I used one hour of time to fully filter the memories and integrate it with my own, my only ability was being smart after all, If it was someone else a whole day may not be enough.
"oh right, how could I forgot!"
I opened my eyes once again, as I remember my biggest reason for doing this.
I could feel stuff I didn't feel ever before, my partly dead nerves that couldn't transmit signals to my limbs, weren't dead anymore, I tried to move my hands, and although it was hard to do, I could move once again!
All the time I thought I would find a way, a chance to be a functional human being.
I didn't give up, I believed that God would give me a chance.
Yet, when future was bleak and my doom was closer than ever, God gave me a chance, the dream I always dreamed of came true.
God didn't give up on me, and even If I could only live in the game for a short time in this state, this was already an incredible bless.
A blessing that was granted to me after all that torment!
'now that I grasped a thread of my dream, I must strive to achieve it completely to the end!'
[ding! Achievement "he who overcame a life of difficulties" recorded]
["he who overcame a life of difficulties"
Achievement effect : all stats + 1 , ??? ]
A chance was given and so a resolve was needed to continue this endeavour.
So to achieve this I had to get stronger.
Apparently, my stats were at the level of a child according to the system, most other Players should have stats varying from 3~5 in the first three stats, as for Intelligence it was not as physically effective and was more like intelligence in real life and could only be increased using stat points, as for what ??? meant, I could at least tell that it was high enough that I wouldn't need to worry about.
So it all came down to improving the three physical stats, considering I had an undeveloped body, since my original one was crippled, this body was like a blank board that needed to be filled with training and hard work.
I decided to add the point to constitution so I can move more easily so I could start training somehow.
[ 1 stat point added to constitution ]
[ constitution +1 -> constitution : 2 (+1) ]
[ Name : Ian Cloud
Level : Human (other worlder) LV.0
Attribute : Lightning
Age : 16
State : cheerful, resolved
• Stats :
Strength : 2 (+1)
Constitution : 3 (+1)
Agility : 2 (+1)
Intelligence : ???
Unassigned stat points : 0
... ]