"I love Nangongsi very much. I fell in love with him the first time I saw Nangongsi." Vivian clenched the teacup in her hand and took a deep breath.
Nianmu nodded without interrupting her.
"I never thought that the person who noticed at the first sight would be interested in me. Nangong Si approached me to strike up a conversation. He was humorous and didn't despise me because of my ugly face. Even though I thought it was incredible, but at the first When I saw him with two eyes, I fell in love with him deeply, but later I realized that the so-called liking of Nangong Si was just teasing me, but I didn't care about it. I have never forced anything in my life, because I don't Good-looking, ugly, I have no right to speak, but when I saw Nangong Si say that he doesn't like me, just for fun, I had other thoughts." Vivienne didn't know that Nian Mu was Ruan Bai, so she cut the long story short, He talked about his past with Nangongsi.
"You kept him by your side?" Nianmu answered, he had heard about their past.
"Yes, Nangongsi is very skilled, but there are more capable people around Lei. I wanted him, so Nangongsi had no choice but to stay by my side in the end. I thought that as long as he was by my side , you will definitely be able to see my other good things, but after so many years, he has not fallen in love with me, and his dislike for me has increased day by day. Even so, I am very happy that he is still by my side." Vivienne burst into tears, at that time, seeing Nangongsi every day was the happiest thing.
Nianmu nodded, thinking in his heart that Vivienne was too humble.
However, she cannot speak.
Nian Mu's actions let Vivian know that she was still listening, so she continued, "But, I just realized that my happiness is based on Nangongsi's pain, and I have nothing to do with an ugly and ugly woman. With the woman I love, he has always been in pain, my happiness, his pain... Finally I decided to give up my happiness, so that he would not have to suffer, so I decided to let go, now Nangong You should be very happy."
Nianmu was surprised, did Vivian let go?
Originally thought that she was injured at Nangong Si, so she hid, but unexpectedly, she let go.
"You, decided to separate from Mr. Nangong?" Nian Mu asked cautiously.
"It's a divorce. I've already signed the divorce agreement. I guess he has seen it and even signed his name by now. After the relevant departments go to work, he will be able to hand over the agreement. I told him, It doesn't matter anymore." Vivienne said, Dou Da's tears kept falling.
This time, I really let go.
"You are not willing." Nian Mu said.
Vivienne smiled bitterly, tears still couldn't stop, "I don't want to, but I'm sorry for making him suffer for so many years. Sometimes, liking someone is to make him happy, not to make him miserable. I realize that Nian himself did something wrong, Xiang wanted to make up for something, but the best way to make up for it was to break up with him, and I did it."
"But you are in pain now." Nianmu looked at Vivienne crying. She was not pretty, and when she was crying, her appearance was even more funny, like a clown on stage. Even if she was crying, she was still making people happy .
However, this funny face made her feel the pain of leaving her lover.
When she was forced to leave Mu Shaoling, the pain lasted for three years, and even Xiao Niannian couldn't give herself much inner comfort.
Until I returned to his side, but also because I came with the task of hurting him, so even if I was by his side, I didn't have much happiness.
Only guilt, and unwillingness.
She knows Vivian's current mood best.
"I'll get through it. I don't want Lei to see that I still feel reluctant to give up. That's why I chose to stay in the hotel. I plan to wait a few days before going back." Vivian took a deep breath, she couldn't cry anymore.
She has been crying all night, if she cries again, she shouldn't.
In the adult world, crying cannot solve the problem, she must learn to let go of her feelings for Nangong Si slowly.
"Did you not rest yesterday?" Nian Mu asked.
Vivian was a little surprised. She thought that after she said this, she would comfort herself or give some advice, but she didn't.
"Yeah." Vivienne nodded, and Nianmu seemed a little different.
"Have you had breakfast?" Nian Mu asked again.
Vivian shook her head.
Nianmu looked at the fixed phone next to him, picked it up, and said, "I'll order you a breakfast."
"Ah?" Before Vivian realized what she was doing, the call had already been dialed.
Facing the menu, Nianmu ordered a breakfast from the room service.
After finishing the call, she put the phone on the original place and said, "The most important thing for you now is to rest. Healing is fine, but not hurting the body. Otherwise, this is not called healing, but hurting the body. Have breakfast first. Then go back to bed."
Hearing that she had arranged everything for herself, Vivian couldn't help but feel a sudden feeling.
Nianmu seemed to understand clearly what he needed.
The two seemed to have known each other for a long time. She didn't comfort him, but just reminded her what needed to be done.
After a while, breakfast was delivered to the hotel room.
Vivian wanted to open the door, but Nian Mu said, "Sit down, I'll come."
She opened the door, took Vivienne's breakfast from the waiter, and put it on the coffee table, "Eat, I'll leave after I finish."
Vivienne nodded, the breakfast that Nianmu ordered was all highly nutritious, and after eating, she might not have to eat at noon.
She really knew herself, if no one urged her, she might hurt herself by going on a hunger strike.
Vivienne has always believed that only when the body is numb can the heart be gradually numb.
But Nian Mu didn't seem to think so.
Vivian took a few mouthfuls, and then thought that Nian Mu might have come out of the clinic, so she asked, "Did you just go into the clinic next door?"
"Yeah." Nian Mu nodded.
"Not feeling well?" Vivienne asked with concern.
"No, I just want to buy a certain kind of medicine, but there seems to be no pharmacy nearby, so I thought about going to the clinic to ask, and I met you unexpectedly." Nianmu said.
"Is this medicine difficult to buy?" Vivian continued to ask curiously.
"The hospital must have it, but at the hospital, if there is no disease, even if you have money, you won't prescribe this kind of medicine." Nianmu said, thinking that Vivian might be able to get it for him.
But please ask her, maybe Mu Shaoling will find out.