But at night we all sleep together and the spider is right next to me.
When they all fell asleep, I went to rest. After I fell asleep, I dreamed that zi'er came back, but after I woke up, zi'er didn't come back. It was just a dream of mine.
In the morning, I went to Zong wuze to cook. Zong wuze got up early and stood outside. I heard Zong wuze cough again, one after another, urging people to leave.
I looked at Zong wuze. There were some blood stains coughing out in his hand. Looking at those blood stains, I asked Zong wuze, "do you want to call a doctor to come and have a look, or we'll go to the hospital."
"It's no use going to the hospital. I know my illness." Zong wuze has given up treatment, I watched Zong wuze brow lock: "or to the hospital."
Zong wuze didn't want to go to the hospital at first, but later he was dragged to the hospital by me. But when I went to the hospital, I was a little regretful. As expected, what he found was an incurable disease.
"It's late. We can't save him. You'd better make arrangements for the future." The doctor said with people left, I stood in the corridor inside a look at the test sheet, advanced lung cancer?
Accompanying me to see Zong wuze was Chi Youzi. Chi Youzi didn't react to the test sheet in my hand. He was always waiting in silence at the door.
Entering the door, I went to see Zong wuze. Zong wuze was lying on the bed. I went in and asked him, "did you know it was this disease?"
Zong wuze shook his head: "I don't know."
"Then why are you so calm?"
"People will regenerate when they die. There's nothing to be nostalgic about. The world is like this. There's no difference between blindly pursuing and not pursuing."
I was surprised to hear Zong wuze say that. He seems to have ignored life and death. What others are saying has nothing to do with him.
The thought of Zong wuze's indifferent attitude is also in line with his character.
"Are we still in hospital?" I asked Zong wuze, Zong wuze shook his head: "do not want to be hospitalized, or like to lie at home, even if there is no sunshine."
"Then let's go back."
When it comes to going back, chiyouzi and I went back with Zong wuze after going through the formalities. On the way back, Zong wuze always walked and stopped, and told me a lot about his youth. According to Zong wuze, he was a man who had died many times when he was young, and he was calm in the face of death.
Along the way, Zong wuze always said that death is not terrible. What's terrible is that you can't see the person you want to see when you die.
I asked Zong wuze who he wanted to see, but Zong did not answer.
In fact, in my opinion, it doesn't matter much if you don't see one side when you are dying. If you don't see one side, it may last for two days. If you see one side, it may not last.
Back to Yin Yang office, Zong wuze went back to lie down. As soon as he lay down, he looked at the compass in his hand. Seeing that he was not willing, I turned and went out.
The door closed and Yu Wen Xiu stood outside. Seeing me, Yu Wen Xiu asked me, "how do you say that?"
I gave the check list to Yu Wenxiu. Yu Wenxiu read it for a while without saying anything. He went to Zong wuze's room and came out after a while. Yu Wenxiu told me: "inform your father-in-law and mother-in-law to come back."
“……”
Xu is Zong wuze, who is going to leave, so he has to inform his father-in-law and mother-in-law to come back.
The problem is that I don't know where my father-in-law and mother-in-law are. Where can I inform them? Besides, there is no communication equipment.
Now in this society, everyone has a mobile phone, but we don't.
When I got out of the door, I stood at the door. Shui Yihan came back from the school and asked me what I was looking at. I told him the results of the examination. Yi Han knew that Shui Yihan didn't say anything. When I went in to see Zong wuze, it was me who was worried.
Yu son several people come back, I am standing at the door, see me Yu son asked me: "is the teacher Niang waiting for us?"
"Not all of them."
Spider went to school on the first day today, I was still a little worried, but Zong wuze's situation was also quite special.
"Grandmaster is not in good health now. I want to inform your grandparents to come back, so my mother is waiting here."
Hear me say Yu son say: "that I and lotus son go to inform grandfather and grandmother."
"How are you going?"
I still have some worry, Yu son is to say: "we this time go, a short while can come back, Niang first go, loose son and spider son also want to eat."
"Well, be careful on your way."
"I see."
Yu son finish saying to turn round to take lotus son to walk first, I stood at the door to see a short while just took two children to go back.
After cooking, I eat first and go back after eating. I am waiting for yu'er and lian'er to come back at the door, but they didn't ask me to wait too long. I came back soon after I went.
"What did your grandmother say?" See Yu son and lotus son I then ask, two people immediately say: "say is they will come back, didn't say specific time."
"Did you have dinner?"
"Yes, grandma's cooking." Lian'er holds a handful of peanuts in her hand, which seems to be a good snack.
"This is from grandma?"
"Well, there are still some for songer and spiders." Yu son answers on the side, I this just say: "all in inside, go."
Lotus son heard that step toward the inside, Yu son is to stay with me, I asked Yu son how not to go in, Yu son and I said to accompany me outside, after I did not say anything.
We stood outside for a while. Later, yu'er asked me if I was worried about my master. Then I said, "I'm worried."
"Madam, Shifu is very busy now. Someone in the GUI clan has provoked some disputes among the demon clan. Shifu wants to deal with them and come back."
In fact Yu son doesn't say these, I also know, purple son if don't have what matter, early came back.
"I know. You can go in, too. I'll stand here for a while. There's nothing wrong."
"It's windy outside. Don't catch cold." Yu son told just leave, I pour is very like Yu son this child, so also didn't say what with Yu son.
When yu'er left, I stood outside. I was going to look and go back. Instead, I saw an old man with a white beard. The old man was wearing a white morning exercise suit, like an old man playing Tai Chi, holding a crutch in his hand.
In this era, it's not uncommon to wear anything. The clothes you wear are most dazzling.
The old man is not an ordinary person, and it's not normal for him to suddenly appear here. But I can't see an abnormal one, so I went up to drive him away, so I stopped to watch the old man.
The old man came up to me and said, "is this Yin Yang office?"
I thought the old man was looking for ye Wanzhen, so I agreed: "it's Yin Yang office, and it says on my head, are you looking for someone?"
"It's looking for someone. I'll ask if there's a little girl here recently. She's all injured. She's so tall and looks like she's three or four years old."
The more the old man says, the more like a spider, but a spider is a spider. What is the old man?