catch up.

Man Xue's mood is instantly depressed, and with a touch of sadness.Time can dilute memories, but it doesn't necessarily take away the real pain, just as I once did great harm to man Xuemo.

Man Xue's eyes are red and her tears are sad. She is too aggrieved and oppressed. The only man she falls in love with betrays her. As a woman who values love more than life, how can she let go?

Maybe mansher will never be able to let go.

I half embrace man Xue and pat her on the back. At this moment, I want to stab myself. I'm not a man. Will a real man do such disgusting things to make his beloved woman cry?

I hate myself! Really, I've never hated myself so much!

I'm a sinner. God treats me so well and gives me the best gift, Lin Manxue. But I don't know how to cherish and be grateful. I've done something sorry for her, which is worse than animals.

I sincerely confessed:

"man Xue, I - I'm sorry for you. I'm not a human being, I'm an animal, even worse than an animal. You're right. I don't deserve you. You are not qualified to have you! A scum like me is not fit to talk about love

Man Xue's mood completely out of control, crying for a while to ease some, she straightened up from my arms, wiped tears, said: "things are over, I no longer blame you, really. Don't blame yourself any more. "

"No. Man Xue, you should blame me and hate me. These are all my faults. I am responsible for myself. I should be punished. I shouldn't complain. I just beg. I beg you not to abuse yourself. Don't leave all the pain to yourself. You can give me some. You can beat me, scold me or even kill me. I don't want to see you so painful, hurt in your body, pain in my heart, snow, you don't torture yourself, OK

Man Xue said quietly, "it's impossible not to be sad. Some things don't happen if I don't want to. They can't be done, just like life, old age, death and time passing. In fact, pain and sadness are the same. However, I will try my best to restrain myself, not to think, not to tangle, not to complain, not to hate. "