Chapter 132

"But what can I do? I grew up in such a poor family and have such a pair of parents who don't know how to make progress, but they are lagging behind. What can I do? Did you know that three years ago... "

She took a deep breath and repressed what she had almost blurted out. It didn't help to say it.

What she didn't finish saying was that three years ago, in order to repay her father's gambling debt, she had to sell herself to lenglingtian with one million yuan. Since then, her life is no longer innocent and full of money stink and dirt. She has become a lover and lives in the world, but she still has to work hard to pretend to be nothing in front of everyone and earn more money, To fill the family.

But even if she is like this, she has done so much, but in her mother's eyes, she is just a unfilial son.

In the face of such a mother, what else can she say? Sadness is greater than heart death. It's probably that she is now. She doesn't want to say more. Anyway, what she says is wrong with her mother.

She didn't want to stay here for a moment, she wanted to run away, she wanted to leave here quickly.

She thought so and did so.

Don't want to stay, don't want to defend, and don't even want to take another look.

Just as she turned around, she grabbed Liang Huiyi with her wrist.

"You shameless bitch! Not only to sell their bodies, to make those dirty business, but also to abandon their parents! You said that you such person, also has what face to live

"Bang!" It seemed that there was a thunder in her ear, which made her ears buzzing, her brain was in a mess, and her whole body was frozen there.

What did her mother just say, bitch? She said it herself?

At this time, she should be angry, she should be very angry, she should be hysterical and yell, she is not, really not, and then have a big fight with her mother, and finally leave without shooting. Under normal circumstances, it should be like this, but now, she found that after she was very angry, she was only calm.

She turns around slowly, feeling that her body is uncontrollable, stiff and uncomfortable. When she looks at Li Yixuan unexpectedly, she sees a touch of worry and heartache in his eyes. It's really ironic. Even he loves her. Why does her mother say that to her?

It's just that she doesn't bother to care about it and think about it.

It turns out that when people are extremely sad and indignant, they can't shed tears. She doesn't cry, but she smiles at Liang Huiyi.

Her smile, seemingly calm, but gave birth to a sense of compassion, inexplicable fear.

"Ma, this is the last time I call you ma. Do you know why it's the last time? Because you don't deserve it

She continued to smile, eyes bright looking at Liang Huiyi.

"Originally, I don't intend to tell you these things. I want to let it rot in my stomach and bury it with me. I don't want to make you feel guilty or uneasy."

She took a breath, thought of the past, tears can't help surging up, she tried not to let the tears flow down.

"But I think too much. Even if I said that, parents like you will not feel sad and guilty for me, because you have never thought about me or cared about me. What you think about is how to squeeze more money from my daughter to satisfy your daily life. As for how the money comes from, do I live well or not, It's none of your business! "

"You say I'm shameless and a shameless whore who betrays my body. But you know, why do I do this? It's not because I want to support you. Have I ever complained about you and complained to you? No, I've always said don't worry about me. You can rest assured that I'm fine. I'll give you the money, right? How do you think the money came from? Will it suddenly fall from the sky? Will there be so much money on the ground? That's what I earned for you by working hard and selling my body. Do you understand? "

She remembered that she had done so much, not only did she not get the understanding and concern of her family, on the contrary, she was full of abuse, blame and disgust. She was really sad and sad.

All the bitter water hidden in my stomach is poured out today.

Li Yixuan stood there, looking at the woman who pretended to be strong and forced to smile. His heart was filled with pain and worry. He wanted to open his mouth to say something several times, but he found that it was someone else's family business. It was really hard for an outsider to intervene, so he had to give up. Even if he just stood here and accompanied her, he should be able to give her a little comfort. What he can do now, That's the only way.

Those dusty memories, like the sluice gate opened, poured out, the scars that had been scabby, were cut again, and a handful of salt was sprinkled on the old wounds.

Does she hurt? That's for sure.

"Three years ago, after I finished the college entrance examination, you cried and told me that my father owed a million dollars in usury because of gambling, and others were still detained there. You must pay back the money immediately, or your life will be hard to protect. How old were you that year? Is it forty? I was just eighteen, but you cried to me, an 18-year-old child, for help. I was a newly graduated high school student. Where did you ask me to collect this million in a moment and a half? "

Forbearance of tears, gushing out, because they are too wronged, too sad, really can't help it.

Liang Huiyi's original anger was replaced by shock. Of course, she also had some embarrassment and guilt. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it again, so she looked at her with such a complex and sad face.

"But without this one million, my father would die. That's my father. How can I watch him die! What can I do besides sell myself? When I gave you this million, why didn't you think it strange that I was a student, where did I get so much money? No, None of you is surprised, because from the beginning to the end, in your heart, no matter how much money I can get to you, it is all right. It is all right with me. No matter where and how the money comes from, you just reach out and open your mouth and ask me for it. I have supported you for so many years with my hands and body. "

Her face was covered with tears and snot. She knew she must be in a mess now, but what was that?

"Now, when it comes to light, you think I'm humiliating, dirty and a whore. I'll be a whore, not because of you! What else can I do with your parents? "

Three years ago that afternoon, even God joked with her that day, all the bad things happened together.

She was abandoned by sun Haotian at first, and then told that her father owed her usury to pay back. Finally, she met the devil lenglingtian and signed the contract with him.