Chapter 823

Once happened feelings, although can not continue, but But also can't forget!

"Xi mubai, I loved you..."

If you open your mouth again, Luo Zheng can't control himself. It's such a speech and admits the fact.

At the same time, she thought about something and explained slowly: "when I was young, I liked the painting of song parting painting very much. Later, although I recognize the wrong person and you as a song, I love you wholeheartedly for nine years Maybe it's because of the song. More because of your people... "

This is the unforgettable feeling for the past life as the beginning of farewell.

There is no need to deny that even if the former self knows that Xi mubai is not a departure song, maybe there will be some disappointment.

But after disappointment, or choose to forgive.

As Xi mubai himself said, nine years is not too long, but it is definitely not short At that time, she gambled on everything, could chase one person with nine years, and presented the best bright years.

At the beginning, she mistakenly believed that Xi mubai was a song to leave. In the remaining years, she still loved Xi mubai, because there was no song to leave.

After all, she didn't draw or touch the paintbrush any more. She regretted that the other side didn't draw any more.

More importantly, respect his decision.

So, she loved ximubei, really!

Hearing this, Xi mubai's tense heart shrank and tears fell again. He only felt that the two lives of the robbers twined in his heart had disappeared after all.

In the past few years, since he understood Luo Zheng's mind and knew that Luo Zheng was wrong, he made every effort to conceal the truth from Luo Zheng.

But at the same time, bear the unbearable suffering, feel Luo Zheng for their feelings, is mixed with the departure of the factors, not very pure.

Even more, he later fell deeper and deeper, but also gave birth to an illusion, this is his own stolen feelings!

As time goes by, he often thinks so. Occasionally he can't sleep at night. He doesn't want to let Luo Zheng leave him, and he is afraid that Luo Zheng doesn't love him.

Fortunately, at this moment, it is finally complete.

When she learned the truth, she still admitted that what she loved before was herself, not the artist's song departure, not even Bo Hancheng, just herself!

Soon, after learning what he realized, his heart tightened again.

Love, she said love, not love.

"Luo Zheng, it's my greedy mistake to leave song. I don't want you to leave. But, what you said by your own mouth, I love you. Why don't you forgive me now? Are you Still hate me? Luo Zheng, I...... "

"Xi mubai hates a person because She's still in love. And I, long ago no longer hate you, now know the truth, feel more relieved, there is no reason not to forgive. "

Luo Zheng said as he pleased. He was calm and confused.

In fact, as early as before, Xi mubai took the place of himself to stop the car accident and was dying in the hospital.

At that time, she had decided to put it down. As for the enmity in her previous life, the long-standing entanglement between them should have ended.

So, after the accident, she never went to the hospital again, never saw Xi mubai at a glance.

Just because love and hate have ended, there is no need to meet again.

At that time, she had already guessed that the truth hidden in her previous life might be that Xi mubai loved himself, and there must be some difficulties in it.

In this way, he almost gave his life for her. The two of them offset their emotional debt and never owe each other again!

I didn't expect that the truth I know now is more strange than I imagined However, even if so, she has decided not to change.

"Luo Zheng, I don't understand. Why is it like this? Is it because you love Bo Hancheng... "

Xi mubai refuses to let go of his obsession, especially unable to bear it. Luo Zheng looks light and light.

It's like, she completely let go of everything and refused to let herself participate in her life It's like, from now on, the mountain is high and the water is far away. They will never see each other again, just like strangers.

For the rest of his previous life, he stayed in the ancient temple, prayed every time, looked at a number of deities and Buddhas, stood under the bodhi tree, and recalled the two people's daily life.

All the time, he was suffering, because Luo Zheng hated himself to death.

Later, he said, maybe time goes back, Luo Zheng begins to regenerate As a result of rebirth, I may not have memory. Luozheng must have memory.

Therefore, he was afraid again, afraid that Luo Zheng hated himself and would not love himself any more and tortured each other for a living.

It was only at this moment that he found out the big mistake.

It turned out that what he couldn't accept most was that she had no sorrow or joy, she had to turn a blind eye to herself, and even hatred was an extravagant hope.

Pitifully, he thought that she wanted to regain the love between husband and wife in her previous life, but she was cutting off her fetters and wanted to be two strangers!

Why? He asked himself, the biggest possibility of such a big change is She fell in love with Bo Hancheng.

"In the past life, if it wasn't for Bo Hancheng, Mu Nianqing couldn't have calculated everywhere and ended up in a miserable ending! He has destroyed our whole life, and now will he destroy our new life? Luo Zheng, even if you don't love me, you shouldn't love him... "Xi mubai's eyes were misty with tears, and he lost his usual gentleman demeanor. He hated the thin cold city very much.

At the same time, he thought of something in his heart. He held his fists tightly and was extremely depressed.

About the past life, he said the truth, but not all There is also a part of it. He chose not to say anything about Bo Hancheng.

Now it seems that he is probably right. He admits that he is selfish.

However, he loves Luo Zheng deeply, and after a lot of hard work, he finally meets again, and is unwilling to have any trouble again!

What's more, in his heart, the tragic ending of the previous life is indeed inextricably related to Bo Hancheng.

Luo Zheng's lips are silent, his lashes quiver and quiver, just like butterfly wings: "love him? I don't know, really don't know... "

She doesn't know how much love is left for Bo Hancheng After all, it's ridiculous. If this is the truth, it's narrated by Xi mubai.

Then, she doesn't need to hate Bo Hancheng any more. It's a knot.

However, it suddenly occurred to me that before the death of his previous life, Bo Hancheng appeared in front of him and lied that he was a bodyguard of the Luo family, without a word of truth.

In this life, she fell in love with Bo Hancheng. One of the reasons is to save the benefactor.

Now, it's all a lie. It's a joke.

So, the so-called love, is only their own illusion.

Thinking of this, Luo Zheng looked at Xi mubai again and suddenly sipped his lips: "Xi mubai, I don't love you anymore, not only because of Bo Hancheng. What's more, I can't love anymore... "

In her mind, there seemed to be a picture about her past life. She broke away from Xi mubai's palm lightly and said truthfully: "I have to believe that fate really makes people. Do you still remember? For the last time, I can't help but ask you that you have loved me for ten years...... "