But I can't say that. Even when I think about it, I drive Ouyang Li out, so that he doesn't know what I'm thinking. Ouyang Li looks at me for a while and says, "if there's really no place to go, just walk around. It's boring at home."
Ouyang Li said so naturally is to go out, although I am also worried that I faint, but there should be no problem with him.
Said to go around, the next morning Ouyang Li and I went out.
We first went to a famous local scenic spot and took photos on the suspension bridge. Then we went to several places to eat.
It is estimated that this day is too exciting, not to come and faint, I am also very happy for this thing, the result on the way back, walking people did not respond, in front of a dark faint.
It is estimated that Ouyang Li doesn't want to let people know that I fainted, so as not to make a fuss when I go back, especially Ye Wanzhen, who cried when she saw me and I fainted.
Ouyang Li carried me to the back mountain and put me on the grass. Then he sat beside me, pulled me down, held me in his arms and gently hung the warm wind.
At this time, the mountain is a good place for summer. The wind is warm, but it can be much cooler on the body.
I woke up from Ouyang Li's arms with the wind. I opened my eyes. There was a dark ghost squatting beside him. So I looked up at the big tree on my head. I said that ghosts dare to come out in broad daylight. It turned out that there was a tree.
But there are not many trees on the back mountain. When did such a big tree grow.
After a while, I looked at the shadow ghost. The ghost was looking at me, so I asked, "what are you looking at?"
As soon as he heard me speak, the shadow ghost ran away. As a result, he ran out of the shade of a big tree. A ray of sunlight hit his leg. He was so busy that he drew back. It was very funny. I couldn't help laughing.
At this time, Ouyang Li didn't say anything. Suddenly, he bowed his head and gave me a kiss on the nose. I was stunned for a moment. Looking up at Ouyang Li, I found that there was no holy expression on his face. I felt a little annoyed.
"Why don't you wake me up?" In fact, I know that every time I faint, he can't wake me up, but if I don't ask, it's more embarrassing between us, and he's more uncomfortable.
Listen to me, Ouyang Li just gave me a kiss, then he held me in the grass, the wind blowing gently, the shadow ghost squatted on the ground to see us, like an ignorant child, nothing moved.
I said a few words of death mantra, and the shadow ghost disappeared in the blink of an eye.
All of a sudden, it was quiet. Ouyang Li gently held me and shook me a few times. He said, "time flies. We've known each other for almost a year."
I suddenly smile, smile and said: "in the end or admit that we know only one year, rather than tens of thousands of years, thousands of years."
Ask Ouyang Li, "no matter how many years, it's the same."
It doesn't matter whether it's the same or not. For me, as long as I have this moment of comfort, it's enough.
Ouyang Li looked at me and found that the corners of his eyes were a little wet. I raised my hand and wiped it gently under his eyes and found that the goblin would cry.
It's just that the tears of goblins are not like those of ghosts. The tears of ghosts are scarlet. It's clearly a soul, but there are tears like human blood. And goblins, every tear is crystal clear.
In fact, Ouyang Li is not crying, but under the corner of his eyes is wet, that kind of wet is helpless, reluctant, pain is willing.
Looking at me, Ouyang Li gently kiss, I can feel his lips are gently shaking, and I never is not so.
In the end, he is flesh and blood, is the Ouyang Li I want.
All of a sudden, Ouyang Li held me in his arms. He didn't look at me. He was still so persistent. He hugged me tightly and held me under a big tree. Looking at the scenery at the foot of the mountain, he said, "I promise Ning'er to live well."
I gently Leng for a while, secretly sighed a breath, in the end he is also reluctant, after all, two people are really dead, also really nothing.
We didn't talk anywhere, and we stayed up late at night, thinking about going back.
At this time Ouyang Li squatted on the ground, I stood behind him and asked him: "what are you doing?"
"I'll go down with Ning'er on my back. If I'm really tired, I'll sleep on my back for a while." At that moment, Ouyang Li's voice was very calm, no different from usual, but I knew that he was afraid that I would suddenly faint. He would rather pretend that I had fallen asleep than that I would faint.
When he fell asleep, he could still wake up. When he fainted, he didn't know when he would wake up.
A person does not know whether he is asleep or dead. How can others not be afraid.
He must be very worried, just not willing to say it.
Facing death is a kind of torment to me, but not to him?
No matter what others do, in the end, he is not wrong.
Seeing that he was so devout, I was too embarrassed to go up, so I lay on Ouyang Li's back, put my hands around his neck, and I said, "this is the third time you carry me."
Ouyang Li trembled a little and said with a smile, "I'll carry you every day. When you get old, I'll carry you even if I can't walk."
"Well." I promised to put my face on Ouyang Li's back and hummed a song gently. In fact, we all don't know what I hummed, but I just want to make him feel at ease. If I don't hum a song and have nothing to say to him, he will worry more about me along the way.
All the way down for three hours, I finally got a little sleepy, so behind him, I said, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep for a while."
"Well, I'll call you when I get home."
In a short sentence, we can just communicate in this way.
I couldn't bear to sleep the rest of the time, but I kept silent and pretended to sleep. Otherwise, I worried that if I really fainted, he would be more worried. Finally, when I got down, Ouyang Li carried me all the way back.
Walking to the door of the coffin shop, I heard Yu Wenxiu ask, "are you better?"
Ouyang Li pauses for a moment and looks at Yuwen Xiu. He doesn't answer. He just says, "don't you go to bed so late?"
"Well, I can't sleep." Yu Wenxiu replied that Ouyang Li didn't pay attention to it. He pushed open the door of the coffin shop behind my back and went in.
Go back to Ouyang Li called me: "Ning er."
I gently moved, um, a sound, Ouyang Li did not say anything, carrying me directly back to the inside of the coffin shop, into the door, Ouyang Li put me down, I lay on the bed, opened his eyes, Ouyang Li has brought a basin of water to me, wipe my face, wipe my hands, take off my shoes and socks, wipe my feet.
Wipe it all for me, take off my clothes and carry me inside.
After covering the quilt, Ouyang Li went to wash himself, and then came back to take off his clothes and went to bed. When he did not sleep, he looked at me. I asked him to look at me. He said, "I just want to see it. I don't know what to look at."
In fact, I don't want much. It's good to live a plain life. I didn't expect that life would be like this. Even God won't let us go.
I guess I killed too many ghosts and hurt my virtue. Otherwise, how could it be like this.
After watching Ouyang Li for a while, I was a little tired. I leaned in his arms and took a rest. When I opened my eyes and the day was bright, Ouyang Li was not with me. I got up slowly and looked into the room, but I didn't see Ouyang Li change.
The door opened, and Ouyang Li bought some ready-made breakfast. It was still hot. When he saw me, he stopped for a while, then asked me why I didn't sleep for a while. I joked that I had heard something delicious.
After breakfast, I went to see ye Wanzhen, only to know that the cemetery has not been completed, so ye Wanzhen and they are a little busy these days.
"No, I'll go and see what he's doing." I went to half face, half face asked me not to stay at home, come out to do, I asked half face: "hot day, you always tell me to stay at home to do?"
Half a look at me, originally not angry stare at me, Ouyang Li into the door, he turned his face.
"If you don't have anything to do, go back first, so as not to affect my work." That's an excuse. I know he just doesn't want to see me.
I don't have to hang on, I just beg him.
I took ten thousand yuan out of my body and put it in front of half face. Half face looked at me inexplicably and asked me what I was doing.
"This is the money I give them to buy food. You take it. When I have no time, you remember to get them something to eat." I said to get up to stand up, I have the small ten and my contract untied, small ten and I do not need to be tied together.
Life and death is enough for me alone. Why should I tie others up?
"You take it back. I can't remember so much money." Half said and threw 10000 yuan to me. I said that I couldn't get it back, so I said, "don't forget. You don't have much money here. I don't expect you to feed them any good things. You can choose the cheap ones and starve them. This 10000 yuan is the money I give you. I can't use it up for a while. When I lend it to you, you can give me some interest, In this way, the ten thousand yuan will not be lost. "
Half look at me: "calculation to my head?"
"No, it's not calculation. I'm not in good health." Give me half a word, ten thousand yuan is accepted.
Now that I've accepted it, I'm going to leave. I got up and went out. Ouyang Li accompanied my friends. I said to Ouyang Li, "I want to eat some fruit."
"I'll buy it. You'll wait for me at the half noodle house." Ouyang Li is a good liar sometimes. He believes everything I say. As soon as I say I want to eat fruit, he leaves without saying anything.
When Ouyang Li left, I was busy hiding in a place where there was no one. I half took some good candles out and drew a big advice at the door. I circled the ghosts in his candle shop and lit them up. Looking at a group of ghosts, I said: "this is from my heartless younger martial sister. Don't get the wrong feeling.
She's very careful. She can count a whole year for a penny, but it's better for you than for herself. She still thinks about you at this time -- "
Half said not to say, those ghosts look up half, maybe too focused, no one found me.
Half squatted for a while, got up and went back to the candle shop. A group of ghosts squatted in the circle. You look at me and I look at you. It seems that they are ignorant children. They don't smoke any more! "
After seeing them for a while, I turned and left. I went back to the coffin shop and took out the two bundles of incense I had hidden. Before Ouyang Li came out, I found a hidden place to light it. As a result, black and white impermanence came soon.