Chapter 214

Which time didn't you cut your palm with a knife, use bloodletting to get your soberness, and use pain to replace the drug addiction, so as not to want to smoke as soon as you get out of control

However, after four long years, his drug addiction seems to have taken root in his body, and there is no fading shadow!!

How many more years does he have to endure? He didn't even know the time.

Even, he didn't know whether he would continue to torture himself with pain in the future, or just... Let himself get addicted to drugs, let it go, and the broken jar broke

Is he qualified to talk about love and happiness?

When she was tortured, let her heart torture with her?

Let her watch her roll in her addiction? Let her watch her bleed herself again and again

Even he was disgusted with his crazy devil out of control, not to mention her?

What woman would be stupid enough to give her life to an addict? Unless, that's an idiot——

The rain falls on the bed and can't sleep well.

Seeing the time flowing past zero, she didn't feel sleepy at all. All she thought about was Mu Beicheng.

What's the matter with him?

If his body is not ill, what's the matter with the scene he saw today?

After all, the rain lifted the quilt, got out of bed, turned on the computer, and began to search Baidu engine.

The result is to make her more annoying.

What kind of heart disease, diabetes, a series of out of order diseases are coming!

With a "pa -" sound, she covered her hand, squatted on the chair, held her legs and put her head on her knees. For a moment, she really didn't know what to do.

Fingers, anxious, knocked on the table again and again, showing all the uneasiness in her heart at the moment.

Finally, just walk back and forth in your bedroom

"I'm so bored!"

The rain didn't last. As soon as he grabbed his hair, he wrapped a thin coat on the hanger and went out of the door.

She shouldn't have gone, should she?

It's so late, not to mention that I'm about to get engaged to Louis!

Until I got into a taxi, the rain was still sitting in a psychological struggle.

She kept telling herself that she was really just going to have a look. When she was sure he was all right, she would come back.

***

The rain rang the doorbell. It was Chen Ma who came to open the door for her.

"Miss, why are you here at this time?"

Chen's mother was obviously surprised to see the rain fall.

"Mom Chen, did I wake you up?"

I'm sorry about the rain.

"No, just as I was going to sleep, I heard the doorbell ring."

Chen Ma said, turning to the restaurant, ready to pour water for the rain.

The rain stopped, "Chen Ma, don't be busy. I won't drink tea. What about him? How are you“

"Sleep."

Mrs. Chen looked up and looked upstairs. "Miss, go and see him!"

The rain hesitated and nodded, "OK."

She went upstairs.

The steps under your feet are very light.

He seemed afraid that he might fall asleep.

The bedroom door was unlocked. The rain gently unlocked the door and entered his room.

He did sleep.

The room was dark and the rain fell. Only with the cool moonlight, I could see the vague outline under his quilt.

His sleeping face, as in memory

Calm and indifferent, not like the cold look when he was awake.

The rain fell a little crazy, but he didn't appreciate him too much. He bent over and carefully took his injured hand out of the quilt. He took a look and frowned.

The wound on the hand was not bandaged, but allowed the blood to coagulate.

When the rain fell, a pair of beautiful eyebrows wrinkled into a ball, murmured in a low voice, "aren't you a doctor? How can you ignore your injury“

She sighed and put his hand down.

Feeling dark, he began to search the room aimlessly.

She's looking for a medicine box.

On the bed, Mu Beicheng slowly opened his eyes.

The dark eyes locked the busy charming shadow in the dark night and floated away with her every move.

Sight, deep.

Eye color, burning.

In fact, he didn't sleep at all.

One night, the whole brain was confused by her Su yuluo, and his ears were full of her words about getting married, which made him unable to sleep at all.

Hearing the sound downstairs, he just pretended to sleep.

According to the current situation, he should stop the nosy Su Yu, but

He didn't!

Why?

He is just greedy for the feeling of having her!

Such a rare warmth, let him how willing to break.

While he was staring at the back of the rain, Shuer, the woman opposite turned and looked at him.

Mu Beicheng hurriedly closed his eyes. He didn't know whether rain had found him. In short, he continued to pretend to sleep.

But the truth is, the rain didn't find him.

In the dark, so far away, the rain couldn't see whether he was awake or asleep. What she saw was only the bedside table beside his bed.

The rain walked towards the bedside table.

Sure enough, the medicine box is in the drawer of the bedside table!

She took out the medicine box, gently sat down on the edge of the bed, and then glanced at Mu Beicheng, who was sleeping. Then she picked up his injured hand and began to apply medicine for him.

In fact, the rain was afraid that the potion would soak into the wound, which would make him wake up from his dream, but fortunately, he didn't wake him up.

This made the rain fall more or less relieved.

Small hand, holding his warm big hand, can clearly feel the thin layer of cocoon in his palm. The rain knows that it is the cocoon growing when holding the scalpel.

Yuluo misses his handsome appearance in a white coat and holding a scalpel

The rain feels that that's the real him!

The soft little hand unconsciously swam in the heart of his palm and felt the steady cocoon, but it made her feel inexplicable peace of mind and heart

But suddenly, the rain fell, and I felt the big hand on my palm tight

His restless little hand was tightly wrapped by a warm palm.

She was shocked

He raised his eyes to Mu Beicheng on the bed and hung his heart. Then he fell down

He didn't wake up.

Eyes, still lightly closed, seems to be just such a subconscious hand grip.

Maybe I really hurt him.

The rain fell for fear that he would wake up with a sudden beating of his heart, trying to pull his little hand back from his big hand. However, she found that he held himself so strong that she couldn't earn it at all.

And the point is, she doesn't dare to work too hard.

A little sweat had seeped from his forehead, and even his hands and heart had sweat, but he could not escape from his hands.

Just let him hold it.

Feeling the temperature in his hand, the rain really fell, and I was reluctant to take it out of his hand

She is actually greedy for this warmth!

How long have they not held hands so calmly

This feeling made the rain fall in a trance, and also made Mu Beicheng, who closed his eyes, feel the same

The softness in his hand made him reluctant to let her escape.

If you can, I hope time can stand still at this moment

If only the two of them were left in the whole world.

He is always greedy for her taste, her breath, her tenderness, everything about her

For her, I am so reluctant to let go!!

Knowing that she was getting married, he found that holding her hand was becoming more and more powerful!

He is reluctant to let go and put it aside

No matter how strong Mu Beicheng becomes, she is destined to be the softest and most vulnerable piece in his heart forever.

He held the rain and sat for nearly ten minutes.

Even if he is infatuated with his taste again, yuluo knows that it is not the way to continue such a stalemate. He can't really sit here all night and wait for him to wake up?

"Mu Beicheng..."

The rain called him tentatively.

No one answered.

Someone continues to pretend to sleep.

Because he knew that as long as he woke up, there was no reason to keep her.

Even if you stay one more minute!

"Beicheng?"

Still no one answered.

The body doesn't move.

When the rain fell, Xiaoxiu's eyebrows converged into a ball, his little hands tentatively stretched out and leaned towards his nose, and his face subconsciously moved closer.

Is it not him

I can't blame her for thinking too much. After all, she was a little flustered when the rain fell in the evening.

However, as soon as his face came together, he felt his obvious breath. When he was ready to straighten up, Shuer felt that his waist was tight, and a powerful ape arm caught her. As soon as the quilt was lifted, she tied her whole body into a strong chest and ballast the quilt with him.

"I'm so tired. Stop arguing and let me have a good rest..."

The sound of sleepiness, lazy and vague, the feeling of bleary, just like the nonsense in a dream.

The rain couldn't tell whether he was awake or asleep.

Then think about it, he must be in a dream!

Because if he was awake, he would hold himself in his arms? Maybe I threw her out as a poisonous snake!

He said that he was tired and the rain fell. He couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

Xu is really ill!

Thinking of seeing his pale appearance in the evening, the rain really didn't dare to disturb him any more.

Just let him sleep like this! When he's asleep, find a way to escape!

Yuluo thought so, but he didn't know that the man under him had never fallen asleep from beginning to end.

And the rain is waiting so quietly, waiting all the time

His strong and powerful heartbeat sounded rhythmically in yuluo's ears. Yuluo was in a trance and felt that they had returned to the summer of their first love

At that time, they could be carefree and carefree together

But not now!

……………………

In a daze, the rain fell so crooked in Mu Beicheng's arms and slept.

Mu Beicheng didn't sleep.

The moonlight of silver jade fell through the glass window and sprinkled on her white and bright cheeks. He opened his eyes and stared at her quietly.

Deep eyes, burning her, as if to see her enough

But helpless, how to see enough!

If it weren't for his drug addiction, he wouldn't let her sleep so soundly tonight, let alone push her away from him again and again

Drug addiction

This damn drug addiction!!

He doesn't even know when the drug addiction will haunt him, or haunt him all his life... Or, one day, it will directly kill him!

Everything, for him, is unknown!

How can he let her see the light in such a dark future?