Chapter 147 what to hide
Bai Xi's heart was trembling.
She hoped.
But she understood that there were many things that she did not wish for.
Just like when she was in college, she wanted to marry Qi Feng and have a boy and a girl with two babies.
What happened?
Her hope was stifled in the cruel reality.
"When I was a child, I had a lot of hopes. I wanted my mother to come back, I wanted her to be with me, Dad. I wanted me to have a whole family. There were so many things I hoped for, and I was always disappointed. And I realized that most of the things I hoped for couldn't be realized. Instead of wishing for myself to be sad again and again, it was better to live a life without hope from the beginning. There won't be any more fuss." Bai Xi said with a smile.
Ji Chenling frowned even tighter, and when she heard that she meant no, she asked, "So, you don't want it, you don't want it, do you?"
"Who wants to be disliked? There's no one else, right? After all, no matter what the reason is, it doesn't feel good, right?" Bai Xi said with a smile.
So, she was hoping.
But it didn't sound like what he wanted to hear.
Before he could ask any more questions, he watched Bai Xi turn his attention to the tv and change the subject. "Have you seen spiderman? It's pretty."
"Then do you want spiderman to like it?" Ji Chenling asked in a strange tone.
"Hehe, that's a superhero." Bai Xi put the earplugs on.
Ji Chenling felt uncomfortable.
He said he liked it, which was different from those people.
What is the feeling of unrequited love, like fermented wine, the longer the time, the more intense, intensely want to break through that pass.
But he also knew clearly that after the breakthrough, the two results, one is to be together, the other is never to be together again.
Because he cherished it too much and wanted to be together too much, he could only suppress it.
Moreover, he knew clearly that this was not the time to break through. He turned his face away, closed his eyes, and calmed himself down.
Along the way, Bai Xi was watching tv, eating, and sleeping back and forth.
But she didn't sleep well and always woke up because her ears were uncomfortable, and every time she woke up, Ji Chenling was working.
I don't know if my head is jet lag, lack of oxygen, or not sleeping well.
She secretly looked at his perfect profile.
This man is so beautiful at work. He seems to have a seed in his heart. It begins to take root and sprout.
Ji Chenling worked for a while and habitually looked at Bai Xi.
He caught her eye.
She sat up in a panic and licked her lips. "Well, what time is it? Are we almost there?"
Ji chenling looked at the time on his watch. "4 pm Country s time, two hours to go."
Bai Xi yawned, covered his lips, and looked at him with twinkling eyes.
His eyes were on the computer again and he asked in a deep voice, "What's wrong? You've been looking at me for a long time."
Bai Xi: ..."
Embarrassed, she scratched her forehead nervously. When she habitually brushed her hair, she found her hair in a mess and her face redder.
She pulled the tendons off her skin and ran her fingers through her hair. "Well, I want to eat something, okay?"
"Yes." Ji chenling replied, her eyes still on the computer.
Bai xi ordered, went to the bathroom to brush her teeth, wash up, fix her hair, and came out to see captain han.
"It's landing in two hours. Are you in a city?" Han Ningxi asked softly.
Bai Xi nodded.
"I might know you. Did you study at the first high school in a city?" Han Ningxi continued to ask.
Bai Xi was shocked and nodded.
Han Ningxi smiled. "I'm in the same high school as you, one year below you. You speak on behalf of your students every year. I looked at you from below and wrote you a love letter. You wrote me back."
"Ah?" Bai Xi thought back in high school, there were still a lot of people chasing her. She didn't remember who she was, and Qi Feng caught up with her in the second half of her senior year.
"I don't remember." Bai Xi said.
I asked my female classmates to help me give it to you. You haven't seen me. I asked you to meet me on the playground. I bought a lot of snacks and flowers that day. I received your reply." Han Ningxi said with a smile, showing his white teeth and a clean smile.
"That..."
"Do you remember what you answered?" Han Ningxi asked.
She had an impression that in high school, she was actually a little dumb.
No matter who chased her, she would reply to a letter, and the contents of all the letters were the same.
Basically, I don't know you, but thank you for liking me. Because of this liking, I feel that I should put all my effort into studying. This is the right thing to do at the right time.
The point is, she also gave examples, using many great people's cases, to tell each other the importance of learning, as well as the importance of the college entrance examination to the turning point of life.
It was written in a grand manner, several pages, like a long essay, full of pride and vigor.
As a result, she entered a good university, where she was a class monitor and was still in the student union. When she left the university, she couldn't even find a professional job and entered the hotel as a waitress.
Now that I think about it, that kind of reply really smacked her in the face.
She smiled sheepishly and nodded.
Han Ningxi smiled even more brightly. "Your letter seemed to be my light, illuminating the path I should have taken. From that day on, I had been studying hard and wanted to enter your university, but your university score was too high. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to get into it. If I retake it, I would be two years below you. I, Dad, suggested that I take the air force academy, and I like to fly too."
It sounded so inspirational that she felt inferior to herself.
"You're doing well now. Come on." Bai Xi cheered him up.
Can I ask you for your phone number? When I get back, I'll treat you to dinner and thank you very much. If it weren't for your letter, I would have married and given birth to a child by now and taken over our pancake stand to sell pancakes."
Bai Xi didn't give him his cell phone number and followed his words, "That must be the most handsome pancake vendor. He's a small boss. He's an internet celebrity."
Han Ningxi smiled brightly.
Ji Chenling's face turned pale, and he walked over to them, scanning them coldly.
Han Ningxi found Ji Chenling and asked in a low voice, "That man, your boyfriend?"
Bai Xi also saw Ji Chenling and shook his head. "My boss. I'm going back first."
Han Ningxi also entered the airport.
When Bai Xi passed Ji Chenling, he held her arm, pressed her against the wall and said unhappily, "What did you see me hiding from?"