Chapter 404

Referring to the past, Gu ran returned to their college days in a trance.

Thinking of Huo Shiyi, himself at that time, and mu siran two years ago, Gu ran couldn't help bending his mouth slightly. Finally, he concluded, "Huo Shiyi and I have always been friends! It's that simple. "

Gu ran didn't know how he got here. He had the patience to explain to her for such a long time.

"What about you? You don't like him either? "

"I don't like him!"

Gu ran answered truthfully.

Looking at myself in the mirror, my eyes became darker and darker, and murmured in a low voice, "I have someone I like..."

"Your brother?"

Zhao BEI'ER asked knowingly.

Gu ran glanced at her, didn't speak, and scattered his bun on his head.

Zhao BEI'ER quickly lowered her voice and approached her and said, "do you still like your brother? Aren't you getting married? "

"Don't mention him."

Gu ran didn't want to talk about him. When he said it, he would only block his heart.

Zhao BEI'ER glanced at Gu ran with a guilty heart and asked, "can I ask you why you and your brother broke up?"

Gu ran took a breath and felt a little stuffy in his chest. "He was divided before he went to the United States two years ago."

"Why?"

Zhao BEI'ER asked eagerly again.

Gu ran looked at her suspiciously, "why do you suddenly gossip about things between me and my brother?"

"You answer me first. Why did you break up?"

"He doesn't love me!"

Zhao BEI'ER bit her lower lip, hesitated and asked Gu ran, "is your brother well?"

"Sick?"

Gu ran looked at her inexplicably, "what disease? When did my brother get sick? "

"Ah?"

Zhao BEI'ER was embarrassed and a few discomfort flashed across her cheek.

He grabbed his handbag and tightened his strength.

"Zhao BEI'ER, what are you talking about?"

Gu ran asked her for no reason.

Zhao BEI'ER bowed her head and was so guilty that she didn't dare to look after ran.

She didn't expect that two years later, Gu ran didn't know about her brother's illness.

The more Zhao BEI'ER was like this, the more Gu ran decided that she was hiding something from herself.

"Zhao BEI'ER!!"

Gu ran warned her and couldn't help raising some decibels.

"All right! Don't shout... "

Zhao BEI'ER took a breath and tried to calm her heart.

She looked up and looked at Gu ran, who was red eyed across the street. After hesitating for dozens of seconds, she summoned up her courage, "actually... Actually two years ago..."

"What is it?"

Gu ran was even more anxious when he saw her swallowing and spitting.

Zhao BEI'ER was so nervous that she kept breathing in and out. Finally, she simply closed her eyes and said the following words in one breath, "in fact, I switched the letter you received from your brother two years ago..."

"You... What are you talking about?"

Zhao BEI'ER tightened her strength by holding her handbag.

Cold pallor appeared between the fingers.

She didn't know what evil she had hit. When she received the invitation from her fiance and saw that the groom column was not her Gu Ran's brother, she suddenly thought of the letter she had swapped two years ago... And she didn't know what happened in those years. She took the letter seriously for her. As soon as she received it... She received it for two years!

Finally, she even managed to bring the letter.

In fact, Zhao BEI'ER wanted to come later. Whether Gu ran or his brother was kind to her.

At that time, I would not have been so easy if I had not been helped and supported by them all the way.

And she Gu ran, although she didn't care about anything on the surface, like a cold-blooded person, she stood up for her when she needed help most.

Ask for the best doctor in the hospital for her and accompany her to the cold Department... It may be because of these kindness in the past that she managed to save this letter for them today.

She didn't mean to save it for her. She just put it in the drawer at will. Unexpectedly, it would be two years!

"Actually..."

"Two years ago, your brother wrote you a very long letter, which was changed by me..."

Zhao BEI'ER's voice trembled.

Gu ran was stunned

The water eyes tightened and stared at Zhao BEI'ER in shock. For several seconds, they couldn't slow down from their Zheng Hubei.

Again, her eyes turned red.

Because she thought of the expression when Mu Si ran saw the short letter she gave him that night... She thought of the letter he told her was full of his definite love for her for so many years.

"Where's the letter?"

Gu Ran's voice trembled badly.

"Where's the letter!! Where's my letter?! "

Gu ran was so excited that he suddenly raised the volume.

Holding Zhao BEI'ER's shoulder with both hands, she kept shaking her body, "you give me my letter!! Where's my letter? Zhao BEI'ER! "

Before Gu ran could see the letter, he was so excited that his eyes were wet and his nose was sour.

Zhao BEI'ER was a little dizzy by her. She felt the letter out of her bag in a panic, "I brought it..."

As soon as he took it out, Gu ran grabbed it.

She spread out the letter paper in a panic, and her fingers shook very badly.

Stationery, after two years of baptism, has begun to turn yellow.

The handwriting on the paper is still clearly visible.

It's his handwriting, so vigorous and powerful.

And Gu ran saw the beginning

In the first sentence, tears wet her cheeks... "Dear saner, see you!"!

When you receive this letter, you must be surprised. Why do people still place their thoughts in such an old way these days.

……

……

I hope you will seriously reconsider after reading the letter and don't make a hasty decision for yourself and me.

I'm sick.

Suffering from leukemia.

Don't be in a hurry to shed tears and don't cry. Tell you this fact. I don't want to see your tears. Be obedient and be good... You probably know that I suffered from leukemia when I was a child. With the efforts of my parents, I was lucky to be cured at that time, but today, my condition has relapsed.

I'm afraid you're sad, I'm afraid you're worried about me, I don't want to see you cry for me, and I don't want you to think about food and tea because of me.

I don't want you to know and I'm afraid I can't accompany you forever, so I try to push you away and keep you away from me... In fact, the so-called Heyu dream wedding in my mouth is lying to you. I just want to keep you away from me!

I'm naive, aren't I? But it seems to work.

You are jealous, and you shed tears for me

I really deserve it. In my lifetime, I didn't try to make you happy, but I did everything possible to make you cry!

I'm no different from an idiot!

Baby, remember that night three years ago?

I yelled at you angrily and scared you into crying.

Later, I cruelly kicked you out of the door.

In my impression, that's me

For the first time.

Moreover, still make such a big fire!

I know I must have scared you that day.

In fact, that night, I was annoyed not by you, but by myself!

As a brother ten years older than you, you were only fifteen years old at that time!

You're just a child!

But I already have the desire to occupy your bath!

I think I must have scared you!

I was annoyed by such disgusting myself, so when you were still ignorant to drill into my arms, I angrily yelled at you and drove you away.

In fact, it has always been like a thin cotton needle, stuck in the bottom of my heart and couldn't be pulled out.

I always wonder if Mu Si ran at that time had already moved his heart to Gu Xiaosan, so he wanted to possess her and take her for himself... Is it because this deviant thing happened that Mu Si, 25, began to resist Gu Xiaosan's simple and active love and was afraid of the shameless thing that happened three years ago, Afraid of falling in love with his innocent and inviolable child... Yes! In Mu siran's heart, Gu Xiaosan has always been a child, naive, pure and capricious.

And love are irrelevant.

But even so, even with more resistance and more psychological resistance, Mu Si ran still fell in love with Gu Xiaosan.

Moreover, love is so true!!

Saner

I want you to stay, stay with me and don't go anywhere.

Not to America, not to distant cities

Just like before, he chased after me like a little follower.

Naughty broke the heating in his room. It was noisy and too cold. He had to sleep with me.

Suddenly I miss you hanging around my neck and leaning in my arms.

I don't know if my body can hold you up and let you hang in my arms in the future, but I know that as long as I am still alive and have one breath, I will have the strength to hold you in my arms.

Saner, maybe you think it's selfish for me to keep you as a patient. Obviously, we can't guarantee a long life together, but we still want to hope for future happiness... Yes! I admit that I can't promise you to grow old together, but I can promise you that I will try my best in my life to grow old together with you.

Baby, I apologize to you for the harm caused to you by my willful behavior these days. I'm sorry! I'm willing to go back and plead guilty at your disposal.

I've already figured out what to do for you. For example, you can be angry and ignore me for three days!

However, it can't be longer than three days, or you will torture me crazy.

For another example, you can punish me for cooking for you every day, and then you make a small face and tell me that this meal is much worse than sister-in-law Li's cooking, which needs to be improved next time.

San'er, in fact, when I wrote this letter, I thought for a long time. Finally, I thought, no matter what the result, you have the right to choose. We have no right to decide your future for you.

So I chose to tell you all the truth.

But promise me, don't be sad, don't be sad, and don't shed tears.

Because, as I write this letter, my mood is beautiful and joyful!

I want you to stay.

Death is not terrible, but I'm afraid... When I live, when I breathe... I can't feel your existence!!

Pushing you aside is the most difficult period of time since I have lived for 28 years.

I miss you