When Xi muyao heard Bobo's voice in the morning, he took the bottle to the kitchen to wash milk. He shakes the prepared milk powder, tries the temperature on the back of his hand, comes out of the kitchen and hands it to Lu Qingli, who is waiting on the sofa.

Lu Qingli squeezed out a smiling face, said thank you to Xi muyao, and then held the bottle to feed Bobo. But Lu Qingli was not happy, even absent-minded. Bobo spits out his pacifier, and the milk stains flow down the corner of his mouth to his clothes. Lu Qingli doesn't notice either.

Xi muyao sighed silently and took a few pieces of paper to dip the milk stains on Bobo's chest.

Lu Qingli returns to his senses and stares at Bobo to feed again. Lu Qingli handed the empty bottle to Xi muyao, who had been standing beside him. D asked in a low voice, "I want to see the place where we used to live."

Even if the previous memories are no longer good, she can not do without the past. She had no impression of the strange faces who claimed to be her father and her lover.

Xi muyao nodded, called and asked someone to find a nanny to take care of Bobo at home tomorrow. And he will take Lu Qing out.

The next morning, when it was still dawn, Lu Qingli opened his eyes sleeplessly. Maybe to see her past, she was a little excited and a little scared.

Seeing her past is like seeing her future. For her, it's a kind of exploring the unknown.

Xi muyao drives Lu Qing away from the hotel where they once held the wedding. They had two weddings here. Every time something unexpected happened.

For example, for the first time, Lu Qingli broke his bridal veil and sent someone to buy it ten minutes before the wedding. For example, the second time, Lu Qingli almost followed Mu Wenshu away, leaving him and Lu Jinghao to face the possibility of a grand wedding becoming a grand joke.

Of course, in Xi muyao's story, it is impossible for these accidents to occur. Xi muyao will weave the most perfect dream for her. All flaws and accidents will be covered up. Lu Qingli is presented with unparalleled love and beauty.

"At that time, no one in Beijing knew about our wedding. I'm the president of Western Europe, and your father was the mayor at that time. This well matched wedding was praised by everyone. You're wearing a white dress off your shoulders. The skirt at the back, led by five little flower children, is two meters long and covered with fine diamonds. They are all handmade by famous artists. Your ring is specially made for you. This is the only one in the world. But, don't know that ring, was you collected there? After the divorce, I never saw you wear it again. "

"Here," Xi muyao took her to the dressing room“ Remember? Before the show, I came to see you. You laughed at me and said, what are you nervous about? Even the tie is crooked. " Xi muyao took Lu Qingli's hand and put it on the collar bag of his chest. "When your soft hand slipped through my Adam's apple, I couldn't help kissing you. At last, I rubbed your lipstick on my lips and was seen by my best man as soon as I went out. He's going to wipe it off. I won't allow it. When we showed up in the banquet hall, you saw the lipstick on my lips. I blushed and wanted to wipe it. I held your hand tightly and walked down the red carpet. Let everyone witness our union. "

Lu Qingli smiles, "is that right? Our wedding was so happy. It's enviable. "

Xi muyao touched her head intimately and said with a smile, "if you like it, I'll give you a better wedding than that. As long as you like. "

Lu Qingli smiles, takes a look at the simple scenery in the dressing room, and goes out first.

Then Xi muyao took her to many places where they had lived together and had memories. And they had a meal in the western restaurant where they dated for the first time.

Lu Qingli gently touched his lips with a napkin and said in a light voice, "which school did I go to before?"

Xi muyao wiped his mouth. He raised his eyes to see Yimin Lu Qingli. Her eyes were calm and self-contained. So a morning with Lu Qing left so many places, he did not see from her eyes any heartfelt joy and happiness from the bottom of his heart.

Xi Mu Yao raised the corner of his mouth and laughed at Lu Qingli, "this afternoon, I want you to accompany me to the company, OK? These days, I didn't go to work. There are some things I need to deal with. Tomorrow morning, I'll take you to the places you used to go

Lu Qing looked at Xi muyao and nodded slowly, "OK. I'll accompany you to the company. "

When he comes out of the restaurant, Xi muyao drives Lu Qing away from the company. As soon as he gets out of the car, Lu Qingli pauses outside the car. Looking at the huge company building, he is a little distracted.

Xi muyao took her hand and asked, "what's the matter?"

Lu Qingli put his hand in front of his eyes and laughed a little unnaturally. "I don't know. Maybe he looked up, and the words were shining, which made my eyes ache."Xi muyao raised his hand to block Lu Qingli's eyes. Wen Sheng said, "I'm sorry, I should have brought a sunshade. I didn't have to, so I didn't think of it at the moment. "

Lu Qingli pulled off his hand, "it doesn't matter. The sun is not very strong. Thank you

Xi muyao leads Lu Qingli all the way into the company building and stands in the stairs dedicated to the president. All the pores of Lu Qingli's body are clamoring, uncomfortable and uneasy. She couldn't help leaning against Xi muyao. She dropped her eyes and didn't look at her own image on the four mirror like walls.

She doesn't like it here.

When this idea is picked out, Lu Qingli is startled by himself. How can he suddenly have this idea? Isn't this her ex husband's company? Don't they love each other very much? Isn't it because my father separated me? There's a child between them.

Lu Qing can't do without stupidity. She has lost her memory. But paper and EQ did not decrease. Something must have happened here that made her feel unhappy. That's why she didn't like it so much.

Following Xi muyao to the president's office, Lu Qingli felt more uncomfortable when he saw the Secretary's office area outside the office. She looked at everyone quietly, and there was no image in her mind.

Sitting in the president's office, Lu Qingli plays with the tablet handed by Xi muyao. He paddles casually and has nothing to do with it. He looks up at it. Xi muyao, sitting at his desk, looks down at the document, frowns tightly and records something on the paper from time to time. mouth

Lu Qingli got up. As soon as he touched the handle, Xi muyao's voice came from behind, "Qingli, where are you going?"

Lu Qingli looked back and said in a low voice, "I'll go to the bathroom. You're busy. Don't worry about me. "

Lu Qingli walked out of the president's office. Instead of going to the bathroom, he took the elevator to the company hall.

Walking out of this magnificent office building, Lu Qingli took a deep breath. Obviously nothing, but she always felt that the place was too oppressive for her to breathe freely.

She chose a direction at will and walked forward. When she met the crossroads, she looked at her mood whether she was going forward or left or right.

It's the same everywhere.

There was a lot of noise and traffic. The traffic lights at the crossroads change their colors rapidly and regularly, directing people to go, stop and turn.

No one will choose to go backwards from the crossroads to the other direction. All the people. All things are pushed forward by an invisible hand.

----- Not everything will be waiting for you when you look back. I'm human, too. I'm a man! You have never thought about what it means to me that you do this! Lu Qingli, one day, I will leave, I will disappear. I can't wait for your occasional attention all the time. I want you, it's you! Is you and I love each other for a lifetime, rather than I have been looking at your back!

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In front of Lu Qingli's eyes, Mu Wenshu's sad face suddenly appeared. Who said that she would always guard her side, as long as she needed it, she would appear? Is that him? Is it him? Lu Qingli unconsciously stops in the middle of the intersection, covers her ears with her hands, and tries to drive away and stay away from these disturbing sounds.

When the traffic police on duty came over, did not know what to say, and pulled her to the side of the road. Lu Qingli's eyes are confused, empty and unable to focus. She turned her stiff neck and looked at the walkie talkie. She didn't know her lips were flapping, but she couldn't hear what he was saying.

Lu Qingli put down his hands, carried a heavy step, slowly moved forward.

When a burst of joyful noise appeared in her ears, countless students swarmed out of the school gate and came to her, like the flowing water flowing through the pebbles at the bottom of the water.

When a large number of students leave, from the school's electric door to see, the playground in twos and threes of students in the playground slow and leisurely pace, talk, or play football.

It seems that there is a boy running towards her, behind him is the sun, plating a layer of gold around him, his face hidden in the sun can not find the place, Lu Qingli can not see. She bent her mouth, as if to believe that the boy running towards her was the one she was looking for and waiting for. She also saw the beads of sweat falling from his running, which were soaked far behind him, emitting colorful light in the air under the sunshine.

She laughs and walks forward a few steps, trying to see the boy's face clearly, but the boy just keeps running to her side, but it seems that he will never fall over her side