"Spider, do you know me?" I stood there, and songer was a little worried. I looked at songer. They were together these two days. I don't believe songer didn't know that spiders would show their original shape.
Spider continued to walk towards me, with a claw to catch me, the result of my clothes are broken, lian'er continue to come, I immediately called: "lian'er not allowed to come."
When I called her that, lian'er stopped. At this time, I squatted down and looked at spider'er: "spider, I'll hold you."
Then I went to hold spider. Although spider's body was huge, she became a little girl when I held her, but her clothes were all ragged. I was busy wrapping spider and carrying her to bed.
Cover the quilt, I look at spider, spider opened his eyes and cried.
"Don't cry when it's all right, spider. Tell me how you just changed?"
Spider shook his head, said she did not know, I just look at song'er and lian'er.
Lian'er came out and said, "it's not spider's fault. I want to tease spider and take the peanuts away from her. She has become like this."
"I knew it was lian'er. Be careful in the future. You guys are tired too. Have a rest. I'll take care of the spider. Let song'er stay tonight. You two rest on the rattan bed to prevent anyone from coming in."
"What's the matter?" Lian'er asked me, I looked at the door: "there is an old fairy family, and I said that his spider is missing, to take the spider away, that is the man."
"I'll see." Lian'er impulsively turns around and goes outside. I ask yu'er to follow her. She is worried that lian'er will make trouble, but this trouble is not that she can't make it. Lian'er goes out to teach the old fairy family a lesson. Maybe there's nothing wrong with it.
Wait for Yu son and lotus son to walk, I sit on the bed to hold spider son's hand to ask her: "fell asleep?"
Spider opened his eyes and shook his head: "I actually remember that I am a spider, but I don't know who I am."
"No one is different. You need to rest now. Rest assured. If anyone comes here, I won't let her take you away."
It's rare for me to be so fearless. I was shocked. The spider looked at me and said, "last time I was only as big as a slap, this time I was so big. I'm worried that I'll grow up."
"If you don't change, you'll be OK. Take a rest first. Tomorrow I'll ask your uncle if he has any powerful way to avoid changing."
"Really?" Spider naive looking at me, I touch spider's face: "of course it's true."
Spider toward me with a smile, looking at songer, songer at this time is still a young look, see spider smile, he also smile, restore the original appearance.
On the bed, song'er lay down, looking at me and asked, "can you really seal it up and not let the spider change?"
"It should be able to. Some goblins, immortals and ghosts use incantations to seal them. Since they can seal them, there must be some way to seal and transform them. But Niang is not good at this. If she cooks or steals something, it's no problem."
"You steal, too?" Spider couldn't help asking me, so I laughed: "why can't I, when I was young, that's not an ordinary person. I didn't have parents and grew up eating a hundred meals. When someone was pitiful, of course, I had no worries about food and clothing. If no one was pitiful, that's not necessarily.
In order to survive, I am a person who is not afraid of anything. Most of the things I eat, drink and even wear are stolen by me.
As for people, sometimes when they are desperate, they will always do something earth shaking.
Of course, there are both good and bad things.
Some things are not decided by us, but we can try to change them.
When I was a child, I especially liked eating meat buns. I stole a lot of them.
But since I came to this place, I have always been devoted to Buddhism. Although I don't want to go to Buddhism, I have to admit that I am predestined with Buddhism.
I remember that I used to regard meat dumplings as life. As long as there are meat dumplings for me to eat, I think I have the whole world. I can imagine how important meat dumplings are to me.
But one day, someone told me that eating steamed stuffed buns is like killing animals. People who kill animals can't enter Buddhism.
The person I love must go to Buddhism in the future. If I want to follow him to Buddhism, I can only give up those meat buns.
Give up at the same time, although I did not feel very uncomfortable, but I also have a helpless, when you realize that you can for a person, a place, give up all the time, you will find that this thing is very heartless, that kind of heartless very numb, no one pity you, no one knows you.
Only you know, you feel very uncomfortable, but also strong to show others.
But
After this period of time, you will find that there are still the best things in the world. For example, if you are with us, you can't transform and grow like a person.
In the middle of this growth, there may be some conflicts. For example, when a child pushes you, you fall.
If you are a big spider, you can swallow the child, but you are an individual, you can't do that. The first thing you should think of is to ask the teacher to talk about it.
You have to learn to live like a person. Only in this way can you grow well and integrate into the human world.
Use your thousands of years of cultivation to experience the decades of the world, spider... Would you like to
Spider some don't understand me, but she blinked her eyes and asked me: "if I don't change, can I be with songer?"
"Yes."
I answered. The spider looked at songer for a while and said, "I will."
I smile: "also, you can change, and I will find a suitable person to help you, so that you can change, you can not change, let yourself control the change."
"Why?"
"You are a goblin. How can you not change if you want to become an immortal?"
"Can I change back?" Spider very naive asked me, I laugh at her: "of course, don't you want to control your transformation?"
"But I look very fierce, not good-looking, will scare bad people." Spiders are worried.
"It scares people because they are too timid. People think spiders are ugly when they look at them, but spiders also think they are ugly when they look at people.
I don't like it because it's not the same kind.
But in the kingdom of Buddha, no matter how beautiful your face is, it's nothing more than a skin bag, which has nothing to do with your heart. "
"Really?" Spider is very happy, suddenly holding my hand, I nodded: "of course."