Chapter 39

Mu Beicheng stood up, looked at the rain and Shen Dongting opposite indifferently, and smiled, "I took the blood test report and left."

In fact, his blood test report has been out for a long time. Originally, the whole department took it together, but when the Department came to get the results, it was inexplicably short of his report of admiration for Beicheng. Finally, this matter has been delayed by him. Until today, it's hard to remember, so I came by to get it.

Shen Dongting handed him his blood test report. "Don't worry, the test results are very good. Just pay more attention to rest on weekdays."

"Well, thanks." Mu Beicheng took the report from him. "It's off work. Let's go first."

"I really don't want this cake?" Shen Dongting asked him.

"Well, if you don't eat it, you have to save your stomach to eat the blood swallow stewed by Xiyuan!" When Mu Beicheng said this, the corners of his mouth almost grinned behind his ears.

Inexplicably, there is a slight sour meaning, but also the astringency of the dream rushes to the heart of the rain, especially not the taste.

Mu Beicheng went out of the blood department's office and didn't look at the rain until he left.

The rain fell long and relaxed, but he couldn't hide some loneliness in his expression.

"What? Jealous“ Shen Dongting asked her with a smile.

"What are you talking about!" The rain killed the duck. "It's almost the same to eat cakes. You don't know. I hate being jealous. Come on, eat while it's hot!"

The love of the couple inside is undoubtedly a thorn for mu Beicheng, a thorn deeply rooted in his heart and not pulled out for four years. Whenever he sees them, Mu Beicheng feels like a complete fool from beginning to end!!

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The rain fell and worried, but it happened.

However, chemotherapy not only failed to help Xiaosi inhibit the blood phagocytes in his body, but even because of chemotherapy, many normal cells and immune cells in his body were killed together, resulting in the greatly reduced immunity of the little guy, and the side effects of chemotherapy are becoming more and more serious.

At first, Xiao Si was vomiting and diarrhea.

He squatted on the toilet almost day and night and couldn't stand up.

"The rain fell, but I was a little sleepy..."

Small Si ran sat on the toilet, holding a pair of bleary eyes, innocent looking at the rain sitting opposite him.

The pale and tender face was full of fatigue and pain that should not belong to his age.

Rain fell so distressed that she almost cried, but she held back. She was afraid that when she cried, the little guy cried.

She stretched out her hand and held the little guy in her arms. "Will the baby sleep in Mommy's arms?"

Because the little guy can't get up from the toilet. Together, it's like a faucet with the gate open. Loose stool will spill everywhere and can't stop.

The little guy hasn't eaten well for several days. There's nothing to pull in his stomach. What he pulls out is all water and blood.

Looking at him like this, the rain fell and felt as if thousands of sharp knives were gouging out of her heart one by one. Each knife almost killed her!

Small Si ran nestled in his mother's arms, and the little face rubbed greedily, "don't be sad when the rain falls, but ran will get better soon."

Xiao Si Ran's words were a tear gas. He couldn't hold back the rain. Tears rolled out of his eyes like broken pearls.

She bit her lip so hard that she was afraid of crying.

Reach out and hold the baby in your arms tighter and tighter. It looks like worrying about gain and loss, lest the little guy be like quicksand in the wind. If you say no, it's gone.

She will never allow such a thing to happen!!

However, no matter how hard it is, Mommy will always stand up for you. Therefore, no matter how hard it is in the future, please come down strong for Mommy!!

Now, he is the only light in her heart. Once the light is dark, her world will be dark! She dared not even think about the dark days.

However, the diarrhea was finally stopped, but I didn't want the doctor to bring a bolt from the blue to the rain again.

In the corridor outside the ward——

"Luoluo, before you say these words, I hope you have a psychological preparation."

Shen Dongting looked at the weak rain on the opposite side, which was almost difficult to say.

How could he speak like this poor mother if he was so cruel?

At this moment, Shen Dongting thought he was a devil!

The rain seemed to be aware of something. His face turned white and his eyes turned red. His hands trembled a little, "you... You say, I... Have done enough... Heart... Psychological preparation."

The sound of the rain shook people's heart.

Shen Dongting took a deep breath and said, "Luoluo, you know, this chemotherapy didn't help Ranran's condition, and even worsened his condition..."

"Well..."

The rain lowered his head and lit a little.

She is trying to control her emotions.

"The side effects of this chemotherapy... At first we thought it was only minor digestive tract disorders, but today's test results..." speaking of this, Shen Dongting licked his dry lips and his throat became hoarse. He could hardly bear to go on, "we found that chemotherapy drugs have damaged the natural liver function. Now he is complicated with chronic toxic hepatitis..."

The rain fell, and the white shellfish teeth bit the lower lip so hard that they almost bit themselves to bleed.

She stood there without saying a word or shedding tears, but her thin body shook like a sieve in the wind.

She tried very hard to restrain her emotions. She was the only mountain that Ran Ran could rely on. She couldn't let herself fall down. She couldn't show even a little vulnerability!

"Luoluo, don't do this..." Shen Dongting took her into his arms and gently patted her back. "If you want to cry, cry. If you want to blame me, I'll suffer too! Sorry, I should have refused chemotherapy at the seminar. I'm sorry“

"It's not your fault or the doctor's fault. I know that chemotherapy is the best and only way to delay Ran Ran's life..."

The only way, even the only way, failed

The rain felt that the whole sky was dark. I knew for the first time that my heart was hurt deeply. Really, I couldn't even cry.

She buried herself on Shen Dongting's shoulder, closed her eyes and fainted directly.

In the face of this blow again and again, no matter how strong she is, she is really going to be unable to hold on

God, if you still have a trace of compassion, please feel sorry for my child. Even if you let me kneel and worship every day, or exchange my life with him directly, I will not turn back, God!!

At the end of the corridor, a tall white figure stood there quietly, looking at the two close figures hugging each other indifferently.

The faint light swept into the deep eye pool of Mu Beicheng. He turned around, put his hands in the pocket of his white coat and left calmly.

Su yuluo, please from now on... Get out of my world completely!!

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Toxic hepatitis, no doubt, is another big expense.

The spirit of rain falling is about to be disintegrated by this terrible disease, and the Treasury is running short of money.

If the rain falls, I want to be on the work line 24 hours a day.

She's going to pay the money to the hospital tomorrow, but she can't get a penny now.

She could have asked Shen Dongting to get the money, but she owed the man too much, whether it was marriage or money.

However, due to his illness, he has given too much strength and money, and she can't bother him anymore.

The rain fell and lay on the table.

Just wondering whether to call Shen Dongting or not, Shu ER and Mu Beicheng's words that day suddenly burst into yuluo's mind——

If you are really short of money, I can lend it to you!

When the rain fell, he sat up and patted his face with both hands.

No, no, you can't borrow it from him. Didn't they say they don't owe each other and don't provoke anyone?! It's illegal for her to go to him again!

"Ah --"

The rain fell and fell on the table. The heart kept scratching its hair.

Another voice kept persuading her: Su yuluo, what about looking for him? Now it's about Ranran's life, and he's Ranran's biological father. Isn't it natural to ask him for money?

Sure enough, it's nice to think so. It seems that it's not so difficult to borrow money from him.

Anyway, in order to be sure, she must try.

Moreover, she believed he would lend it to herself.

When the rain fell, he made up his mind, got up, wrapped his coat and went out.

"Mom, I have something urgent. Go out first!"

The rain shouted to the mother in the hall.

Fang Rou frowned. "It's more than ten o'clock. Why are you going out?"

"There's something urgent to deal with."

Fang Rou sighed, "you are too busy every day. Ah, wear more clothes. It's cold outside! Wait, mom will pick up a scarf for you. I'm afraid it's going to snow in ten days“

"Ah, good!"

The rain is waiting at the door.

Fang Rou quickly brought out a scarf for yuluo. "Wrap it up. Don't catch a cold. Your bones are the backbone of our family."

"Yes, yes, yes! Don't worry about me. I'll take good care of myself. You hurry in. Don't stand on the air outlet. It's cold“

"Well, OK. Pay attention to your safety when cycling“

"OK, I see!"

The rain waved and hurried downstairs.

After she arrived at Mu Beicheng's downstairs, she hesitated for more than ten minutes. Finally, she was so cold that she dared to call him.

It was a long time before the phone was connected.

Mu Beicheng didn't speak at the other end. Finally, the first one to make a sound was the rain.

"It's me."

"Yes."

Mu Beicheng gave a deep thought and didn't answer her.

"Doctor mu..."

In the end is to borrow money, the rain also seems a little difficult to say, "well, do you have time now? I want to talk to you“

"Talk?"

Mu Beicheng chuckled on the phone, "what are you talking about? Miss Su doesn't want to catch up with me, does she“

"No, I didn't mean that."

The rain sipped his lips and seemed a little hard to say, "I know you don't want to see me, but I really hope you can help me..."

"I'll wait for you downstairs. If you think you have time, please come downstairs to see me. Thank you."

As soon as the rain fell, the head hung up the phone without hesitation.

The rain was stunned for more than ten seconds, and then he took the mobile phone into his pocket.

When the cold wind hit, she shivered and wrapped her coat tightly.

This day is really cold!

By the French window on the second floor, Mu Beicheng's tall figure leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, and his far-reaching eyes locked the thin figure under the street lamp on the first floor through the glass window.