Only Shi Xingwei and Zhang Pingfan were left in the room, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense.
Shi Xingwei's face was very gloomy. From Han Su's attitude towards him and Zhang ordinary, we could see who was more important in her heart.
"Detective Zhang..." Shixing Weipi called Zhang ordinary with a smile and walked towards him: "I don't know if you have listened to me?"
"Is Mr. Shi trying to get angry with me?"
"What? Do you have a problem? "
His words did not put Zhang ordinary in the eye at all, which made Zhang ordinary feel angry and helpless. He seemed to be Shi Xingwei's outlet.
"This is a strange place."
"I never have to think about the occasion."
Zhang Pingfan is silent. He knows that Shi Xingwei is not trying to do something for himself. Instead, he is using this method to tell himself not to make small moves, or he will do it no matter where he is.
And he had no choice but to accept it.
In these three days, he thought a lot about whether to resist or bear in silence, but no matter which choice, there are places that he can't accept. What he is most worried about now is the guy in his body. He finds that when his mood fluctuates greatly, the guy will come out. Now he can still control it, but what should he do if he can't control it one day?
He found himself in a dead end and couldn't find an exit.
At this time, the appearance of Jin Suo broke the deadlock in the house. He nodded to Shi Xingwei with a smile, and then looked at Zhang Fanfan: "ordinary, you come in with me, I have something to say to you."
Zhang Fan gets up and follows in.
The moment he closed the door, he whispered, "thank you, director."
He knew that the institute must have been paying attention to the situation in the Institute, which would help him ease the deadlock at the first time.
Jin Yue waved his hand as if he didn't know about it. He looked at the bruise on his face carefully, touched the thermos cup in his hand and said:
"At a loss?"
"Well."
There's nothing to hide. Words like bumping can't stand scrutiny.
"Angry?"
"Very angry."
"How to do it?"
"I don't know."
Zhang Pingfan really doesn't know. If he is himself, he can rush to Shi Xingwei regardless of himself. Even if he can't beat him, he has to bite off a piece of his flesh. Since he was a child, he knew that only when he beat the enemy hard and scared, the other party won't continue to trouble you. For example, the guy who wants to calm down and be submissive will always be regarded as a soft persimmon.
Hearing his reply, Jin Yue seemed very satisfied and nodded his approval,
"Very good, I'm surprised that you don't have the impulse. Maybe the children of the poor are in charge of the family early, and your mind is very mature. But I want to tell you something."
"It's not bad to be patient, but it's not good either. It's not good to be patient for a while, but it's only a step back. Otherwise, the area you stick to will be engulfed sooner or later."
Zhang ordinary some don't understand old man Jin's words, is he persuading himself to resist? But what ability do you have to resist? I'm just a small agent, but Shi Xingwei is the commander of the army. There are many strange people in his hand who are stronger than himself. They are not equal in size.
"I've seen a lot of young people like you in my life, but I only miss one person..."
This should be about yuan Cang.
"But I see his shadow from you, but you are smarter and kinder than him, but you are not as good as him."
"You have no courage!"
"Courage is not when the opponent picks up the knife, you dare to fight with each other naked, that's the courage of a rash man. It's not turning around and running. It's a coward. Courage is when you face difficulties, and you can not overcome the enemy, you think is not to give up, not to think about how not to implicate others, but dare to face the opponent! No matter who that person is, if you are afraid from the heart, then even an ant can nibble you bit by bit! "
"Even if you are wrong, don't be afraid. Youth is the capital to make mistakes. If you are wrong, you need to make up for it. You just don't want to make mistakes and strive for perfection in everything! There is never a perfect thing in this world. If you dare not even allow yourself to make mistakes, your achievements will be limited to that. "
"Remember, no matter how strong the enemy is, there are his weaknesses. Even the weak enemy has his strong points. Don't shrink back, face them and defeat them. Sometimes people's biggest enemy comes from themselves. If you defeat your heart, you will find that the world is not so terrible."
Zhang ordinary Leng Leng stand in place, Jin Yue did not disturb him, but quietly took out a book to read up, he knew Zhang ordinary need a little time to digest his words.
In fact, these are all the ideas that Jin Yue got from observing Zhang Pingfan, but there is no right time to say them, and today is just the right time.
Every person who enters the strange person's house, Jin Yue will talk to him once. People outside think that Jin Yue is a shopkeeper who often sits in the office and doesn't care about anything. But only people in the house know that the seemingly thin old man is teaching them how to go further and further on the way forward without reservation.
That's why Roman would say that Jin Suo's greatest strength is not his skill, but his mind. He can see everyone's advantages and disadvantages, such as hansu. What Jin Yue told her is that if he can't integrate himself into the secular world, he should seal himself up and don't let others understand him easily. Hansu's mind is simple, and it's easy for her to be cheated if he approaches her with an evil mind, But if you put on a posture of refusing people thousands of miles away, you will be greatly exempted from this kind of thing.
And his advice to Zhang is to face it bravely.
Perhaps it was the misfortune of childhood and his own particularity that made him learn to camouflage himself at a young age, but he just lost his most real self. His too many scruples are his problems. But sometimes, what you think of as protection is not protection. It's protection to really eliminate the danger, rather than relying on others.
If he can figure it out, he will. If he can't figure it out, Jin Yue won't say a word more.
The road of life is at your feet. I can help you correct it, but it will never interfere with your decision.
The tea cup on the desk gradually cooled, and the books in my hand turned to the last page.
When Jin Yue raised his eyelids, the confusion in Zhang's ordinary eyes began to dissipate.
He suddenly understood!
I have been worried that the thing in my body will come out and bite me, and make myself a monster that I don't recognize. I'm afraid that I will hurt my relatives. But if I'm not here, won't others hurt my relatives?
Is it not a kind of injury to my sister and hansu when I die? Even if you push the love of hansu away, it is already a kind of injury!
Even the damage is more severe and painful than the physical.
The only way to solve this problem is never to give in or escape, but to face it bravely. No one ever said that the guy in the body can only kill himself, but he can't!
This body is called Zhang Pingfan! Not his!
He is gradually awakening, but he is also gradually becoming stronger. In the future, no one knows why he should hurt the people who love him for an uncertain thing.
Seeing the light in his eyes reappear, Jin Yue smiles with satisfaction, and he knows that the boy is very smart.
"Don't be stunned, smelly boy! Get me a cup of tea
Zhang ordinary slowly over God, see the old man that smile, immediately return to the previous appearance of the slippery.
"Come on! Tieguanyin or Pu'er! "
"Dahongpao!"
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Jin Yue may not know what this remark means to Zhang Fanfan, or what earth shaking changes this conversation will bring to the alien world!
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