The pain was worse than seeing Li qiaoniang's dowry. The most vulnerable, secret and confined ring in my heart almost burst with my bones and blood She pinched the bottle, desperately trying to crush it, but it was extremely strong and undamaged She shook the bottle crazily. Seeing the green liquid inside, it was so beautiful that she hissed and cried, "Qin Shangcheng, I really hate you. I hate you all my life! The person I hate most is you, I hate you..."
"Qin Shangcheng, I hate you!"
"Hate - die - you -"
"Qin Shang Cheng -"
"This -- generation -- son -- all -- hate -- you -"
One by one, echoed in the woods, until hoarse, until dusk
It was not until he couldn't hear such a tear in his heart and lungs that King Qin slowly came out of the woods and stood stuffy for a while. He didn't know whether it was sweat or tears in the corners of his eyes
He rolled up his sleeve, wiped the corners of his eyes, and then said to himself, "it's no use for me to stay! I really have to go back to the sea, alas!"
With this sigh, I felt sad in the hot summer. I wiped the sweat from the corners of my eyes again and strode away
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It is not a famous mountain and ancient temple, but it is also quiet and quiet
The road up the mountain is full of trees. Here, the heat quietly stopped
The setting sun was projected on the rust red big copper door, flashing an infinite loneliness and silence. It was silent, and the grass was luxuriant, such as the broken Song Dynasty. The brilliance of the past fell off, leaving this old rust red, proving that its incense was strong in the past
Hua Rong walked up slowly, reached out, grabbed the copper lock, and shook it vigorously for a few times
After a while, I heard the hurried footsteps, and the copper door opened Lu Da appeared at the door with a thin Zen stick at the mouth of the bowl, surprised and delighted: "A Mei..."
Hua Rong forced a smile, and Ruda found that she was haggard and carrying a bag in her hand He was surprised: "sister, what's the matter?"
Hua Rong didn't open her mouth and stood stiffly in place
"Sister, what happened?"
She turned her head, tears were about to burst out, and her voice choked: "brother Lu, I'm coming to you..."
Ruda was startled and hurriedly said, "come in and have a cup of herbal tea."
Hua Rong followed him in, just not talking all the way Ruda took her into the deep meditation room with flowers and trees. She sat down on a big wooden chair. Ruda handed her a large bowl of herbal tea and she drank it in one gulp
After she drank tea, Ruda asked, "sister, what happened?"
Hua Rong couldn't help it anymore, but she felt that the world was so big that there was no one to talk to. The pain suppressed in the bottom of her heart always had to be said, otherwise, she would really collapse Just like when King Qin came to the door in Xiangzhou and Zhao Deji forced concubine Na, there was only one family member left in the world who could talk She put down the tea bowl and burst into tears: "brother Lu, I want to live here..."
When Luda understood the whole story, he took the great Zen staff and knocked heavily on the ground, banging the slate with a loud bang, and became furious: "Yue Peng raised this boy, dare to be so ungrateful, and when the family went to find him, his spine was also broken..."
He and Hua Yue knew each other for a long time, especially Hua Rong. During his days in Zhongjiazhuang, he took care of them and taught them bow and arrow skills. He treated them like sisters and daughters; His feelings for her are much thicker than Yue Peng's relatives. Hearing that she was wronged, why didn't he get angry?
Seeing Hua Rong crying, he shouted, "Yue Pengju, since he has failed you, why do you cry for him? You must live well, otherwise, you will be sorry for yourself?"
King Qin scolded bitterly at the beginning, and Hua Rong transferred all her hatred to Yue Pengju. Originally, she wanted to live a good life, so she went to Donglin temple to take refuge in Luda Now hearing that Lu Da and King Qin coincided, she sobbed and whispered, "I'm gone, and Peng Ju doesn't look for me..."
After years of meditation, Lu Da's temper has been much restrained, and he is much calmer. The onlooker is clear. After comforting Hua Rong for a few words, he said tactfully and objectively: "SA Jia is familiar with Yue Pengju. He is honest and upright. He is a rare man of justice. He is very bloody. How can he be so fickle? Is there any misunderstanding between you? A Mei, why has Li qiaoniang really entered the door?"
Hua Rong had dried her tears at this time. Hearing Ruda say so, she was stunned Along the way, she thought about it thousands of times, but she was dizzy and couldn't figure out a clue Now I suddenly think of King Qin's words "Grandpa Kang, Congratulations", and my heart is shocked Why did Kang Gonggong come? If she learned that father-in-law Kang was coming that day, she would definitely not leave, and there would be something strange in it
Now think carefully, King Qin scolded himself and Yue Pengju, but said father-in-law Kang and Li qiaoniang had the support of the Empress Dowager. What does this mean?
She hesitated, "this woman was rewarded by the emperor."
Lu Da leaned heavily on the Zen stick, and Hua Rong felt his ears buzzing. Lu Da was furious: "your husband and wife have lived and died for the bird emperor, and Yue Peng raised his eyebrows and burned. He was so suspicious of you two... Which one can't bear!"
He mentioned that Yue Pengju's eyebrows were burned, and Hua Rong's heart was sour again. Is it really so easy for Peng Ju to "lose heart and be unlucky" for his life and death over the years? On reflection, Peng Ju's "concubinage" was full of doubts, even the bag of new clothes he put in the wardrobe If it was for Li qiaoniang, how could it be put in her wardrobe to stimulate herself? It turned out that he bought it for himself
In his busy schedule, he was also thinking about buying clothes for himself. What kind of mood did Peng Ju have?
What's more, before leaving that morning, I saw that Peng Ju was still in old clothes If he wants to "take a concubine", how can he not change a shirt? Many doubts ignored in the past came to mind one by one, and the more I thought, the more wrong I became
But listening to King Qin's words, Yue Pengju clearly has taken a concubine again. In that case, the husband and wife are really cut off. What else?
Lu Da is realistic: "A Mei, the emperor is lonely and suspicious. As you know, the Taizu of this dynasty was founded by a military mutiny, so it is a consistent tradition to prevent military generals. Even if Yue Pengju has no second thoughts, Zhao Deji will be on guard. It is not uncommon to send beautiful women..."
Mellow wine and beautiful women are the best magic weapons to kill the will of literary ministers and military generals Guo Ziyi, a famous general of the Tang Dynasty, was still surrounded by beautiful women at the age of 80 Why? It's not that he is 80 years old, so brave and invincible that he can have sex, but that he is too powerful and has to do so in order to avoid the suspicion of the emperor
"Mei, from the perspective of SA Jia, you and Peng Ju have the biggest hidden danger. You two are too frugal. Peng Ju is now in a high position. You two are so poor. How can Zhao Deji relax?"
Hua Rong was stunned This is something she never thought of The military expenditure was tight, and the people were looted, which was unbearable. Therefore, she never thought that there was anything wrong with using salaries to supplement the military expenditure. Moreover, it still reduced the burden for the imperial court! However, after Lu Da said this, she realized that maybe in Zhao Deji's view, you Yue Peng won every battle, but you don't love anything. You have no desire and no desire. Aren't you greedy for greater?
Therefore, they kept sending beauties, hoping that the heroes would wear away the spirit of the wind and cloud and the heroic ambition or ambition in their hearts in the lingering and tired bed, and be content with the status quo, so as not to overstep
"When the SA family was under the account of the old master, they saw that those slightly ambitious generals were always not allowed by the imperial court. You see, now the four generals in the world, Zhang Jun and Liu Guang, often ran away against the enemy. However, Zhao Deji still trusted them and let them master heavy troops. Judging from the war cases, what qualifications and faces did these two people have to master 100000 troops? It was just Zhang jungreedy and Liu Guang lecherous. Zhao Deji thought that they had no ambition and did not pose a danger..."
Hua Rong thought of Zhang Junjia's "helpless" big silver ball Because it's too big, even thieves can't steal it
She sighed: "do you want Peng Ju to learn from Zhang Jun?"
"He can either learn from Zhang Jun or not tolerate Zhao Deji."
Hua Rong was suddenly enlightened here, and her resentment against her husband slowly faded away. She only felt a little sad. She was afraid that she had left. Peng Ju was still immersed in the newly married Yan'er, and she didn't even notice that she had left? She shook her head: "if so, I'll make him, let it be, let it be, how many beauties the emperor will reward him in the future, he can also rest assured to accept, so as not to be suspected..."
"Mei, if the family finds out that he really took a concubine, he will not forgive him."
"Brother Lu, don't do this. I've decided to divorce him. His marriage is irrelevant."
Ruda knew that she was angry and said angry words. Now she couldn't count. She wouldn't listen to her persuasion and stopped persuasion, but said, "sister, are you hungry? Go and get you something to eat."
"Brother lauru is here."
After a while, the food came up. It was nothing more than porridge. Finally, Ruda magically took out a large pot of dog soup and laughed: "sister, you're lucky. I haven't caught a wild dog for a long time. A wild dog came this afternoon..."
Hua Rong poured out his dirty anger in his heart, and ran around for a long time. He was already hungry and impolite, so he ate with him
After dinner, Ruda arranged her in the laity thatched shed where their husband and wife had lived during their last visit But worried that she was afraid of being alone, the woman felt inappropriate and arranged her in the West Wing of Donglin temple When the incense was in full bloom, it was once the place where rich families from outside came to the temple to do things, and the Taoist temple was built for long-time activities In its heyday, there were also ladies of rich families who lived here in March and may But now it is silent and full of spider webs
Lu Da cleaned the room for her herself. Hua Rong couldn't see it, so he grabbed the first to do it by himself. Together, they quickly cleaned up a room and pushed open the window. But they saw that the flowers and trees were reviving outside, a towering ginkgo tree covered the room luxuriantly, and a circle of wild Wisteria climbed up the eaves of the green brick and green tile. The breeze blew, and it was quiet
Ruda laughed, "sister, you stay first. Tomorrow, I'll see what needs repairing."
"It's already very good. Thank you, brother Lu."
After Ruda left, Hua Rong closed the door and lay on the hard bed, but where could she sleep? This was originally the place where I had an appointment with Peng Ju to retire. Now, I have to come alone What is he doing? Never even look for yourself? Although I thought of a thousand reasons to forgive Peng Ju, what are you doing at this time when I think of Li qiaoniang and his two unexpectedly married? At this thought, I had a splitting headache, but I felt the wind blowing from the open window was cold to the bone, and my hands and feet were also cold with anger I tossed and tossed like this until dawn and then fell asleep slowly