He can tolerate that Luo Zheng doesn't love himself, even wants to be far away from himself Even if Luo Zheng wants to get married and stay with anyone, he can barely accept it.
I can't stand being alone. That man is Bo Hancheng!
Luo Zheng perceives that Xi mubai is a little crazy. It is vaguely known that once obsession is formed, personality is paranoia.
His state of mind, she is not incomprehensible, but unable to step back.
"Did you choose him because of the children? Luo Zheng, you don't love him, you don't love him clearly, just with his children, so you are forced to compromise... "
Xi mubai said softly, in a whisper of affirmation, as if this was the truth.
To this end, Luo Zheng took a step back and met his eyes seriously: "I am not forced, nor because of the child, I still like him..."
Maybe, it's not deep love, but there is still love.
If you like it, why bother yourself.
Especially in Bo Hancheng, step-by-step concessions are made to avoid their own worries And she, too, has to work a little harder and try to give both sides a chance.
If this life, she no longer like Bo Hancheng, it is unimaginable, there is no extra strength to like other people.
"You love me for nine years. Forget when you say. Now, how long has it been since you met him? But, you can like him again and again, or say, he is a song After all, your love for me in your previous life is because of the song of parting! "
Xi couldn't control himself. He kept thinking about what to say.
In a word, he holds Luo Zheng and refuses to let go, just like this is a life-saving straw. If he let go, he will fall into the abyss!
"Simmel, calm down! You and I have been in the past for a long time. It's my business not to be with Bo Hancheng... "
"But I asked for your rebirth! It's what I've been trying so hard to do for so many years... "
Xi mubai interrupts Luo Zheng's words to clear the relationship. His eyes are covered with light red blood and a touch of madness.
For a moment, Luo Zheng was silent for a while, which can not be denied.
After a while, he said softly: "yes, if what you said is true, I owe you. So, do you want my life? "
As soon as this speech came out, Xi mubai listened to it with a knife in his heart and sneered at it in a low voice.
"You live, is the meaning of my existence, what do I want your life to do? I just want to be with you. You are what I asked for. You belong to me... "
Xi mubai lamented and said, his hands trembling slightly, stroking Luo Zheng's face with indescribable love.
However, Luo Zheng frowned, and wanted to avoid his touch. He was immediately bound by Xi mubai.
At that time, Luo Zheng had a little pain on his face. He frowned slightly and crossed something in his mind. He grabbed the light and pushed down Xi mubai.
When he realized that he couldn't push it away, he simply stopped, looked at his eyes, and said, "Xi mubai, you should remember that once on the lovesickness mountain, you were saved. Later, not to mention nine years of love, but only about the years when I was by your side, I had no credit and hard work... "
Just for a moment, Xi mubai vaguely understood that Luo Zheng said the meaning of these words, and his whole body was slightly stiff.
"Strictly speaking, though I owe you, I don't owe much for the two offsets. In the future, I'll try my best to help you, but The rest of my life is long. I can always pay it off slowly, can't I? "
It is true that Luo Zheng knows that his words are mixed with unspeakable cruelty.
However, there is no way. Since she has made a choice, she has to let Xi mubai die. How much she can die, how much she can die!
Otherwise, he would not be able to look away, only more and more sad.
"Ah..."
Xi mubai chuckled a few times again, his voice was bleak and helpless.
"Do you have to figure it out so clearly? We are involved, so you can't wait, want to break it all? Don't force me to... "
For a long time, he asked, with complex implications.
"Xi mubai, it's not that I forced you, it's that you won't let go of yourself! The past is full of gratitude and resentment... "
Luo Zheng lowered his eyes and said softly with a slight sadness.
"Good, Luo Zheng, Hello! It's very kind of you... "
As if hearing Tianda's joke, Xi mubai laughs bleakly, making people want to cry just by listening.
At that moment, Luo Zheng did not dare to look up, or even to look into his eyes.
Always feel, look up, his eyes must be filled with despair Just like once, so love but not in general, no, not the same!
At least, at that time, I was wishful thinking.
Xi mubai is different in this respect. The two have been married and have to be separated due to various calculations Then, he spent the rest of his life, paid a certain price, in exchange for his own rebirth.
Therefore, his love but not, is a terrible pain.
Luo Zheng knows everything, but she can't do anything but refuse.We can't deceive ourselves, to be with Xi mubai and to be pregnant with other people's children Yes, Xi doesn't care, but it's different after all.
The Luo Zheng that Xi mubai wants is that he loves his Luo Zheng wholeheartedly.
Not now, like Bo Hancheng, Luo Zheng who has no feelings for him.
You can't cheat for a while, can you?
Luo Zheng is thinking about it. Xi mubai obviously thinks about it. He suddenly reaches out and holds her in his arms.
"Xi mubai, let me go..."
"Luozheng, I regret it."
Suddenly, he said unexpectedly, the heat was scattered in her ear, but there was no temperature, with a few unspeakable coldness.
Regret what?
Luo Zheng thought in his mind, and heard the man fall down: "maybe, what he said is right, I should not be bitter and extravagant, in exchange for your rebirth. How about your rebirth? It's not you after all! From the beginning, I should have died and walked on the huangquan road with you, at least like this I can also tell myself that you love me. "
But not now, even though she is still alive, she refuses to love herself any more, and she is filled with a thin cold city in her heart.
Such a feeling made him miserable.
Yes, he really has some regrets. He has been seeking Buddha for rebirth. The Luo Zheng He bought is no longer his wife.
His wife, killed by him in the night of the first snow of the previous life, now Luozheng Nirvana rebirth, no one belongs to himself, not to mention the former sweetheart!
Luo Zheng's heart is agitated. He can only listen to Xi mubai, but can't answer a few words.
After a long time, he replied: "since you see this clearly, you should understand that I am not the person you want. The Luo Zheng you want, she is dead... "
Shudun, Luo Zheng sighed slightly, reached out a little bit to break the tie of Xi mubai, and said seriously: "Xi mubai, don't meet again, break it!"
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