Yuluo was worried about him. He held his big hand, put the cold in his palm in his warm legs, clamped it, and tried to pass the temperature on himself to him. "Beicheng, if you want to be sad, say it. Don't hold it. I know, I know you're unhappy... I'm your wife, and I'm willing to listen to all the sadness in your heart!! Tell me, will you? "
"What about you? What do you think of this? "
Mu Beicheng did not answer, but asked the rain.
The rain's vision looked into the depths of his eyes and sighed for a long time.
"To tell you the truth, I can't say how I feel! I'm afraid of you... I'm afraid you'll think it's because of me and my mother that your mother has become like this. I know, I know she has become like this. It must have something to do with us, but... "
The rain fell and his eyes were red. He stretched out his hand to hold him tightly. His voice had choked. "Beicheng, you must know that this is not the ending that my mother and I want to see. I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
"Fool!!"
Mu Beicheng took his hand out from between her legs, hugged her and held her tightly in his arms. "I knew you would take this matter to yourself, otherwise you wouldn't hesitate so long to tell me. I don't want to share my feelings with you, but also afraid of your guilt and thinking too much..."
He put his chin against the hair center of the rain and rubbed it a few times, "to tell you the truth, my heart... Is very uncomfortable, but I'm afraid you have such an idea, so I don't dare to tell you! Don't take my mother's business to heart. As for her... I'll ask the best doctor in the world to cure her! "
Mu Beicheng said, printing a deep kiss at the heart of the rain.
"You go to bed first. I want to see her."
"It's so late... I'll go with you!"
The rain fell and followed him up.
"Don't go, be obedient..."
Knowing his concern, yuluo hurriedly said, "take me, Beicheng! I know what you're worried about. I promise, I'll wait for you outside. I won't let her see me! Take me. I can rest assured. You let me sleep now, and I can't sleep... "
"All right!"
Mu Beicheng nodded and agreed. Finally, he told the rain to fall, "don't tell my father about it. I don't think he will go to see my mother at ordinary times and tell him to avoid being known by my mother. At that time, she must be as guilty as you."
The rain fell a little moved, "Beicheng, thank you..."
"Get dressed."
"OK, now! Give me a minute! "
The rain hurriedly picked up a suit of clothes from the wardrobe, put them on, and went to prison with Mu Beicheng.
Naturally, the evening is not a prison visit time, but due to the mayor's face, everyone has to let Mu Beicheng in.
The rain only waited outside, and Mu Beicheng went in alone.
When Zhang wanqiu saw his son, he couldn't help crying before he spoke.
"Son, son..."
"Mom..."
Looking at his mother who had lost another circle in front of him, Mu Beicheng felt like being cut by a knife.
"Son, will you save mom? Mom is so sad here... Mom's life is not good at all!! I don't want to live here anymore, son. You save mom. You must have a way to save mom... "
"Mom... Come on..."
Listening to his mother's cry, Mu Beicheng really didn't know whether it was right or wrong to send his mother to prison.
"Son, you save mom, you save mom..."
Zhang wanqiu held Mu Beicheng's hand and they were still trembling.
"Mom, I really can't save you. This is the law... The law won't tolerate anyone! Listen to me and live here. I'll let the people inside take care of your daily life. You have fun and have a good life, okay? Don't drill yourself into a dead end! "
"So you can't get me out, can you?"
As soon as Zhang wanqiu heard his son's words, his face suddenly changed, "let me have a good time in it? Hehe... Hehe... You heartless people, just have fun outside!! Mu Beicheng, I'm your mother!! I'm your mother - how can you do this to me? Ah?? I'm your mother -- "
Mu Beicheng suddenly realized that no matter how to comfort his mother, it was just superfluous.
If we could really persuade him to understand, this tragedy would not happen again and again... His failed marriage, his missed dream, the underworld that he should not fall, and the drug addiction that is difficult to get rid of... Looking at his stubborn mother who still refuses to let go, Mu Beicheng suddenly feels that she is so strange in front of him... He got up and didn't say anything in the end, Turn around and go out.
As soon as the rain fell, he hurried down from the car.
"How's it going?"
Rain asked him nervously.
Mu Beicheng stood under the old tree at the door, blowing the cool wind at night.
"OK!"
The rain fell and saw that his face was not good, so he didn't ask in detail. He just stood with him under the tree, silently bearing the chill of the night wind.
"In fact, many times, I always think, why did my mother end up in such a field... Is it our fault? Or her fault? I think what she can't learn in her life is to let go and help others! To put it bluntly, it's selfish... As dad said, the person my mother loves will always be herself! In fact, it was doomed early in the morning. No one can blame anyone... Let's go! "
Mu Beicheng finished, took the rain's hand and walked to the car.
The rain took his arm, and suddenly his heart opened up a lot.
Suddenly, I felt that the man in front of me was too worthy of my deep love.
I need her love too much
"Beicheng, I'll discuss something with you again..."
The rain tilted his head on his shoulder and said in a consultative tone, "have you never thought of going back to your operating table one day?"
Mu Beicheng was stunned by the rain falling proposal and looked at the rain falling.
His eyes were deep and his thin lips were tight. He didn't speak for a long time.
"You don't want to?" The rain frowned and said seriously, "if you want to go back, how many patients who are struggling with demons can you save? Isn't it more meaningful than doing business? "
That's his real dream!!
Mu Beicheng clenched her hand, but finally, he only threw down a sentence with deep meaning, "now is not the time!"
Yuluo didn't understand what he meant. He just thought he hadn't settled the company's affairs yet.
Yes, such a big company can't let go!
Wait for everything and make plans after you are busy!
***
At the weekend, Gu Heng and Xinlan went to Mu Beicheng's home to talk about marriage.
On the grass, two men sat at a stone table and discussed the wedding address and some wedding candy and cakes.
Rain and heart blue lie on the grass and bask in the sun.
"Sister yuluo, are you going to have a second child with teacher mu?"
Xinlan suddenly asked.
The rain nodded without hesitation, "of course! I want to have a girl! "
She raised her hand to block the glare of the sun on her head, smiled and regretted, "when he was born, he was not with me. It's more or less a pity. When he was a father, he didn't see his child babbling. I believe it's also a pity for him. Therefore, at this point, we both must have another child! Of course, it would be better if it were a girl! "
At this time, the rain suddenly recalled the child who died before he was a baby... My heart couldn't help pulling.
In the next moment, it became clear.
Because she believes that the child... Will come back!!
"Can you two have children now?"
Xinlan asked with concern.
Yuluo shook his head, "not yet. The doctor said that the toxin in his body has not been cleared, but he is already taking detoxification drugs. I believe he should be well soon."
"Yes." Xinlan said and sat up. "It's a good thing to keep the body well before pregnancy. It's also better for the child. In the future, the child will be healthier."
When Xinlan said these words, inexplicably, the rain always felt that she was still in there with some sad emotions.
The rain looked at her anxiously, sat up and asked her, "what's the matter? Why are you suddenly so concerned about your children today? "
She smiled and joked, "why? Are they going to have a baby so soon? "
"No..."
Xinlan pulled her lips, shook her head, sighed, and looked at Gu Heng not far away, "if you can, I wish I could, but..."
The rain fell and felt something wrong, "what's the matter?"
"In fact, we have been together for so long and have never taken any contraceptive measures. I want to get the marriage certificate anyway. If I am pregnant, I will be born. However, several months have passed, and my stomach has not responded. I went to have a premarital examination a few days ago. The doctor said... It is difficult to get pregnant according to my body..."
When Xinlan said this, she suddenly turned red.
"Sister yuluo, I'm very contradictory now. I don't know what to do! I can feel that Gu Heng likes children very much, but now... "
"Heart blue, don't think too much. What did the doctor say? Didn't the doctor just say it's hard to conceive? It's not that you can't! Besides, you can cure any problem now. You are a doctor. You must know these things better than me! You're getting married soon. What else do you contradict? Besides, if we take ten thousand steps back, it's really not good. There's artificial insemination! "
"But what if I really can't? I don't want to disappoint Gu Heng! "
"What do you mean? You don't want to end this marriage, do you? "
"No... I, I'm just afraid..."
Heart blue shook his head and had no idea.
"Don't mess around. What did Gu Heng say about it?"
"He never said anything. The inspection results came out, and he didn't say anything after reading them. He was still the same as before, laughing and laughing, as if he didn't know it at all. He didn't seem to mind it at all. But I know that he is simply afraid of what I think. He is afraid that I am sad and nervous, so he pretends that there is nothing. But what if I really can't have children? He is the only child in their family. Is it because of me? Besides, a marriage without children... Will it really be happy? "
Heart blue has never been so confused as now.
"Little blue, don't burden yourself."