Yes, I know everything!
Without saying a word, Su fan wiped away his tears and went on eating.
No tears, but the heart, dripping blood, who can see it?
The pain in the heart, no one can see, oneself, also don't want to see.
Luo Wenyin looked at her daughter so calm, but she was very worried. The doctor told her that Sufan's mental state is not very normal, so we must be careful not to stimulate her, but now this matter, these things, one by one, are stimulating her. Which one is not?
"Gayne," Luo said.
Su fan looked at her mother, she also knew that her mother was worried about her, and she didn't want her mother to worry, in fact, it's no big deal, really, it's no big deal, nothing!
"Mom, I'm fine. Don't worry. I'm fine. I'm not going to the hospital anymore. Nianqing, she just likes Yifei so much that she's like this. It's OK. " Su fan comforted his mother.
The more Su fan was like this, the more suffering Luo Wenyin felt.
No one has said that Sufan should not see Yifei again, but Sufan——
How does she know? What——
Rowan stares at her daughter.
Su fan squeezed out a smile and said: "as long as Yifei is safe, the rest is OK. Mom, don't worry about me. I'm fine. I said I would not go to the hospital to see him again, so I would not go again -- "she bowed her head, paused for a long time, and then said," never, never
Yes, I will never see him, no matter how painful my heart is, I will never see him, forever!
Luo Wenyin took Sufan's arm and looked at her daughter, her lips trembling: "child, you feel sick, just tell your mother, OK? Don't hold it like this. Don't hold it like this, OK? "
Su fan shook his head, looked at his mother and said, "I'm ok, mom, really."
After that, she looked out of the window and said, "in fact, for so many years, if it wasn't for me, Yifei, Yifei would not have become what it is now, and would not have come to such a stage. I'm sorry for him. I shouldn't interfere in his marriage, let alone let him help me. Really, if it wasn't for me, how could he be like this? He will live well, marry a girl he loves, have his own family, his children, have his -- "tears come out of her eyes, she closed her eyes, tears flow more.
Rowan held her shoulder, her forehead against her daughter's head.
Su fan bowed his head slightly.
"I'm afraid he can't be as happy as he used to be, I'm afraid he can't smile like he used to be, I'm afraid --" Su Fan said, tears flowing out unconsciously. "I think I'm very happy to meet him. He gave Nianqing and me a hope and gave us happiness, but I took away his happiness and hope, I --"
Tears, drop by drop hit the mahogany table, faint out of a big drop of water.
"I can't forgive myself, mom. I can't forgive myself. If, if I can do it again, I really, really don't want to know him, I don't want to meet him, I don't want to, "she said, sobbing, and rowan was also in tears.
"I'd rather freeze and starve myself in Rongcheng than know him!" In the quiet restaurant, Sufan's voice is so light, but so heavy!
How can Luo Wenyin not understand Sufan's mood? But——
"You don't mean it, and there are two sides to your feelings," Luo advised.
Su fan shook his head, looked at his mother and said, "Mom, I'm sorry. If it wasn't for me, you don't have to be embarrassed to face the people of the Qin family and the Ye family. You don't have to be blamed by them. I'm sorry!"
Looking at her tearful daughter, how can Luo Wenyin be at ease?
With a long sigh, Luo Wenyin gently wiped the tears on her daughter's face and said, "you silly child, you are my daughter! Mom can do anything for your own good, you know, Gaines? You should always remember this sentence, mother will always be on your side, child
Su fan did not speak and nodded.
Yes, mother loves her, cares about her, she should not blame her mother, no matter what mother does, it is for her good, no matter what it is!
Su fan bowed his head and said nothing.
About sun Minjun, about what Huo Shuqing said on the phone last night that she would not let Sun Minjun come back for the time being, she said nothing more.
Yes, everyone is for her good, everyone, whether it's mother or Huo Shuqing!
She just needs to be quiet and accept, accept! Can't go against their kindness, can't, let them sad!
"Nianqing, let me talk about her. You can eat first! It's all right! " Luo Wenyin said to her daughter.
Su fan nodded and watched Luo Wenyin wipe away the tears from her face and walk out of the restaurant.
In the dining room, there was only himself left. Su fan looked at the food in front of him and the tableware his daughter had thrown down. He couldn't help laughing bitterly.
This is her life, so, lonely, life!
Time seems to flow quickly in the mottled light and shadow, and the sunshine outside the window comes and goes.
Looking at the dining table, Su fan seems to have seen the scene of a family sitting here laughing. There are parents, Zeng Quan and Fang Xiyou, Huo Shuqing and Nianqing, little Jiashu and Zeng Yu. Everyone talked and laughed. My grandfather made me laugh. My uncle and aunt also laughed. All of a sudden, everyone disappeared. All Sufan saw was his mother sitting at the table, from spring to summer, from summer to autumn, from autumn to winter, and from winter to spring. What Sufan saw was only the change of her mother's dress and hairstyle. The only thing that remained unchanged was that she was always alone on this table, only her mother herself. Whether it's my father, Zeng Quan or Zeng Yu, they all come and go in a hurry. No one sits here to have dinner with my mother or talk to her.
The sun was shining in the past again. What Sufan saw was not his mother, but himself. Throughout the year, watching her hair turn from black to gray, she is always herself in front of this long table, no Huo Shuqing, no Nianqing and Jiashu, no one. Huo Shuqing came. She wanted to talk to him, but when his phone rang, she opened her mouth and couldn't speak. When he finished talking on the phone, she found a chance to talk to him, but the secretary came to talk to him again. Sufan looked at him. When he finished talking with his secretary and looked back at her, she couldn't remember what to say to him.
Su fan couldn't help laughing bitterly.
Is this her future life? Like mother, she has always been a person, without husband, children, family and joy!
However, the breakfast in the dishes was not finished. Su fan lowered his head, picked up his chopsticks and ate quietly. The soup porridge in the bowl, with the taste of tears, can't taste what it was.
When Su fan comes out of the restaurant after breakfast, Luo Wenyin and Aunt Li come with Nianqing.
Sufan stopped and looked at them from a distance.
Nianqing seems to be OK. Seeing her mother waiting for her, she stops and looks up at Luo Wenyin. Luo Wenyin nods. Nianqing releases her hand and runs towards Su fan.
Su fan squats down and Nianqing pours into her arms.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Nianqing holds Su fan's neck and cries.
Su fan did not speak, just holding her daughter in silence.
"Niannian, what do you want to say to mom?" Luo Wenyin bent down, touched Nianqing's head and said softly.
Nianqing sobbed and looked at her grandmother before she looked at her mother.
"Mom, I'm sorry. Nianqing shouldn't say you're a liar. I'm sorry, mom, I'm wrong! I'm sorry, mom! " Nianqing said.
Su fan looks at his mother, Luo Wenyin and Aunt Li leave, leaving Su fan and her daughter on the porch.
"Nianqing, you want to see Uncle Xiaofei, don't you?" Su fan asked.
Nianqing nodded and said, "Mom, I miss Uncle Xiaofei."
"But mom can't go to the hospital." Su Fan said.
"Mom, don't you miss Uncle Xiaofei? Isn't he with our family? " Nianqing looked at her mother and asked.
A family?
Su fan did not speak.
It's no surprise that Nianqing thinks so. Qin Yifei was the first one to give her father's love. Although she separated later, she never broke up contact. Qin Yifei often comes to Huo Shuqing's house, so he often meets Nianqing. In addition, the relationship between the Zeng family and the Qin family is also very good, and they are all relatives. They have a lot of contacts, so the relationship is not generally good. Besides, Nianqing is a very cheerful and lively child, who can get along with everyone. In Nianqing's mind, the people of the Zeng family and the Huo family are the same family. Jiang Caihua is also the same family. Qin Yiqiu and Luo Zhenggang are aunts and uncles. Naturally, Qin Yifei is the same family.
Children don't think too much, she thinks of a family, that is a family, a large range of family. However, for Su fan, family, that is not an ordinary concept. She and Yifei are not a family!
"Niannian, uncle Xiaofei has his own family," Su fan explained.
"But --" Nianqing looked at her mother.
"Niannian, mom knows you miss Uncle Xiaofei, but mom can't accompany you to the hospital." Su fan looks at her daughter,.
"Why? Why can't mom go? Don't you like Uncle Xiaofei? " Nianqing asked.
Don't you like it?
"Niannian, the world of adults is more complicated than that of your children. Mom can't explain it to you now, but you know, uncle Xiaofei is a very important friend and brother of mom and dad. No matter what happens in the future, uncle Xiaofei loves you. He helps mom a lot. Mom, you'll never forget him, and you'll never forget him, will you? " Su Fan said seriously.
Nianqing didn't understand. She looked at her mother.
"If you want to see him, follow grandma in the afternoon. How about that? " Su Fan said.
Nianqing nods, so fan takes her daughter's hand and goes to the restaurant.
"Come on, you finish your breakfast first, and mom will take you to the exhibition." Su Fan said.
Nianqing smiles and looks at her mother. She jumps to the restaurant. You can search Baidu for the latest chapter of "Uncle chatting about jiutao novels "! This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.