"Because I had a nightmare yesterday! Dad, just sleep with me." Taotao didn't dare to tell the real reason, so she deliberately pestered her.
No matter how much the woman in the family who claimed to be their mother looked like their mother, Tao Tao would not admit that it was his mother.
Because their mother wasn't like that.
Their mother must still be in a corner and cannot come back yet, but she will definitely come back!
"Okay." Mu Shaoling nodded and agreed, knowing what was on his mind, he still agreed.
Tao Tao smiled, and blinked at Zhan Zhan and Ruan Ruan, so that he could hold Dad's innocence for his mother again.
Zhan Zhan and Ruan Ruan exchanged a look, their brother is doing well!
After sending the three children back to school, Mu Shaoling drove to the hospital.
Si Yao arranged for him a male psychiatrist, and he sat on the sofa and told the doctor about his confusion.
After listening to what he said, the doctor got a general idea of the situation and asked, "Mr. Mu, did you do this to other women before?"
"Except for my wife, I feel disgusted when touched by other women." Mu Shaoling answered truthfully.
He didn't want to see Ruan Bai's wronged appearance, but he inexplicably resisted touching her in his heart, so he couldn't wait to heal himself and fulfill his responsibilities as a husband.
"Is that so..." The doctor pondered for a while, everyone in City A knew what happened to Mu Shaoling's wife before, and the doctor said cautiously: "Mr. Mu, the next words are all helpful for treatment. , I hope you can answer according to your own heart, so that I can understand clearly why you are so resistant in your heart."
"En." Mu Shaoling nodded.
"Do you mind that such an unfortunate thing happened to your wife?" The doctor asked tactfully.
Mu Shaoling understood what he meant and pondered for a while.
Is it because Ruan Bai has been touched by other men, so he feels dirty and doesn't want to touch it? It doesn't seem to be the case, he shook his head and said: "My wife didn't do it voluntarily. I know she is not that kind of woman, so I don't mind."
The doctor frowned, looking at his sincere answer, as if he wasn't lying.
He said: "Well, do you think that every time your wife makes this request, the resistance in your heart is the same as when other women touch you?"
"It's the same." Mu Shaoling replied immediately, from before to now, he always felt the same when touched.
Even when Ruan Bai was leaning in his arms, he had a rejection that wanted to push away.
The doctor was a little confused. From this point of view, Mu Shaoling resisted purely because of his obsession with cleanliness, not because something like that happened to Ruan Bai.
This principle is the same as his resistance to other women's touch.
"Mr. Mu, I think your wife's temperament has changed. In your subconscious mind, you don't think she is your wife. That's why you have such resistance." He explained.
Mu Shaoling frowned in confusion. He really didn't mind what happened to Ruan Bai in the past. In other words, he felt that the person in front of him was not the former Ruan Bai, so he couldn't accept it in his heart.
"What am I going to do?" he asked.
The doctor shook his head helplessly, and said: "You can only break through this by yourself. Taking medicine basically has no effect, and the effect of psychological enlightenment is also limited. Only when you truly accept your wife's changes in your heart, this situation will gradually improve."
Mu Shaoling nodded, as if he understood what it meant.
He found the root cause, but he didn't feel relieved.
For two years, he seemed to accept Ruan Bai's change of temperament on the surface, but he was still disgusted in his heart.
What should he do to accept this change?
Mu Shaoling lost his mind for a moment.
After he left the hospital, he returned to T Group non-stop. When he returned to the office, his mobile phone vibrated. It was a WeChat message from Ruan Bai.
She was complaining that the servants at home were gossiping behind her back, and she was also complaining that Mr. Mu gave her a face early in the morning.
Mu Shaoling didn't reply immediately, and was very upset, so he put down the phone directly.
Dong Zijun knocked on the door of his office, because the door was not closed, he walked in and said, "Boss, some pharmaceutical professors who applied for the job are already waiting downstairs."
"I'll go down right away." Mu Shaoling said, glanced at the phone, and decided not to reply.
Wechat messages like this happen almost every day. Ruan Bai lives in the old house, and everything seems to go against her heart, so she complains to her every day.
At the beginning, he would patiently comfort her, but now, he is almost numb.
Mu Shaoling felt that he shouldn't be like this and should be considerate of Ruan Bai. She lost her memory and must be very sensitive in her heart, that's why she had so many negative thoughts.
But thinking so, he still couldn't maintain the understanding he had at the beginning.
Mu Shaoling put on his coat, put his phone on silent and put it in his pocket, and went downstairs with Dong Zijun.
T Group decided to enter the pharmaceutical industry. After completing the preliminary work, the first thing they did was to recruit talents from the society. The people to be interviewed today are more important, and they are the future developers of pharmaceutical companies.
Dong Zijun handed over the materials of all the pharmaceutical professors who applied for the job to Mu Shaoling.
Mu Shaoling walked into the elevator and looked around casually. He thought they were all male professors, but when he saw a female face, he froze for a while.
Seeing him lingering on this information, Dong Zijun explained: "This is a person of Chinese descent who came back from Russia. He looks very young, but the information on his resume is richer than these professors."
"A wealth of information does not mean a wealth of experience. What our company wants is to be able to control the overall situation and develop more effective drugs than the market." Mu Shaoling closed the folder, ignoring the surprise in his heart.
He didn't even think about why he felt such a weird feeling when he saw the picture of this woman.
Walking into the conference room, Mu Shaoling conducted an interview with several other hrs.
Pharmaceutical professors came in one by one, introduced themselves to them, and then introduced the new products they developed and their future research and development concepts.
Everyone is bragging about themselves, as if they are the best.
Mu Shaoling was a little annoyed to hear this, this kind of self-promotion, as long as someone has been in the pharmaceutical industry for a few years, anyone would do it.
Dong Zijun put the last resume in front of Mu Shaoling, and reminded him in a low voice, "Boss, this is the last one."
Mu Shaoling looked down and saw that among the professors who were interviewing, the only woman was Ivana.
"Let her in." He stared at the photo, his voice hoarse.