Guarga is not perfunctory, not just to comfort him.
She is arrogant and never wrongs herself because of her kindness.
Originally, she was very disgusted with snakehead. Before that, something unpleasant happened, which made her impression of snakehead even worse.
But later, despite his physical injury, snakehead also helped him to intercede and persuade Uruguay not to be angry with him. By that time, guarga had changed his mind about him.
Now, obviously, he was so hurt by himself that he was dying, but he didn't blame himself in his heart. On the contrary, he was still comforting himself and feeling lucky for himself.
Love is not achieved overnight, but it will definitely grow with time.
I do not know when to start, guarga's heart has quietly had the position of snakehead. But she has not paid attention to this problem, and even found some clues, resolutely chose to escape.
In her opinion, these are abnormal expressions. It's what's wrong with her. As long as she can calm down and stick to herself, she will not be confused.
As it turns out, she disguised well, and no one ever found the problem.
But now, guarga himself chooses to speak up and doesn't want to hide any more.
Heart, only one, no need to hide.
How many people are you lucky to meet in your life?
Some people are very poor and may not be able to meet true love in their whole life, while guarga is very lucky.
"Snakehead, I'm not comforting you. You've known me since you were a child, and you naturally know my character. If I don't really like it, even if I'm killed, I will never say anything against my will. All the time, I saw everything you did to me. I didn't like you or even hated you. However, there is no rule that people hate a person at first, and then they can't like it any more. I admit I'm attracted to you, really. "
"You, is that true..."
Snakehead slowly widened his eyes, obviously some can't believe what he heard.
It was beyond his expectation.
Snakehead is a smart man. He always knows how much guaerjia dislikes himself.
But he is not willing to give up, is not willing to let go, so many years of obsession, how can easily give up.
Therefore, in order to satisfy his desire, he did a lot of things, which guarga didn't like more or less, and he knew guarga didn't like it, but it was just like a magic barrier, he couldn't control his heart.
Now, snakehead is seriously injured and will soon die, and he is finally no longer persistent and wants to let go, but he has made a fool of others. Guarga said that she is attracted to herself.
Is there anything more ironic?
Channa Argus almost laughed, but accidentally pulled to the chest wound, pain made his smile distorted.
"You are injured now. Don't move around!"
Seeing this, guarga quickly hugged his shoulder to prevent him from moving.
Committed in her arms, snakehead felt unprecedented satisfaction, and the heart of satisfaction and loss, coexist.
"Jiajia, maybe it's nature that makes people. It's only when I'm dying that you finally like me, but it's too late..."
"What nonsense? How can it be too late?"
"Don't get excited. Listen to me first."
Every time I hear guaerjia's voice mixed with crying, snakehead will feel the pain in his heart.
But he still has to hold back and dare not show it easily.
It's time. There's no need to be sentimental.
It's better to... Try to calm guarga down, maybe she won't be so miserable.
Think of here, snakehead pursed lips, dumb voice said: "in fact, Jiajia, I don't deserve your love for me."
If in the past, when he heard this, guarga would not hesitate to sneer and say, "so you still know."
But now, with tears in her eyes, she choked and asked, "why do you say that?"
Why?
Probably because of the obsession in my heart.
"In fact, there's one thing I haven't told you. I always feel that it's an insult to you. You already hate me very much. If you know about it, I'm afraid you will hate me even more. "
"What's the matter? Go ahead, I promise. I won't be angry about anything. "
It's time to get angry again.
What's more, he has done all the more excessive things. Guarga thinks that his bearing capacity has been increasing day by day, and he won't lose his temper easily.
After hearing this, the snakehead gave a bitter smile, with a self mocking smile on his face: "my father has never liked you. You know this, don't you?"
"Yes, I know." Guarga nodded.
Uruguay does not like their own, has never hidden tucked in, blatantly show.
Anyone who has eyes and is not stupid can see it at a glance.
Guarga didn't care about this, and even secretly congratulated himself: "Uruguay doesn't like me, and certainly won't want snakehead to marry me. Maybe at that time, she will have to intervene and do something to destroy our marriage. If so, I will save a lot of trouble."
"He doesn't like you, and he doesn't want me to marry you, but I insist on that. He always spoils me, but he can't turn me around, so he can only reluctantly promise. But in fact, he has been secretly prepared, secretly looking for a few girls who are very similar to you, so that they can learn how you speak and do things. After a period of time, the effect is remarkable. When I returned from the guada clan, my father sent a girl to my room. When I first saw it, I really thought it was you. But learn again like, not you, after all or false. But I know this clearly, and I am still deeply involved in it. Maybe it is because over the years, it has become a kind of obsession. Now that we have a chance to vent, we don't care about anything else. "
At this point, the snakehead pauses for a long time.
Guarga didn't have any superfluous expression. He just listened quietly, held his hand and patted it gently, quietly comforting.
"Later, the girl got pregnant, but because of the accident, the child died. To be honest with you, when I learned that she was pregnant, my first thought was that this child could stay. If you are not willing to have children for me in the future, this child will be treated as your own child, and you will be free from the pain of childbearing. Later, I was relieved to learn that the child was gone, because I know that with her, you will only be farther and farther away from me, and now this worry is gone. "
With that, the snakehead looked up at guar Jia and said, "Jia Jia, do you think I'm so inhuman that even my own children can be so indifferent and don't care at all? Are you even more disappointed with me?"
Guarga looked into his eyes, full of fear and care.
He still cares about what he thinks and what bad impression he has.
It is clear that snakehead was once the son of heaven. It was loved by thousands of people.
Why has it become so cautious and timid now?
The word "love" is harmful.
Guaerjia's silence makes the snakehead's heart more and more uneasy.
He regretted saying it. He didn't want to see guarga's disgust and dislike at the last moment of his life.
It's worse than killing him.
"Jiajia, I..."
"I'm not angry."
Knowing what he wanted to say, guarga took the lead and dispelled his concerns.
She gave a little smile and said in a calm tone: "this kind of thing can be done by Uruguay. I don't think it's strange. Besides, he did it for your own good. I think I also want to use those girls who are similar to me to divert your attention, so that you will not always put your heart on me. When the time is right, he can take the opportunity to get rid of me, and there will be no one in the world who can control your heart, right? "
"No, that's right..."
Guaerjiachai's eight or nine are close to ten, which makes the snakehead feel flustered.
What made him more uncomfortable was her indifference, which made him feel that she didn't care about it because she didn't care about him
"To tell you the truth, I'm not very happy, but it's not because of anything else. It's because I don't like people imitating me. Everyone is a unique individual, has its own highlights, but now to learn from others, and forget their original appearance, this is a very sad thing. But at this point, it's useless to say that. They must know that, but there are more important reasons that make them willing to give up themselves. It's their choice. I don't have the right to be angry about it, let alone you. "
"So you don't blame me for this?" Snakehead looked at her, held his breath, waiting for an answer.
"Of course not. If I really cared, I would have said it. When do you think I would have wronged myself?"
The snakehead breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.
Therefore, guarga said that she liked herself, but only a little. Otherwise, how could she be so calm.
But I don't have to worry about it. After all, it's not the most important thing.
"If you don't get angry, I don't want to leave you a bad impression at the last moment."
The snakehead frowned and coughed again, with more and more blood on its lips.
Looking at the bright red color, guarga felt more and more flustered and quickly took the cloth to wipe it for him.
But this time, I don't know why, how can't wipe clean, even his jaw is stained with bright red, it looks very dazzling.
Guarga's heart could not help but start to panic, and her hand movements were not as steady as they were at the beginning.
When she noticed that the wound on the snakehead's chest began to bleed, she was completely flustered.
"This is, what's going on? How can the wound bleed? Did it just happen? Just a moment. I'll go to the doctor and ask him to bandage you. I'll be fine soon. "
Guaerjia was about to put him down and go to the doctor. However, the snakehead grabbed her by the wrist and shook his head. He didn't want to let her go: "forget it, don't go. The doctor has told me everything. If he could cure me, he would have done it. He would never let it go. My injury is too serious. My heart has been broken. Even if the immortal comes, it can't be saved. So don't waste your heart. The rest of this little time, please stay here, accompany me, OK? Let me go without regret. "
"I, I don't go, I will be here with you, I will always be with you."
Guarga was in tears and could not calm down any more.
She held the snakehead tightly, and her fingers turned white, as if in this way, she could keep him and never walk again.
Feeling her heart, snakehead pulled the corner of his mouth, showing a weak smile, but the blood from the corner of his lips flowed out again, and even wet his skirt.
Even so, he doesn't care about these things. He just wants to cherish this time. This is the best time for him to survive these years.
"It's nice to see you at the last minute. I'm really satisfied."
"Jiajia, the luckiest thing in my life is to meet you."
"I've never regretted it. If I have a next life, I'll still like you."
"At that time, I will become what you like. I won't let you hate me any more. I will make you like me, too."
"I, in fact, I lied. I don't want to leave..."
"I really don't want to go..."
Gradually, the sound of snakehead became weaker and weaker. Later, there was no more sound.
Guaerjia felt something and grabbed his hand for no reason. As a result, his hand dropped down without any strength.
Guarga looked at his hand in a daze. After a while, he summoned up his courage and moved his eyes to his face.
At this time, the snakehead has closed his eyes and slept peacefully. He looks very peaceful and even has a faint smile on his lips, as if he is immersed in a beautiful dream.
Guarga just hugged him and looked at him, motionless, just like a sculpture.
I don't know how long it took for her to burst out crying: "snakehead! Wake up! Don't go. Wake up! Snakehead
Hearing the sound, the attendants knew what was going on when they saw the appearance of the snakehead. They could not help kneeling on the ground, covering their faces with their hands and crying bitterly.
And snakehead indifferent, no reaction, that pair of sharp eyes, never open.
Guaerjia was biting her lips. She felt that her heart was missing. A cold wind came in
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