Chapter 402

"Did you receive the letter I sent you two years ago?"

"Got it!!"

Gu ran saw that he raised the volume and unconsciously increased the decibel.

The anger in her heart was even worse. She roared at him with red eyes, "got it!! Because I received it, I am more sure that your feelings for me are not love!! That's just for fun! "

"Just for fun?"

Mu Si ran Lin's eyebrows and stared at her puzzled, "Gu Xiaosan, do you know what you're talking about?!"

"Is that short letter full of your love for me?"

Gu ran asked him sarcastically.

"Yes!"

Moussi insisted.

Gu ran chuckled, and the smile was cold, "love? That word, or which word? Mousran, is there a problem with my understanding? Is your 'Bon Voyage' full of love and concern for me? Or did your "don't read" reveal your deep affection for me?? If so, I can only say that the love you give me is too deep for me to understand!! Mu siran, I can't understand every word... "

"Have a nice trip?"?? "Don't read..."

Mousse was amazed at the contents of the letter in her mouth.

Finally, mu siran noticed that there seemed to be a problem with a crucial node, "Gu Xiaosan, what is the content of the letter you received?"

"Have you forgotten your own letters?"

Gu ran struggled out of his confinement, went to the table, opened the drawer, and took out a piece of white stationery.

This is the letter that has been sealed for a long time.

Before, Gu ran fell in the United States and didn't take it.

I went back to the United States to study a few days ago. I saw this letter again. Somehow, on a whim, I put the letter in my bag and brought it back.

Gu ran handed the letter to him, "since you forgot, take a good look!"

Mu Si ran took the letter from Gu ran suspiciously.

Just looking at the white paper in his hand, Mu Si ran was very sure. It was not the long letter he wrote to Gu ran at all.

He used special stationery instead of such a printing paper.

Mu Si unfolded the white paper incomprehensibly and stopped when he met the handwriting on it.

At first glance, this letter really looks like my own notes.

But after a closer look, I found that this was his handwriting!

The content of the letter changed from his first long paragraph of deep feeling and comfort to two simple sentences... - have a nice trip, don't read!!

Cold and without emotion.

Write: Mu siran!!

The letter was crumpled into a crumpled paper ball in Mu Si Ran's big hand.

His steep face was as cold as a layer of frost.

The sharp outline is as deep as a knife.

In the dark eyes, there was a complex emotion flashing, secretive, staring at Gu ran.

But Gu ran couldn't see through and guess.

Mu Si ran gasped, his chest fluctuated violently for a few times, held the letter paper and tightened his strength.

Asked Gu ran, "where did the letter come from?"

His voice was deep and hoarse.

Without the hostility just now, instead, it is a kind of coolness that softens Gu Ran's heart.

"The letter is taken from the mailbox. Each of us has his own mailbox, and the keys are kept by ourselves."

Gu ran frowned and looked at him suspiciously, "is there a problem with the letter?"

Mu Si ran took a deep look at her and the letter in his hand.

In my heart, there are all kinds of flavors

Sour, and bitter, thicker!

Choking in his throat made it difficult for him to even speak.

"Mu Si ran?"

Gu ran looked at his red eyes and called him out with worry.

Mu Si ran took a deep breath, and his chest was stuffy and painful.

Suddenly, as soon as I explored my arm, I took her in front of me and held her in my arms.

The ape's arms closed around her, his chin against her head, and he really felt her existence.

"Gu Xiaosan..."

His voice is very hoarse.

The throat is like being cut with a knife. People can't help but feel worried.

Big hands stroked her soft hair gently again and again.

"You said what we missed in the past two years..."

He didn't ask her, but a sigh from his heart.

That kind of obscurity, inexplicably let Gu ran listen, and he couldn't help wetting his eyes.

She struggled gently in his arms. "Is there something wrong with the letter I received?"

Mu Si Ran's deep eyes settled on her delicate face.

Two years later, she is still so young, beautiful and simple.

That pair of smart water eyes, just like when I was a child, let people just look at it and move for a while.

And what about him?

After thirty years, he was disabled and ill.

Beautiful she should not fall into this painful abyss with him.

Two years ago, a misunderstanding made her avoid the abyss of pain. Two years later, seeing that she was about to step into the door of happiness, why did he bother to pull her down into the bitter water?

"Is there something wrong with the letter I received?"

Gu ran asked again in a hurry.

Looking up at him, his eyes are full of expectation

Mu Si ran felt a pain in his chest, as if he had been hit hard with a hammer.

He almost blurted out the word "yes".

Finally

He shook his head. "No."

The voice was thick and ugly. "There's no problem with the letter."

Gu Ran's heart hurt.

Tears almost slipped out of my eyes.

Mu Si ran, do you know? In fact, as long as you say there is a problem, I am willing to believe it!!

Even if I can recognize your handwriting

Mu Si ran encircled her again.

Rubbed in his arms, he felt her taste and the warmth that made him palpitate... His eyes were hot and his throat was dry. He heard him say, "Gu Xiaosan, you and me... The edge is too deep, but the share is too thin..."

No one knew that he said such a sentence with a painful heart.

He patted her on the back of the head as a comfort, "I'll go first, have a rest early, good night."

Then he let her go.

Take a deep look at her, turn around and walk out.

Gu ran looked at his back as he left. Tears had already wet his eyes unconsciously.

"Mu Si ran..."

"If love is deep, why is it strange that the fate is shallow..."

Gu ran whispered and sobbed, his voice fell and his tears fell

Gu Ran is

I came into the villa for the first time.

This is a dowry gift from mu siran.

She didn't want to come here, but she suddenly passed by today. When she remembered it, she came in by magic.

Unscrew the porch door and walk in. When I see the familiar scene inside, I hold my jaw slightly.

Gu ran was surprised that the layout inside was the same as that of the independent apartment they lived in two years ago.

At that moment, Gu ran almost had an illusion, as if she had returned to the past in a moment.

Back to that stubborn and simple age

At that time, she was like a small tail. She stuck to him every day and couldn't shake it off.

In a trance, she saw herself entangled in him again, asking him to cook noodles for herself and to be his wife... In fact, at that time, she didn't quite understand the relationship between men and women.

The only thing she knows, maybe, is that she likes him, likes to stick to him, likes to nest around him... The only thing she wants is, a stick is a lifetime! A nest is a life!

The past, like a movie, clearly showed in her mind... Tears blurred her eyes.

Gu ran walked upstairs along the stairs.

Passing by his room, he turned the door handle and wanted to go in, but he was inexplicably nervous... The hand holding the door handle was slightly tight.

When I open the door and see everything empty inside, my heart is still unexpectedly disappointed.

In fact, she knew early in the morning that there would be no trace of his life in it, but she was still looking forward to and hoping... When she came out of her bedroom, she went to her own room again.

I thought it would be like the empty room just now. However, when I opened the door, I saw... Every trace of my life.

Gu ran stood at the door in shock and didn't dare to step in easily.

Tears completely blurred her eyes and almost made her unable to see everything in front of her.

On the glass dresser, her former daily necessities are displayed.

On the waterbed / is still the set of broken flower bed sheets she used two years ago, neatly laid there, but there is no trace of yellowing.

Gu ran walked in slowly. For a moment, it was like walking in the time shuttle... Those old photos were still in the desk.

In the wardrobe, her old clothes two years ago were stacked neatly.

Even after two years, there was no trace of yellowing in the clothes and clothes, no damp and moldy, and some were just the faint smell of grass... Just like the light and distracting smell on him!

Gu ran picked up one, put it in his hand, caressed it carefully, took it to the tip of his nose and sniffed... It seemed that it was all his taste!

For a moment, she filled her empty heart.

Gu ran quickly took off his clothes and picked a set of clothes in the cabinet to put on.

Paralyze your tired self on the big bed / bed, close your eyes, smell the vanilla flavor that belongs to him alone, and slowly go to sleep.

Accompanied by his taste, it's like being held in his reassuring arms... Let her sleep deeply.

It seems that Gu ran hasn't had a good sleep since the last abortion accident. It's rare that he can sleep so firmly today.

It feels good.

"Methotrexate methotrexate -"

"Methotrexate methotrexate --"

Gu ran was awakened by a burst of urgent cell phone ringing.

She turned over vaguely and casually touched the cell phone next to her.

It took a long time to pick up the phone.

"Hello -"

The lazy voice line is obviously bleary.

"Xiao ran."

Yang Chengyu called, "are you sleeping? Did I disturb you? "

Gu ran rubbed his eyes. He woke up from his sleep and looked at the time on his mobile phone. It was already ten o'clock in the evening. He slept for more than four hours.

Gu ran hurriedly sat up and said, "what are you looking for me?"

"The day after tomorrow is our wedding. Haven't you forgotten?"

Yang Chengyu seems to make fun of her deliberately.

Gu ran smiled and grabbed the long messy hair on his head, "how can you forget!"