Mu Beicheng never felt as heavy as he is now.
Before that, he did not think about the frightful nature of HIV, but once it was about to be connected with him, it was true that the panic, like bacteria, had eaten away all his courage and calmness.
He knows why the director gave him a holiday, which is equivalent to isolating him from all employees and patients. Such a decision is understandable.
"Director, I listen to your arrangement."
His voice was a little dumb.
"OK." The director nodded and patted him on the shoulder. "Beicheng, we also consider the overall situation when making this decision. I hope you don't mind."
"Of course. Director, if there's nothing else, I'll be busy first“
"Well, let's go." The director nodded to him to leave.
……………………
At the weekend, the rain fell in the hospital.
When I went to the boiling water room to fetch water, I went to the nurse station and heard Xiaomei and a group of nurses gossip.
"Do you know that doctor Mu has an accident?"
"What happened? what's wrong? What's the matter“ As soon as Xiaomei said this, all the nurses leaned their heads together. Even the rain couldn't help stopping, and their ears stood up subconsciously.
"Not a few days ago, the operation of AIDS patients was disturbed. I heard that he had been stabbed by a needle on the operating table. As a result, he was asked to stop for some time by the director of the Department. He said he had to wait for his laboratory results to come out, and then arrange for his follow-up work."
"Heaven..." the little nurses exclaimed, "will Dr. Mu really be infected with HIV? This thing is really not for fun“
"Hum! Hospital leaders are too cruel. If Dr. Mu really is infected with HIV? What are they going to do? Can we just dismiss Dr. mu? Don't forget, people still do this for the patients in the hospital“
"Hey, shall we go and see him sometime?" A nurse began to propose.
"What do you think? We don't know where his house is. Besides, it's embarrassing for us to run around like this. People don't know us“
The little nurses are still chattering about something. The rain is completely inaudible.
She hurriedly fetched water and folded into the ward. Xiao Si ran was still taking a nap. The rain fell, hurried to pack her handbag, and went out of the ward to the nurse station.
"Xiaomei, please take care of me this afternoon. However, I have something urgent and need to go out."
"OK, sister yuluo, you can rest assured to be busy."
"Thank you." The rain fell and hurried into the elevator.
Standing downstairs of Mu Beicheng, the rain hesitated for a long time. I didn't know whether to ring the doorbell.
She walked back and forth in the corridor, anxious, but did not dare to act rashly. You know, just a few days ago, she was arrogant and told him that there was nothing wrong. Don't meet again in private, but now
Yuluo punched himself on the forehead, "Su yuluo, if you don't have the ability, don't try to be strong!"
All right now! Move a stone and hit yourself in the foot! Worried that others can only pestle here to worry.
"Miss, come to see doctor mu?"
Uncle's security uncle asked the rain.
"Yes." The rain recognized him at a glance. "Uncle, is doctor Mu at home?"
"Yes! I've been there all the time. I haven't seen him go out for days“
"Well."
As soon as the rain fell, he was even more worried when he didn't go out for many days. She couldn't allow her to think too much, so she rang the doorbell of house 2003.
However, her response has been only silence.
Nobody cares.
The rain hit his shoulder in frustration. "Uncle, is doctor Mu really at home? There seems to be no one at home“
"Yes! I think his car is still parked in the parking lot. It must be there“
The rain fell a little depressed. Did he see that it was himself, so he deliberately didn't open the door?
The rain rang their doorbell again. Moreover, it had a great intention to fight with him. She kept ringing when he didn't open the door.
Ten minutes later, the cell phone in the rain pocket suddenly rang.
She saw that it was Mu Beicheng who called.
The rain was stunned for half a second, and the hand pressing the doorbell also stopped.
The next moment, he hurriedly answered the phone.
"Mu Beicheng, where are you?"
She didn't have time to say anything, so she asked the person on the other side of the phone.
Perhaps her tone was so full of worry that Mu Beicheng on the phone was stunned for more than ten seconds.
"Su yuluo, you dare to ring the doorbell again! It's so noisy“
"……"
Shit! He actually had the pleasure of yelling at her and complaining to her on the phone? Her hand ringing the doorbell is also very tired, okay?!
"If you open the door for me, I won't press it." The calm tone of the rain seems to have some prayers.
"Then go on." Mu Beicheng's voice sank a little. With that, he hung up the phone directly.
"Hello! Hello, Hello“ The rain was unwilling to shout on the phone, but there was only a busy beep to answer her.
The rain fell a little frustrated, and some were unwilling. He stretched out his hand and rang the doorbell, but found
He took the battery off the doorbell?!
Rain fell back to dial his phone, but in response to her, it was turned off.
"Mu Beicheng, what the hell are you doing!"
The rain was falling fast. She knew that he did not want to hide from her. He was worried about her health. If he really had HIV, it would be safer to stay away from her.
When the rain fell, his eyes were red and he stamped his feet anxiously, "asshole, I don't know others will worry!"
The rain couldn't get in touch with him upstairs. She simply didn't do it. She ran directly outside, stood downstairs of their building and shouted to him through the French window on the second floor, "Mu Beicheng!! Mu Beicheng - open the door!! If you don't open the door, you can open a window! Mu Beicheng -“
The rain pulled his throat and shouted loudly. His face turned red, but there was no response from the people on the second floor. It was from other buildings. People often put their heads out to wait and see.
As time passed by, the rain stood under the building and shouted. Even though her voice was hoarse, she still refused to stop.
Finally, people in other buildings couldn't help it and began to criticize her again and again.
"Hey, what are you arguing about here! Don't you know it will affect other residents“
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." the rain kept bowing and apologizing with them in a hoarse voice, "but I still have to shout until he hears it."
She can't let him lock himself up alone, let alone make him feel lonely when he is ill. She wants to tell him that it doesn't matter even if he is infected with AIDS. It doesn't matter even if people all over the world don't want to pay attention to him. She is here and she will always be there! And she's really not afraid of the virus! No, not afraid, but not afraid of him alone!
Mu Beicheng stood by the window and looked down at the stubborn figure on the first floor.
The dark eyes are like a thousand year old well, remote and deep, and the obscure dark awn at the bottom of his eyes is getting deeper and deeper. There seems to be a light wave flowing through, revealing his impetuous and uneasy heart at the moment.
This woman is almost the most paranoid, stubborn and dead hearted person he knows.
Sometimes, stubborn, really, teach people upset, but also teach people... Distressed!
The figure of her hissing and shouting upstairs may have stabbed a sensitive area of his heart, where there was still some pain.
Black eyes tightened a few circles, and the fundus of his eyes was stained with a layer of hazy tenderness. He murmured, "Su yuluo, do you dare to be more stupid?"
Seeing the girl downstairs, Mu Beicheng began to bow constantly. Mu Beicheng realized that she might have been accused by other residents.
So she should give up?
However, he forgot that she was su yuluo!
How could su yuluo, who once identified something, be so stubborn that he could give up so easily?
Until a basin of cold water upstairs passed Mu Beicheng's French window and poured it mercilessly towards the rain, her scream stopped suddenly.
She stood there and had no time to respond before she was thrown into a drowned chicken.
The cold water poured down from her head and wet her whole body. It was so cold that she shivered all over. She was like a drowning ghost. For a time, she was forced to cry.
"Damn it!"
Upstairs, Mu Beicheng obviously didn't expect such a scene to emerge suddenly. He didn't have time to think too much. He took the coat on the side and hurried downstairs.
The rain has been foolishly pestling in place, but she may have been splashed with water. She has become a lot better. At least she doesn't call him anymore.
The beginning of winter was overcast and cold, and the rain fell. She was cold like shaking a sieve. She subconsciously wrapped herself tightly, but even so, she still didn't bring much warmth to her.
"Su yuluo, do you dare to be more stubborn?"
Suddenly, a cold voice broke into the bottom of her ear. Then, a heavy coat wrapped her tightly, and the familiar warmth immediately filled her body.
The rain fell. As soon as he turned around, he bumped into Mu Beicheng's dark eyes.
His eyes were fixed on her, and there seemed to be angry fireworks jumping at the bottom of his eyes.
The rain looked at him and covered his eyes with layers of dense mist, "Mu Beicheng..."
As soon as she made a sound, Mu Beicheng's double ink eye pool became darker.
Her throat was hoarse.
He stepped forward, then casually stretched out his hand and dialed the wet hair on her head. Then, he heard him say with the rain in a very flat tone, "all the soundproof glass in my house."
"……"
So, what this means is that she just screamed hard under here. In fact, he couldn't hear a word?!!
At this moment, when the rain falls, I only feel that tens of millions of grass and mud horses are running in my heart.
She almost slapped herself in the face with remorse.
He hissed and didn't say, but when he got wet, the situation was serious! Now she is so cold that her teeth are straight down.
"Why didn't you say it earlier?!" She hissed at him.
Mu Beicheng wrapped her coat tightly for her. "Don't talk. It sounds like a rooster."
"……"
Why, when something comes out of his mouth, it always becomes particularly ugly and harsh?
Mu Beicheng finally let her into the house, picked up a clean bathrobe for the rain, and brought her a hair dryer. Finally, after turning the air conditioner in the room to the highest, he threw away the remote control and went to the open-air balcony to smoke.
Across the glass door of the balcony, when the rain fell, he leaned on his side, his head slightly low, smoking the lonely long cigarette in his hand alone.
In the memory of the rain, it was almost the first time to see him like this. He was lonely and helpless. He seemed to be confused with some cool pools
In this way, when he let the rain fall, he looked at it from a distance and was very distressed.