"Are you going to die?" After sitting for a while, the Mountain God asked me that I had no strength to open my eyes, but I still said, "I'm waiting for my husband. I can't die."
"Your husband is so powerful that he can control life and death?" When the Mountain God asked me, I said, "my husband can't control life and death, but I can't die before my life is over. I can't get better until I have a reasonable time."
"You lied to me. You're dying now. If I'm not wrong, you don't even have the strength to speak. How can you wait until your husband wakes up?" When the Mountain God asked me, I said, "that's not necessarily true. If I'm not old enough, even if I'm dragging my last breath, I won't die. If you're old enough, even if you have a spirit to protect you, even though you're young, but if you're old enough, you're still dying."
Heard me say mountain god funny: "do you think you say so to me, I believe what you say?"
"I think you know very well whether I say it or not. Your longevity is exhausted and your breath is exhausted. Even if my aura is given to you, you are just a temporary support. You will die soon."
"You are so powerful, since you know that I will die sooner or later, why do you want to save me?" Mountain God asked me, I thought: "I save you, in fact, just can't think of it for a moment. I feel that I can't bear to see you die like this, but in fact, everyone's death is in the heart. Why should I stick to these? I should just stand by."
I said that I had no strength to speak. I touched my rough and dry hand. I thought that I was like this when I was old. I really didn't want me to die like this.
"No one has ever been able to die here to reincarnate. Don't worry, you will stay here to accompany me with my lonely life after you die. I can't be reincarnated, and you can't either. The animals will accompany us. They don't want to hurt you, they just want you to stay with us, so there is a new one here. For hundreds of years, There's never been a newcomer here. " When the Mountain God said that, I immediately said, "you have many tricks to cheat people. I've heard that ghosts like to cheat people, but I didn't expect you to cheat me at this time. This is a boundary you set up to trap the animals here. They all think you can't reincarnate. They think you are very pitiful, but they don't understand, Why can't they reincarnate? They even think that everyone can't reincarnate. In fact, if you don't reincarnate them, you can leave here. Although you can't enter reincarnation, it's a boundary. You can let them out, but you don't let them out. You actually want to trap them here, So you are still your mountain god. You are no different from the past. "
Listen to me, the mountain god smiles and then says, "maybe what you said is right, but didn't you cheat me as well? Your son, through time and space, deliberately met me and reversed my idea of seeking revenge from those two goblins. Don't I know?
Human beings have always been the worst creatures. I gave up my life to feed the goblins for the sake of animals. After I died, I was reincarnated and wanted to practice reincarnation again. Seeing that I was pitiful, she didn't give me Mengpo soup, so that I could keep the memory of my previous life and reincarnate to this place. In this way, I could go back to my original practice, although it would take some time to recover, But it's better than knowing nothing and experiencing the reincarnation of many generations.
But Mengpo told me that although I didn't drink Mengpo soup, I still had to pretend that I was a child and that I was reincarnated and didn't know anything. Only in this way can I practice well. After all, not drinking Mengpo soup is against the rule of heaven. If I don't drink Mengpo soup, I will be punished, and Mengpo won't help me, She would not admit that she would not give me Mengpo soup.
Then I'll be damned.
I always want to practice well, but human beings don't want me to practice well. Every time I come back from the mountain, I can see the unfriendly eyes of those people.
At the beginning, I heard my parents say that many villagers were jealous of me because I was so good-looking. They thought I was reincarnated as a demon. Soon after I was born, I would go to the mountains to herd sheep and work, which became a thorn in their heart.
Day after day, year after year, I became the target of all the people in the village.
When I was a few years old, I was playing outside. All the children came to beat me. Everyone beat me and kicked me. Although I have profound skills, I can't resist their bullying. After all, I'm still a child, and I can't protect myself with my cultivation.
So, I was beaten and couldn't move. I was too young.
I thought that kindness could influence the villains, but later, they began to make it worse.
Even so, I didn't do anything, but they were still not good to me. They punched and kicked me every day until their sheep disappeared and their cattle disappeared.
They began to think that it was all my fault, but I still haven't found out why the cattle and sheep disappeared.
Just ask, if cattle and sheep are gone, and eaten by tigers or leopards, even if the meat is gone, there is still soul, but I have checked that there is no hell. Isn't that strange? Animals don't cheat people. I have also asked animals, and they all say they didn't eat an ox or a sheep. "
I am going to die. When the Mountain God said this to me, I had to spend my brain to say, "did you ask the king of hell?"
"I'm just a little God. Besides, I dare not let the king of hell know that I still have the memory of my previous life, and I don't dare to ask. Since the soul is gone, it's hard to say what's the matter. If it's hidden, it's impossible. I think it's destroyed."
I sighed, then said: "I said you are too stupid, don't you think, you are offended by the goblin to die, the soul of things lovers can't do, even if you are talented, born beautiful, but people will not exclude you, at best is to envy their children, not you smart, not you handsome, also won't give birth to your heart.
Naturally, the villagers are bewitched, and you always think that people have prejudice against you, because you always think that human beings are bad and not good.
Even your parents, I believe it's because they were bewitched that they didn't leave you.
Otherwise, life parents, you are your mother's body fell a piece of meat, your mother gave birth to you will be how uncomfortable, like going to the gate of hell, how can not love you, but put you out, it is not because someone behind you, say you, know you don't drink Mengpo soup will suffer heaven, how can you not drink that bowl of Mengpo soup?
If a person like you really sacrificed his life to save animals in his previous life, then you will have a good chance to go to a good family. It goes without saying that if you want to practice, someone will come to spend you, but you are determined to go your own way and love all kinds of things in your previous life, which has already offset your good roots in the world and come here, It's reasonable to take other people's life and death cycle, and you will get retribution, but you don't understand the reason.
Also, after you come here, you are smarter than others everywhere. Those two goblins must have been staring at you for a long time. You don't know how nothing can happen.
At the end of the day, you're not smart.
If you were a great good man in your previous life, there must be a golden light to protect your body after death. After reincarnation, no evil can come near you. As a person like you, you naturally have a chance to practice. You practice in the world without discomfort and suffering. Why do you insist on suffering? It's not a kind of practice, but you don't want to. In the end, you become suffering. "
The mountain god looked at me and put his hand on me. In order to let me talk to him more, he gave me his aura, but his aura could not enter my body, which shocked him.
He asked me, "did you refuse me?"
"I don't have the strength to refuse you, but my auras are all good thoughts, and your auras are all evil. Evil is not afraid of good thoughts, and can absorb all good thoughts, but good thoughts dislike your evil thoughts and refuse to accept them."
"Then you let him take it." The mountain god worried, and I said helplessly, "if I has the final say, I am not already accepted. Why lie here and wait for death?"
"You feel bad?" When the Mountain God asked me, I sighed: "it's hard to be born, old and sick. When I was born, I went through my mother's birth canal. When I came to this world, the first sound was crying. This shows that I really feel very hard and feel pain.
When you are old, your whole body is aging everywhere. When you even have trouble walking and eating, how can it not be painful.
Perhaps even the separation will be very painful, let alone to face the aging face, rickets body.
It's the most painful when you are sick. No matter whether you are a miracle doctor or not, you have to suffer from pain when you are sick. Especially when you have to go through a bowl of bitter medicine, the pain is hard for ordinary people to understand.
After that, he died. He thought of experiencing all the sufferings of life, suffering and famine. He thought he could get better, but he was going to die.
The most terrible thing is not what we have experienced, but what we are going to experience. The face of death is something that normal people can bear, not to mention the separation from their relatives.
What I am experiencing now is the second and the third. When I have experienced the three, my practice in this world will come to an end. I will experience the fourth and the last practice. At that time, I will slowly close my eyes and think about my husband and children. I am sad and unwilling to leave this world and go to another world, You'll still be you, I'll still be me, and we'll never know each other again. "
When I said that, my breath began to be heavy. The mountain god was worried and said loudly to me, "I don't want you to die. I want you to live. Do you hear me? Live..."
The mountain god roared loudly. I shook my head and said: "you can't save me unless you send me out and let my sons come. Their aura gathers the aura of heaven and earth and can help me live. But you won't do that, because you don't have kindness at all, so you won't do that."
I said, slowly closed my eyes, a loose hand fell to the ground, I guess I'm going to die again!