I was startled by Xiao Ya's big move. At first, I thought it was a girl's reserve. I'm sorry.
Plus the fine fire, I was ready to rush again, but when I saw Xiao Ya's appearance, I was stunned.
At this moment, Xiao Ya looks quite scary.
The original beautiful face now looks even distorted. There is a scarlet in her eyes, revealing deep fear and even... A kind of hatred.
I'm not mistaken. It's a hate.
A disgust and hatred for men and sex.
That kind of vision made my heart tremble. The original action involuntarily stopped and looked at Xiao Ya with some worry: "Xiao Ya, what's the matter with you...?"
At this time, Xiao Ya seemed to have just reacted. The distortion on her face gradually dispersed, but it still looked quite scary.
Slowly stretched out his hand, pulled two towels to block the large scenery in front of his chest, looked at me with some apology and said: "sorry, it scared you... I... I'm not ready yet, I can't accept..."
I shook my head: "why do you apologize? I was reckless. I should apologize."
After a pause, I continued: "in addition... I don't know what happened to you before, but... Now it's the end of the world, and everything before has dissipated with the end of the world, so... I think some things can be put down if they should be put down."
Looking at Xiao Ya's appearance, it is obvious that she has experienced something before, so she has left a deep shadow in Xiao Ya's heart. Until now, Xiao Ya has not been able to break free from that shadow.
I'm not a medical student or an expert in psychology, but I know if I can't let go of this kind of thing, it's definitely not good for people.
Xiao Ya nodded slightly and immediately felt for her new clothes.
I also ran to the opposite side very wisely, with a somewhat gloomy feeling.
Unfortunately, it is definitely a beautiful scenery for beautiful women to wear clothes, but this beauty can't be seen now.
Our two choices of clothes are sportswear. At this time, we won't make do with anything sexy and perfect. We will make do with practicality and won't cause too much bondage to the body.
However, beauty is beauty. Wearing a simple sportswear on Xiao Ya's body, it looks fresh and generous and has its own beauty.
After bathing and dressing, we fell into a brief silence.
This supermarket is a good place, with food, water and clothes! Go to bed at night and find two summer cool quilts. That's another bed. You must be satisfied to have this environment in the end of the day.
Xiao Ya slept next to me. They were not far apart.
The tide of corpses was surging outside, and the roaring sound of zombies was still coming, but inside, it was full of warmth.
"Hello..."
"Yes!"
"I told you, I'm a nurse!" Xiao Ya whispered.
I nodded and said nothing.
"Although I'm just a trainee nurse, but... I'm not bad."
In fact, it's not bad. Xiao Ya is definitely a beauty.
A woman's beauty is the first gift from God, but sometimes it can also bring trouble.
Although the vast majority of hospitals will deny it, the senior cadre ward does exist.
Xiao Ya was assigned to the senior cadre ward to practice because she was young and beautiful.
That place has high wages, good treatment and easy work. It is definitely a good place if it is not harassed.
Xiao Ya was unlucky. When she was taking care of a shit director, she was entangled by the director.
That guy is more than old enough to be Xiao Ya's father, but he pesters Xiao Ya and often moves.
For this kind of thing, the hospital regarded it as nothing.
However, fortunately, the director was injured, but she didn't dare to make much noise. Xiao Ya has always been cautious.
But after all, she was entangled. With the participation of the head nurse, Xiao Ya was locked in the room by the director and forced on the bed. That guy wanted to rape Xiao Ya.
At that time, Xiao Ya was struggling desperately for help, but no matter how Xiao Ya shouted, the people outside the door seemed not to hear or see at all. At that time, Xiao Ya was almost desperate.
When the fat body like a pig pressed on her and stripped off her nurse's clothes, Xiao Ya just wanted to vomit.
"At that time, I thought I was going to die. Really, I even thought that if I was ruined, I would buy a knife, stab the director, and then kill myself." Xiao Ya said silently.
That voice sounds so calm, calm and frightening.
It's like talking about other people's things.
A layer of fluffy feeling appeared on me.
"Later, my boyfriend came!"
Hoo!
When I heard this sentence, I was a little relieved, but I don't know why, there was a sour feeling in my heart.
"He is a doctor. He works on the floor I am responsible for. He just saw this scene and saved me. Then we became boyfriend and girlfriend."
At that time, Xiao Ya was very grateful. If the man didn't appear, Xiao Ya knew she would be finished.
At that time, Xiao Ya really fell in love with that man, but... That man was still unreliable in the end.
Not long after the two decided to communicate, the disaster came. The two were originally prepared to run for their lives.
As a result, because there was not enough food in the car, Xiao Ya went to a convenience store to look for food and drink. When she went back, she was surrounded by zombies.
Just when Xiao Ya thought her boyfriend would save herself like the last time, the man stepped on the accelerator and ran away in the car.
Xiao Ya was left alone. She almost died under the siege of zombies. Finally, I don't know how many hardships she survived.
But although she survived, these things left indelible scars in Xiao Yaxin.
Let Xiao Ya hate sex between men and women. For men, she is full of distrust and no longer believes in any man.
With me, we have experienced so much together, life and death, so we are a little dependent.
After listening to what Xiao Ya said, I took a deep breath: "forget it, the past is over. The director may be dead now. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know whether he is dead or alive now. Put it down and go to sleep. It's late."
There was a silence.
I don't know how long it has passed. The whole supermarket is gray.
Will you also leave me in danger?
The sound came slowly from behind.
I'm silent!
This is Xiao Ya's question. Xiao Ya wants an answer, even if she knows it's just a false promise. In this last world, when she may die at any time, no matter what kind of promise is useless.
I can open my mouth and give a false promise, which can reassure Xiao Ya.
But... I can't say that.
I don't know how long it has passed. I finally said, "I... don't know."
This is the only answer I can give. I don't know.
Only when that moment comes will you know what to do and whether you have the courage to face the danger of death.
Before that, you don't know what kind of choice you will make.
Fool, you won't lie to me.
i 'm sorry!
Go to sleep.
The soft whisper gradually disappeared, and both of them slowly fell into a deep sleep.
I'm too tired after a busy day.
The whole body was aching. When the whole person completely relaxed, he soon fell into a deep sleep.
The next day, I didn't know when I gradually woke up from my sleep.
There seems to be something in my arms. What I breathe in my nose is an attractive fragrance.
When I just opened my eyes, the picture I saw immediately startled me.
Darling, I don't know when that stupid girl has got into my arms.
The whole person is like a kitten. He lowers his head a little and immediately sees the beautiful scenery from the scattered collar.