Mu Si was annoyed, but what could he do? It's hard to say this age without being laughed at.
blamed!!
Finally, the result of Mu Si Ran's medical treatment was that there was no result.
Whether he has any physical problems remains to be seen.
The result didn't give him much comfort.
On the way back to the hospital, the cell phone in my pocket suddenly rang.
He thought it was Gu ran, but when he took out and took a look at the caller ID on his mobile phone, he didn't feel some loss.
The call was not from Gu ran, but from Yu Meng.
He hesitated for half a while before connecting the phone.
Remembering what happened last night, moussi felt a little guilty.
Is this an infidelity?
Even if it's not mental, but physically, it's obviously deviant!
Thinking of these, Mu Si was a little bored.
"Si ran, let's have lunch together?"
Yu Meng warmly invited him.
Mu Si hesitated for a moment, nodded and said, "OK."
"Yes! Will you pick me up from work? I'll wait for you downstairs. "
"Well, good."
Mu siran's mood was not too high, but Yu Meng had long been used to it and didn't feel at ease. After a few words, they hung up the phone.
Mu Si ran just hung up the phone. Suddenly, the mobile phone rang again.
This time, Gu ran called.
Mou Guang jumped for a while, then darkened for some minutes, hesitated for a few seconds, and answered the phone.
"Mousran, what are you doing?"
Gu ran asked him.
Mu Si ran looked back at the hospital behind him and licked his lips. "Nothing. He just went out of the hospital to do something. He's going to go back. What's the matter?"
He won't even say he went to see andrology!
"Have lunch together!!"
Gu ran could hear her in a good mood on the phone.
In fact, she was already standing at the door of his hospital.
The big schoolbag was still on his small shoulder.
Although a little out of tune with her, she is still very cute.
While waiting for his answer, Gu ran danced in the boring square grid. Suddenly, he heard Mu Si ran say on the phone, "I've made an appointment with Xiaomeng at noon..."
Gu Ran's jumping movements suddenly stagnated.
The smile on the corner of the mouth was frozen in an instant.
Mu Si ran didn't want to cheat Gu ran. "You can eat at school at noon."
As soon as he had finished his words, he responded with a busy "beep beep".
Gu ran hung up the phone.
Her temper is still so strong.
As soon as he hung up the phone, Mu Si ran saw Gu ran come out of the door of their hospital.
He walked quickly towards her.
Gu ran probably saw him and subconsciously accelerated his steps to avoid him.
Mu Si ran trotted a few steps, caught up and grabbed her little arm, "why is this point coming? No class? "
Gu ran tried to get rid of his hand.
But the strength in his hand was so strong that she couldn't carry him.
"Don't get angry with me."
Mu Si ran thought the little girl's temper was really smelly.
Break her right and put it in front of her chest. "Have dinner together at night. I'll pick you up at school and eat at home."
"No, I have an appointment in the evening."
Gu ran answered him indifferently.
She's telling the truth. In the evening, she made an appointment with Huo Shiyi to have a big meal.
Mu Si Ran's eyes were tight, "who did you make an appointment with?"
"You can't control it!"
"Huo Shiyi?"
Mu Si looked at her anxiously.
"Yes!"
Gu ran raised his head and stuck his neck like a cockfight. "It's him. What's the matter?"
"You have no other friends except him?"
Mu Si ran felt that he was really unhappy.
But he couldn't tell why he was unhappy.
"I like to play with him."
Gu Ran is telling the truth.
Playing with Huo Shiyi is always very relaxed and pleasant, which can make her put aside all unpleasant things.
"Do you like him?"
Mu Si Ran's dark eyes gathered his spirit.
"Yes."
Gu ran answered without hesitation.
This is not the first time he has asked this question, and it is not the first time he has answered it.
"And I like it very much!"
Gu ran added.
Mu Si Ran's eyes sank. He let go of her arms and put his hands in his pockets. "Then I wish you have a good time."
His tone suddenly reached freezing point.
He couldn't forget the "exciting" scene they staged in the bathroom... The ambiguous picture was like a thorn in his heart, always stinging from time to time.
He didn't know where the tingling came from. Was it just because his sister was violated and felt uncomfortable... His mood suddenly became a little bored.
"I wish you and Yu Meng a happy meal."
Gu ran responded to him without showing weakness.
Finished, turned and left without looking back.
……
At lunch, Yu Meng asked him, "Si ran, why didn't you listen to my phone last night?"
Mu Si ran was a little surprised. "Did you call me last night?"
He took out his cell phone and looked at it. He found that there were several missed calls in his cell phone. They were last night.
"Maybe I didn't hear it."
Mu Si ran answered somewhat absently.
I can't help thinking about what happened last night... "Did you go to bed so early last night?"
Yu Meng asked him, taking a sip of lemonade in the glass.
Mu Si ran came back, looked at her deeply, nodded casually, but didn't give an answer.
Yu Meng didn't delve into it and quickly turned the topic.
"Si ran, last time my aunt asked my parents to have dinner together. Do you think this weekend is suitable?"
She asked suddenly.
Mu Si ran hesitated for a moment, and suddenly remembered Gu Ran's delicate little face. Somehow, he felt a little annoyed with the topic, "slow down again."
"Why?"
Yu Meng is not happy.
Why? Even mousran didn't know why.
He was the one who hoped to get married early before, and he was also the one who wanted to see his parents, but now, when he came to this step, he suddenly became a little hesitant... What's the matter with him?
Is it really because of... Gu ran??
When he realized this, Mu Si was flustered for no reason.
He pursed his lips and showed a little annoyance in his eyes. "Let's talk about it later..."
He felt that he really needed time to sort out his mind.
Last night, was it really just the simplest and simplest physiological reaction?
blamed!!
He drank the lemonade in his glass, but he still felt a little thirsty, and his heart was even more annoyed.
He was suddenly in no mood to eat the meal again.
"Si ran, what's the matter with you? What happened? "
Yu Meng asked him with some worry.
Mu Si ran looked at her with deep eyes. "Don't you always ask me why I don't want to touch you for so many years?"
Yu Meng obviously didn't expect Mu Si ran to suddenly discuss this topic with himself.
She blushed, "I... I'm just curious..."
Mousran didn't want to deceive her.
His dark eyes sank. He licked his thin lips and said in a dumb voice, "because I almost raped a 15-year-old girl three years ago!"
He told the truth.
Yu Meng stared at him in shock and couldn't believe it on his face, "how... How can it..."
Referring to what happened three years ago, Mu Si ran showed a look of pain in his eyes.
"It is precisely because of that that that I have a psychological shadow on this kind of thing."
So
He's trying to tell himself now. Is he actually impotent?
Many complex emotions flashed in Yu Meng's heart.
If so, even if you get married later, it will be a painful marriage.
Marriage without sex / love will not be happy!
She knows.
"Si ran, I......"
Yu Meng really hesitated.
"The fifteen year old girl... Is Gu ran..."
Mu Si suddenly said.
The voice is dull and dry.
The throat was cut like a blade.
"What?"
Yu Meng's pupils are dilated, and some don't want to hear this fact.
She gasped for breath and tightened her grip on the water cup. "What do you... What do you want to tell me?"
Mu Si Ran's thin lips collapsed tightly. After a long time, he opened his mouth, "last night..."
"Enough!!"
Yu Meng's eyes are already wet.
Her mood suddenly became a little excited, and she simply interrupted what mousran wanted to say.
Because, he didn't say, she had guessed.
But she didn't want to hear such cruel facts from him.
The mist gathered in her eyes a little bit, and her eyes were already red, "so, mu siran, you want to tell me that you... Betrayed me? Is it? Are you in love with Gu ran? Is it? In the end, she beat me, didn't she? "
Yu Meng unconsciously raised his tone, and tears poured down like rain. "Is it true that you don't have half of me in your heart? I don't even bother to cheat you... Do you know, if you don't say, I won't know? We can live in peace until we get married and have children... But, mu siran, why don't you even want to deceive me?! "
Looking at her teardrop by teardrop because of him, Mu Si ran felt a little distressed.
It must be false to say that you really don't like her at all.
If she didn't like her, she wouldn't have promised to be her boyfriend.
And to say how I feel about Gu ran
Is that love?
If it was love, how could he not feel it for so many years?
He felt really messed up
He really needs time to sort out the feelings between the three of them.
"I'll take you back to the company."
Obviously, no one is in the mood to continue this meal.
He got up, paid the bill and went out of the restaurant.
In the afternoon, Huo Shiyi sat down with Gu ran in a dessert shop outside the school gate.
Huo Shiyi waved and motioned the waiter to order. Seeing that Gu ran was still not interested, he patted her on the forehead, "Hello! Can you stop being dead as soon as you come out with me? "
"In a bad mood!"
Gu ran skimmed his mouth.
"I don't think you're in a better mood."
Huo Shiyi went straight down the well and said, "when you're in a bad mood, just eat some dessert. Hurry up and order first."
"Si Nian also told me that, but I don't think it's useful."
Gu ran didn't give any face.
"Si Nian? Which secretary? "
Huo Shiyi has countless women's names skipped in his mind every day, so it's really not easy to remember a woman who has only met a few times.
"Who else is there! Of course my best friend, musnian! You've seen it. In my house, mu siran's sister...... "
Mentioned Si Nian, Gu Ran's words unconsciously increased.
Huo Shiyi also found this.