Zong wuze said that he wanted to stay alone with me for a while. Ye Wanzhen called everyone out, so I sat on the bed and watched Zong wuze not speak. Although Zong wuze had reached this point, I still thought Zong wuze could change his decision and save himself from the edge of life and death.
But Zong wuze is determined to die, I said he would not listen to me, also can only sit on the bed for him to hold hands, accompany him, listen to him say some of this life regret, but Zong wuze said, the biggest regret is me.
Listen to Zong wuze said that when I was silent, but Zong wuze's lips are smiling, although some pale, but he laughs very good-looking.
"Xiaoning, can you hold me?" Zong wuze said that, so I took off my shoes and went to bed. He was dying. Can't I do that?
It's just that it's not advisable for him to prove his love by death. I know his love for me in my heart. I also know whether he will die or not. Why should he do this to me?
When I got into bed, I sat down at the back and held Zong wuze in my arms. It seemed that Ouyang Li held Zong wuze in his arms as usual. He held Zong wuze in his arms for me and gradually leaned against me. He asked me, "does Ouyang hold you like this?"
I gently pause: "don't remember."
Zong wuze didn't speak for a long time. He had no eyes and could only look at the door. He later asked me, "is the sky bright?"
I said, "bright."
"Xiaoning, do you blame me?" Zong wuze asked me that although his hand was cold, I didn't feel cold. Especially when he held my hand and didn't want to let it go, I shook my head heartily, but he didn't have an expression.
"How can we not complain?" Listen to Zong wuze ask me: "learn too much, tired too much, nothing will not learn, follow behind you is nothing bad, you can protect me in danger."
Listen to me quietly, Zong wuze's face is as quiet as water. It turns out that I'm not a fool. How can I not understand his good intentions.
Yuwenxiu always blames him for not teaching me anything. How can people like yuwenxiu know Zong wuze's idea? Yuwenxiu can write and read the word "love". He doesn't understand anything, so he can't get anything.
Zong wuze didn't want me to enter this school from the beginning. He didn't want me to catch any ghosts or get rid of any harm.
Although catching ghosts is to balance yin and Yang, it's a matter of damaging Yin morality. If you think of killing one person to pay for one's life, you don't have to pay for one's life to kill a ghost? Otherwise, most of the ghost masters will die early, which means that the end of killing ghosts will not be much better.
One person's life will cost half a lifetime of Yang Shou. How much yin de will a ghost cost? One hundred, one thousand?
Is it enough for a Exorcist to kill ten thousand ghosts in his life? How many of them can be sent to the underworld for reincarnation? Not all the others are out of their wits, and there is no chance of face reincarnation. Zong wuze doesn't want me to take a road of no return. I don't know the truth.
Although I am stupid, I know who is good and who is bad. Zong wuze is good to me. How can I not know.
I want me to draw, not let me learn too useful things, nothing more than he wants me to lose a little bit of virtue, can protect themselves on the line.
How can I not understand.
Gently I said: "your good I know, how is Yu Wen Xiu that don't know what kind of person can understand."
Listen to me, Zong wuze suddenly said, "he is our martial uncle."
"No one matters. If he doesn't understand, he just doesn't understand. Why do you have to speak for him?" I gently held Zong wuze and sighed.
"You are good at everything, but you are too stubborn. Life and death depend on heaven, but you have to fight with heaven." Listen to me, Zong wuze said with a smile: "my life depends on me, not on heaven. If heaven wants me to die, I will not die. If heaven wants me to live, I will not live."
"What about me, are you willing to live for me?" I asked, Zong wuze was silent.
Two he just broke the silence between the two people and I said: "I am not willing to be my sincere, Xiaoning also don't persistent."
Zong wuze said, quietly leaning in my arms and not talking, I looked at him and sighed softly: "once you really die, it's not easy to live with this body. If I can't die, in the end, I have no Ouyang Li, no jade bone, no one, who will help me?"
Zong wuze listened to me quietly, holding my hand. I knew he was listening, but he didn't answer me.
For a long time, I said, "if you want to survive, you have no body. What should you do?"
Zong wuze still refuses to speak. I have no way at all. He is all for death. What can I do?
Zong wuze was in a bad state in those two days. When ye Wanzhen had nothing to do, he just sat outside and cried. In fact, I was also strange. Zong wuze was dying. He hung a breath and couldn't swallow a breath in bed. I didn't know why.
One night, I couldn't sleep and went outside to have a look. When I went out of the door, I saw two shadows sneaking in from the outside of the Yin Yang office, so I followed them to have a look. The two shadows entered the door and went directly to Zong wuze's room, so I followed them.
Standing at the door and looking at it, two dark shadows are squeezing to Zong wuze's body. Zong wuze's copper money is shining, so he can't get by.
I pushed open the door and went in. The two shadows left and ran away. Then I looked at Zong wuze lying on the bed. Zong wuze didn't take the copper money. The copper money was put on the bed. As for whether it fell on the bed or what happened, I don't know.
I know that Zong wuze turned his head, but he always closed his eyes, and his face was much thinner because he refused to eat all the time, and it was really scary to see it.
"What are you doing here?" Zong wuze asked me, I just walked over and sat down, and said to him, "why can't I come? You are like this now. If I don't come, what will you do?"
In fact, I don't know what to say. By this time, he had run out of oil and the lamp was dry. He was not only trying to accompany me, but also provoking ghosts.
"I'm dying. What do I say? My body is for others." Zong wuze can see everything, but he can't see me. It's strange for me.
After a while, daybreak, daybreak Zong wuze also no strength, leaning on my side, suddenly no reaction.
I think Zong wuze is also tired. I guess there is something to disturb his rest before I come here. He is not safe all night.
After sitting for a while, ye Wanzhen also got up and saw me sitting in Zong wuze's room. At first, she was surprised. Later, she was better.
"I'm going to cook. Watch." Ye Wanzhen said and left, while I was sitting in Zong wuze's room in a daze. Life was like a long journey. We didn't know who met on the way, but one day after all, we were separated. Some of these people who were walking with you were separated in a word or two, while others had to go through several places.
The feelings of a few words are not deep, so naturally they don't feel anything. As for those who have gone through a few places, it's hard to give up. But life is a coming and going banquet, with the beginning and the end, no one can change anything. Even if they don't want to, they still have to accept it.
After sitting for a while, Zong wuze moved slightly. I saw a green bird flying out of Zong wuze's eyebrow. The green bird circled twice in front of me, dropped a tear and flew away.
I don't know how Bluebird became Guanguan, or why Guanguan was a disciple of Buddha. What's the matter with all this? I just know that this life is a meeting of karma, which drags down all the fox friends in the previous life. In this way, separation will be dull.
That night, Zong wuze suddenly said, "let's all go out. I want to be quiet for a while."
I know Zong wuze's time has come.
Ye Wanzhen cried and was taken away by half face, but Ouyang Li didn't take me away. Maybe he also knew that even if he wanted to take me away, it was useless. I didn't really follow him.
That's why he was so sure that I wouldn't leave. He turned and left.
Yu Wenxiu is the last one to leave. He must be thinking that if he hadn't fed Zong wuze's eyes to the crow, Zong wuze would not have fallen into such a field. Therefore, he is also uncomfortable.
It's just that no one can say clearly whether he is comfortable or not. I know one thing. He is guilty.
Yu Wenxiu also left. I was left in the room, but I didn't go. I just stood in the room. Maybe my breath was very light. Maybe Zong wuze fell down and should go, so he couldn't detect anything.
At first Zong wuze frowned. Later he put the copper coin and compass together. It was obvious that he didn't even have the strength to move.
I wanted to help in the past, but he found out how he felt, so I didn't move. After a while, Zong wuze lay there quietly, quietly without breath.
I watched his soul come out of his body and then sit on the bed. At this time, the two yinchas of Bai Wuchang came into the door. I saw them come forward and they said hello to me.
"Sister, why are you here? Come and see him? " White impermanence as always like to say, I am not a lazy person, so I said is to send zongwuze.
White impermanence took a look at black impermanence. Seeing that black impermanence didn't say anything, he said, "well, let's go outside and wait until we finish. You will wake up when you go outside."
Bai Wuchang walked out of the room. Zong wuze and I were left in the room. His eyes could see me. I was relieved. As long as he was reincarnated, he was not blind, which was good for me.
"You have a good journey. You will meet a good person in your next life and live with her."
Listen to me, Zong wuze didn't speak. Instead, he raised his hand and gently touched my face. But at this time, he was different from me. He couldn't touch me any more.
Zong wuze was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I've left everything for you. There's a letter under the bed for you. Put it away and wait for me to take it out to have a look. I can't say anything to you all the time. I can only leave it for you when I'm gone."
"I know. You have a good way to go. Black and white impermanence is my two brothers. With them, I can rest assured that you will be reincarnated. I will definitely find a good family for you."
"Good!" Zong wuze left. Before he left, I heard Ye Wanzhen wail, and the white flag rose in the yard of Yin Yang office.