"Then I'll go first."
"OK, go and be busy."
After sending the colleagues of the hematology department to leave, Mu Si ran took the inspection report in his hand out without delay.
……
Gu ran didn't get up from bed until 12 noon.
Last night, she had a long talk with mousran on the phone almost all night. They talked about everything. Finally, she fell asleep with her mobile phone.
What did they talk about in the evening?
Talking about the past
Talking about the future
On the phone, mu siran kept asking her what she wanted in the future.
What is her answer? Her answer is him!
In the future, she wants him to stay with her forever. He is not allowed to leave until the day she dies.
That's good!
He on the phone has always been very gentle
Coax her to sleep, but want her to talk with him.
She sang a song that Gu ran had never heard before. It was a foreign language song. Gu ran didn't even know the name of the song.
His voice is as thick as the outline of a violin and full of magnetism.
His English pronunciation is extremely standard, and the tune is hummed from his lips. It is beautiful and sexy, intoxicating all Gu Ran's heartstrings... "When / I / heat / the / bird / start / singing, I / wanna / see / you, when / I / see / the / leaves / start / fallin, I / wanna / see / you, the / only / thing / I'll / do. Don't / you / know, is / to / rush / / run / to / you, when / I / heat / the / clock / start / ticking, I / start / miss / you, Oh,The/only/thing/I’lldo.Is/gonna/dream/of/you,Wanna/stay/by/by/by/you/side,You/are/my/everything.You/are/my/only/link,To/the/angle’s/wings.Talk/about/love/love//I/can’t/stop/thinking/of/you.Such/a/crazy/thing,Like/snow/fallin’in/spring.You/know/every/mning.Is/start/to/dream/of/you,I/found/my/angle/in/my/life.I/cannot/see/why, We/can’t/be/in/love/till/we/die,One/day/me/da,you//meda,Spread/our/wings/do,Wannabe/wannabe/wanna,I/wanna/be/your/lover,I’ll/run/to/you,ooh……”
When I hear birds singing
I want to see you
When I saw the leaves fall
I want to see you
This is the only thing I can do
I don't want you to know
Is it towards you or towards you
When I heard the bell ring
I began to miss you
This is the only thing I can do
Is this your dream
Want to stay with you
You're My Everything
You are the only connection between me and angel's wings
Talking about 'love', I can't stop thinking about you
It's like a crazy thing
It's like snow in spring
Do you know that every morning is the beginning of your dream
We can't live forever
One day we can spread our wings
You and me, me and you
Spread our wings
Want to be
I want to be your lover
I'll run to you!
……
It was not until many years later that Gu ran knew that this song was called Mning.
When she heard such a familiar and strange tune ringing in her ears, tears had already wet her skirt.
Of course, these are later words.
Gu ran took a look at the mobile phone beside the pillow, but unexpectedly found that he didn't receive his text message.
She didn't care. Maybe he was busy and uncertain. Gu Ran's legs were shaking lazily on the edge of the bed, his little fingers kept flying on the screen, and edited the text message: "will you continue to sing to me tonight?"
Last night, she fell asleep listening to him humming that song. She felt very good.
Later, she has to ask him what the song is called and go down to the computer tomorrow.
After texting, he put his cell phone in his pajama pocket, "Mom, I'm hungry. Is lunch ready?"
He shouted and went downstairs with his slippers.
Because she was at home, her mother specially asked for leave, didn't go to work, and stayed at home to cook for her baby daughter.
Gu ran went downstairs. Seeing the rich dishes on the table, she was so hungry that she salivated directly. Regardless, she pinched a piece of meat and put it in her mouth, "wow... Eat well!! Mom, your craft is still so excellent! It's delicious! "
Heart blue snapped, patted off her daughter's little claws, smiled and scolded, "can't take chopsticks! Pinch it with your hands. It's dirty. "
Gu ran made a funny face at her mother, turned and went into the kitchen to get the dishes and chopsticks.
Heart blue is to see out, today her daughter seems to be in a particularly good mood, it seems that it is because she slept well last night.
"What's up? In such a good mood. "
Xinlan followed her daughter into the kitchen and asked her behind her.
Gu ran glanced at his mobile phone and didn't reply. He put it in his pocket again. He turned around and asked his mother with a smile, "Mom, did dad sing you a song?"
"What do you mean?"
"Just... Did dad coax you with singing while you were sleeping?"
Gu ran askew his small head and asked his mother with a smile.
"Poof..."
Xinlan smiled. "Do you think your mother and I are still three years old? Sleeping and singing is a trick to coax children. "
"Oh... That can only prove that you are not emotional!"
"What? Si ran coaxed you to sleep like that? "
The blue gossip stretched out his head and asked his daughter.
Xinlan bit the bamboo chopsticks shyly, "I won't tell you!"
After selling for a while, he turned around and went out of the kitchen and rushed to the restaurant for dinner.
"Ding -"
Suddenly, the cell phone in Gu Ran's pocket rang.
A message jumped in.
She hurriedly opened it to see that it was the text message returned by Mu Si ran.
However, the text message was so simple that her heart was slightly lost.
The content is, one word: busy.
ok He's a doctor. He's already busy, so she can understand.
Although it's time for dinner, he said there must be something important when he was busy, so she didn't care about him!
Gu ran answered him cleverly: remember to call me back after you are busy.
Finally, after sending it out, I ate the rice.
As a result, he was too busy to stop.
Gu ran didn't receive any calls from him until he went to bed at night.
Call, also shut down.
In the past, texting was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no news directly.
Twelve in the morning
Gu ran lay on the bed and couldn't sleep.
The mobile phone is turning back and forth in its small hand, constantly turning over and playing one mobile game after another. When each game is played for one to two minutes, it is boring to quit, then take a look at the notice bar at the top of the screen, which is still empty, click in another game, and then quit in less than two minutes.
Back and forth, the same action, she tossed and tossed dozens of times.
Gu ran was a little annoyed.
He turned over and sat up, grabbed his messy hair irritably, and kept thinking why he didn't call back? Why is the mobile phone off? Are you still busy? Do you want to call him again?
Gu ran thought that his finger had already pressed the shortcut key, and the phone had already been dialed out.
"Doo Doo"
The phone went through!!
He's on!
Gu Ran's nervous heart hung up.
Eagerly waiting for him to connect with his phone, I can't wait to hear his voice... "Hello -"
Finally, at the moment when I was about to hang up, the phone was answered.
Mu Si Ran's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.
The voice sounds bleary, like the feeling of waking up after falling asleep.
Gu ran Yixi, "Mu Si ran!"
She shouted to him happily, and the smile on the corner of her mouth couldn't help rippling, "you finally answered the phone... I thought you ignored me! What are you doing? Is it convenient to talk to me on the phone? "
Gu ran happily chatted with him.
"Gu ran, I'm already asleep. Let's talk about something tomorrow."
In response to her, it was
A basin of cold water!!
It's bitterly cold.
Even, without waiting for her to react, the phone had beeped and was directly hung up by the mousiran at the other end.
Before the smile could fade, it was frozen on her pink face.
Half a ring, she still can't react.
He slept
He hung her up
NO,nonono! He must have been busy all day today. He was too sleepy, so he didn't have the spirit to talk to her too much!
Yes, it must be! Besides, they talked so late last night!
Well, understandable!
Ah... If only she were by his side now, she could massage him when he was tired.
Gu ran rolled on the bed with the quilt in his arms
I miss him so much, and I miss him more and more
Although Gu ran was inevitably disappointed with this call, he still tried his best to convince himself to understand him.
But
Understanding belongs to understanding. I'm really in a bad mood. Compared with the morning, it's really a thousand miles away and plummeted.
Gu ran sat up, hung his small head, took a breath, and felt a dull pain in his chest.
I'm really not used to his sudden neglect!
This night, doomed to poor sleep quality.
Gu ran had nightmares again and again. She woke up and slept again and again. After waking up at 4 a.m., she couldn't sleep anymore. She could only watch the window turn from black to white... It was white outside the window, but her heart couldn't be clear.
It's only seven o'clock in the morning to get up from bed.
The mobile phone is still black, and there is no letter notice in the notice bar.
Gu ran felt that he was about to be tortured to death by this expectation.
Perhaps, suffering from loss and gain is just like this!
In the next few days, Gu ran never received a call from him. She called, either busy or hurriedly perfunctory, and hung up.
Sending text messages in the past, but also a stone sink into the sea, can not get any response.
Gu ran could obviously feel his indifference to himself, but he didn't dare to ask him more reasons.
After just five days of separation, his heart was like suffering from a knife mountain and a sea of fire. Finally, it was Friday. Gu ran began to eagerly look forward to his return from 6 a.m.
He left work at 5:30 p.m. until 10 p.m., but he still didn't see him.
Gu ran sat in the hall and looked at the dark night sky outside the landing window.
"Little three, it's time to go upstairs and sleep."
Xinlan is distressed and calls her daughter.
Gu ran lay on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, "can't sleep..."
Eyes always fall out of the window, somewhere.
As long as he comes back, she can see it at a glance.
"Gu ran!"
Xinlan sighed, "your brother may not come back tonight. Let's not wait!"
"He said he would come back as soon as he got off work."
Gu ran insisted.
"Did you call him?"
"Yes..."
Gu ran answered softly, with a small head, hiding some darkness in the bottom of his eyes.
"What did your brother say?"
“……”
Gu ran was silent.
"Xiao ran"
The heart is blue and the tip of the heart hurts.
My daughter doesn't know who her character is like. How can she give up so much?
"He didn't answer..."
Gu ran answered truthfully.
“……”
Xinlan licked her dry lips and pulled her daughter's little hand, "come on, Xiao ran, be good, let's go upstairs to sleep..."
"Mom..."