Chapter 818

He was so angry and resentful that he became a madman. He kept going inside, being blocked and beaten again and again.

Several times, I almost fell into a coma, with wounds all over my body. The pain stimulated me to wake up.

In the end, he doesn't want to rush any more. He wants to stay awake and wait for a result, which is almost impossible!

The waiting process is long and boring. The only thing that supports him is the memory of the past.

For nine years, Luo Zheng appeared in front of him until he married himself Obviously, the time is so long, but the memory left is short and rare.

He is like a child who has lost his beloved toy. Shamefully, he relies on the past pictures and recalls them again and again.

Even, he can't imagine, if Luo Zheng really dies, what should he do?!

When the doctor reappeared, the time was gone for a long time.

Even though there were many scars on his body, Xi stood up and ran to the doctor. He asked in a plaintive voice: [please, please doctor, tell me How is she? She can't die. I won't let her die ]If you want to come to the doctor, you may see him pitifully and look up.

In a flash, he received the doctor 's eyes, watching each other' s lips wriggle, as if about to open, the pupil suddenly shrunk, endless fear hit.

Don't say! Don't tell me, I know She's still alive, isn't she? She must be alive ]

he lied to himself and said, tears falling down constantly, and there was an answer in his heart.

Perhaps, the answer, as early as the beginning, is doomed.

The doctor sighed softly and left here slowly. His eyes fell on him, compassionate and compassionate, with a little pity.

At that moment, he finally felt the collapse of the sky and the collapse of faith, and tasted what "life is not like death" Perhaps, only when people taste the loss, can they know how to cherish it. Regret is like the tide, rolling towards themselves.

In this life, he left too much regret for Luo Zheng.

He always thinks that there is a lifetime to be together and there is plenty of time Suddenly, sometimes a second missed, may be a lifetime!

At present, a dark, he can not support, staring at the door of the ward, slowly fell to the ground.

In Yu Guang's eyes, he looks at Bo Hancheng and walks out of it slowly, holding a body in his arms, which is undoubtedly Luo Zheng.

He reached for it, his voice hoarse and feeble: "Bo Hancheng, where are you going to take her? Put her down. She's my wife ]

over and over again, he always repeats this sentence. He is very clear in his heart. Only by adhering to this fact can he gain a little peace of mind.

Bo Hancheng holds Luo Zheng and looks down at himself. He is still expressionless: [she is not born to you. Her death has nothing to do with you! Xi mubai, I want to save your life. It's for her sake. Don't keep pestering ]

then, Bo Hancheng walked away with Luo Zheng in his arms. He wanted to catch up with him. He was so tired that he couldn't disperse his strength.

Hold the ground with ten fingers, tightly clench into fist, climb forward a few steps, and finally pass out again.

……

This time, unlike before, the delay is a little long.

What's more, his consciousness is unwilling to wake up, preferring to fall into a dream.

Only because I can see Luo Zheng in my dream.

In her dream, she is not lifeless, but just like the first time I saw her. She is so beautiful that she is sentimentally attached. She always follows her behind, like a little tail, calling her brother mubai.

He was addicted to the fact that Luo Zheng died.

But the dream, is the dream finally, wants to wake up in the end.

Before waking up, he looked at Luo Zheng in his dream and walked to himself step by step, with a smile like a flower saying goodbye: [this time, really goodbye, brother mubai. ]

he was eager to keep her. When he asked where she was going, she still smiled: "this life is too hard for me. Death is a relief. I hope that in the next life ]

she obviously had something to say in her words, which made him feel confused and scared. She asked carefully: "in the next life, will you Love me? ]In the first place, she may recognize the wrong person, but in the next nine years, the person she loves must be herself, which has nothing to do with the song.

So, even if it's a dream, he still wants to ask.

In this life, there is no destiny, so If there is an afterlife, will you still love me?

The dream of Luo Zheng, a little bit back, farther and farther away from himself, looking at his face, compassionate and helpless, like what is passing.

Seeing that, the farther she went, the figure would disappear, and then a sigh fell on his ear: [I'm sorry, brother mubai. I am too tired to love ]

this word, like a magic spell, makes him unable to breathe because of the pain. His heart is empty and his hair is painful.

Then he opened his eyes and finally came to himself.

However, this dream, which can't be forgotten for a long time, just like the real one, makes him feel uncomfortable and unwilling to accept it.After returning to his mind, he looked around the ward and suddenly thought of Luozheng. He recalled that Bo Hancheng took Luozheng away, almost without thinking about it, and wanted to rob Luozheng back.

But as soon as he got out of bed, the door of the ward opened, and his parents appeared in front of him, imprisoning his freedom and forcing him to receive treatment.

He resisted, but he was too weak to do anything.

Finally, Xi Qianqian came forward and cried to persuade himself: [elder brother, you are seriously injured. It is life-threatening to be so stubborn again! Luo Zheng, she's dead. She's really dead. The doctor said it himself. Wake up OK or not? ]

forced to be helpless, he forced people to press on the bed, hands and feet tied, afraid of leaving or self mutilation.

Originally, he wanted to resist the heart, suddenly listen to what Xi Qianqian said, the body strength drained general, straight lying on the bed, mindless looking at the ceiling.

It took a long time to ask: "she is always my wife, regardless of life or death. She lives, I want her people, she dies, I also want to recover her body, let her and I bury ]However, this is the biggest wish. Even with some morbidities, he doesn't care.

No one can understand that Luo Zheng's death took away his belief together, and since then He lives like a walking corpse!

Since Bo Hancheng took her away, he would go to grab her back and fight for everything!

[brother, you are crazy. You are really crazy! Is there only Luo Zheng in your heart? How about me, my parents? Don't you want them? ]Xi Qianqian seems to frighten him, crying and retreating. Then his parents come forward and preach again. He hates nothing more.

Suddenly, listening to them, he felt more and more ridiculous to find a psychiatrist for himself.

By contrast, he felt that it was them, not himself, who should go to see a psychiatrist.

He was very sober, once confused, but there was no time when he could be more sober than this moment!