Chapter 267

Shan Yunong seems to have a dream.

That the man in front of me is so unreal.

Shan Yu Nong's hands were pulled together and looked at him. Finally, as if he had met an old friend, he asked him, "I didn't leave you a note. Why did you come to Dingcheng? "

Su Tingchen has been staring at her, as if to see something in her eyes, and finally nothing.

"Why did you suddenly return to Ding City?"

"It's a temporary decision. I think the masked man must have left other evidence, so I want to come back and look for it. I came back in a hurry, so I left you a note. " Shan Yunong seems to be talking to a friend very normally.

Sue listened and said, "is that all?"

"Yes." Shan said.

Su Tingchen's brow slightly wrinkled, "why do you have to support it?"

"What do you want?" Shan Yunong asked.

Su Tingchen said: "if you are not happy, if you are angry, you can say it."

"Why not, why angry?" Shan Yunong laughingly looked at him, "in the eyes of the cold king, I should be happy, angry, sad and happy for everything of the cold king?"

"Shan Yunong -" he did not answer, but called her name.

Shan Yunong said, "Mr. Wang, you are very busy. I know very well. I'm really grateful to have bothered so much during this period of time. If you feel embarrassed, you don't need to use other ways. Just say it

"What are you talking about?" Su Tingchen asked her, "what do you think I'm going to say to you?"

"The Lord doesn't need to say anything." Shan Yunong lowers his head and turns the spoon in the bowl. The soup of wonton spills out.

Su listened to Chen holding her, "you look at me, let's make it clear. Can't you understand yourself when you talk like this on purpose? Do you think we can get back to the way we just met? "

"There's nothing to say." Shan Yunong shakes him off.

She didn't want to see him, she didn't want to talk to him, she didn't want to argue with him about anything.

Such a thought, the eye socket softened down, the tears did not know the shame to fall down. She wiped her eyes, dropped the coin on the table, turned and left.

Su Tingchen catches up, "because Zhao Mengze is right?"

Shan Yu Nong is crying at this time. He can't see clearly the road blurred by tears. He stumbles and makes no choice.

Touch the wall, just know into the alley, is a dead end.

Su listens to the sound of Chen's footsteps and catches up with her. She pulls her and presses her on the wall. His eyes are red and he uses up all his strength. His nails are embedded in her arms and he shouts, "Shan Yunong!"

Shan Yunong looked up at him.

"Can you hear me out?" After hearing this, Sue said, "please."

Shan Yunong's heart was full of two words - grievance.

Hear him say beg you two words, the heart bottom all hard all dissolved.

"I admit that I am flattering Zhao Mengze. I met her in private

"That's not very good." Shan began to cry again, shouting to him in the same high tone, "you are married by your belly."

"The general's house has been forced to marry. General Zhao was kind to my mother, and I couldn't refuse. I have no other choice but to expect Zhao Mengze to take the initiative to retire. "

Shan Yunong wiped his tears. "I know."

"You know? You know what? You saw it in the teahouse the day before yesterday. It's just something I should do to protect her, but it's not my intention to protect her! "

Shan Yunong stopped his tears and told himself to calm down, "and then?"

"And what else? Shan Yunong, I thought that for such a long time, you know how I treat you. I've almost used up all my love for you, and I've never given you any wrongs. No matter how high-ranking officials and dignitaries in Kyoto, they can't trample on you. What do you want from me? "

Shan Yunong laughs miserably, "I just hate myself."

Su Tingchen didn't seem to understand.

"I hate myself for being incompetent and powerless. I hate that I can only think every time that I don't want to disturb you is to help you Shan said, full of disappointment.

"That day, when I heard the storyteller talking about you on the stage, I wanted to rush up to the high platform and overturn his desk like Zhao Mengze. But I dare not. I don't have Zhao Mengze's background and her father as a senior official. I have nothing, so I dare not. "

"I was locked up in xiaoxianwei, but you refused to come to see me because of Xu's words. Now I understand what you thought at that time. We didn't match each other. You think you've influenced my life, I think I've influenced your life. You could have been idle, you didn't have to take part in the disputes in Kyoto. If I have some status, even if it's only a meager status, I can help you. "

"And I'm at Shan's - maybe I'll be cursed soon, too. I can't give you anything."

"If we're not together, maybe it's more appropriate."

Su listens to the dust Zheng Zheng of looking at her, the eye is the sadness that can't restrain, "what are you talking about?""I said maybe we shouldn't be together. You and Zhao Mengze are more suitable. "

"You're still blaming me, aren't you?" Su listens to the dust to ask.

Shan Yunong shook his head. "Su Tingchen, do you understand? When you refused to contact me twice, your hesitation was right. I think all your worries at that time were actually the problems we should face now. "

"What do you mean?"

"I don't mean much. I'm not digging up the old books, and I'm not asking questions. Now I just feel that all your decisions at that time were right. It's because I don't understand that we have been entangled until now. Su Tingchen, I understand now. "

Su Tingchen tugged her arm tightly and refused to let go, "I don't want to listen to these."

"Let's separate." Shan said.

Su Tingchen's hand down, "you say it again."

"Don't meet again. You go to Kyoto. I'm in Dingcheng. Let's not meet again. "

Su Tingchen looked at her, as if to see through her thoughts from her eyes, but those eyes had nothing but determination.

"Is that your heart?" Su Tingchen asked her.

Shan Yunong nodded, "this is my heart. It's not a lie. "

"If I turn around and leave, will you regret it?" Su listens to Chen.

Su listens to Chen and asks Shan Yunong.

She was already regretting.

At the moment when I saw him, everything in my heart was melting, missing the collapse. But in the end, he or ruthless heart, said the separation.

Su Tingchen's eyes are full of things that Shan Yunong can't understand.

"Answer me, Shan Yunong. Will you regret it?" Su listens to dust to ask again.

Shan Yunong looked up at him, "No. I won't regret it. "

Su listens to dust whole face all cold to go down, eyes slowly turn cold, "good."

After that, he turned and left without hesitation.

Shan Yunong looks at him, and his heart is dripping with melted wax.