Chapter 158 I fell in love with a man who was Ji Chenling
Bai Xi looked at him calmly.
Ji Chenling's eyes were too deep, too dark, and there were too many deposits, just like the vast ocean, many things that she could not touch and would never understand.
She's just an ant, how can she ask him to do anything?
"No, thank you, Ceo ji." Bai Xi said lightly.
Ji Chenling's eyes grew colder and asked seriously, "It's not that you don't need it anymore. The person who really upset you isn't that man, but me, right?"
He made it clear. From the moment she got in the car, he could tell that she was different. To be exact, from the moment she was rescued, he could tell that she was different.
Bai Xi raised the corner of his mouth.
He was her boss, the one who came into her life forcefully. From the moment he appeared, he was in control of her life, just like the master of the game.
Can she be unhappy with him?
No!
She still owed him ten million. If she didn't give him a job, and if she broke the contract, she owed him ten million. If she didn't pay him back in her life, she would have accumulated more children.
She didn't dare! No way!
"How could it be?" Her eyes were full of self-deprecation and disdain, which was a mockery of herself.
What kind of person was she? When she was angry, she was completely irrational, impulsive and resolute, and never worried about the consequences.
That kind of her, hurt more and more each time.
She used to be young, but now she's 26.
No longer so willful, so impulsive, so ignorant and fearless.
She had a responsibility to take good care of grandma and the children.
With a ding, the elevator door opened.
Bai Xi looked away and walked out of the elevator.
Ji chenling opened the door of the presidential suite.
Bai Xi immediately saw the white piano on the high platform in front of the window.
How long has it been since she played the piano, ten years?
When she was young, her mother forced her to play. She couldn't play well and didn't even give her food.
There was a time when she liked to play the piano herself.
Now, the piano was a luxury she could not afford.
She walked to the piano and opened the lid. The black and white keys were pure and beautiful.
I don't know who said that music can soothe people's emotions, vent their frustrations, and be quiet in the good.
In fact, she was very sad right now.
She fell in love with a man, but found that she could not even reach the edge of that man.
I feel sorry for myself, I also mourn for the wrong feelings, and I blame myself for being stupid.
He showed up, only a month later, how could she fall in love so quickly? It was foolish to let herself fall in love.
No, no.
She sat in front of the piano and played "The silence of the night sky" with the music in her memory. It was one of her favorite music.
The beautiful music flowed from the fingers, as if playing every regret button over and over again.
Ji chenling leaned against the bookshelf and looked at her playing the piano. She was quiet, elegant and perfect as if she had been deliberately refined.
A stream of fresh water flowed into his heart and flowed through his blood. He could not see anything else except her.
After listening to it a few times, he knew how to do it. He sat next to Bai Xi and created a tune that jumped out of his fingertips.
He was even more professional than those who had passed the national level ten.
Bai Xi felt inferior because he was sitting next to her and she was too nervous to play the wrong note.
He immediately filled it up for her and looked at her as if he was guiding her, his eyes soft and doting.
She noticed his gaze and couldn't concentrate on the piano at all. She played two more wrong notes. She was upset, stopped playing and withdrew her hand.
Some people's purity is just to make people feel ashamed.
"What's wrong?" Ji Chenling asked.
"You play very well." Bai Xi said.
"You play well, but you're too nervous. Do you know waltz?" Ji Chenling consoled, his fingertips skillfully playing the waltz.
"No." Bai Xi refused directly.
"Where's the sunflower?" Ji Chenling asked.
"No."
Ji chenling's eyes darkened and he withdrew his hand. He looked at her and remained silent.
Her breath fell on her face.
Bai Xi lowered his eyes.
She knew that as an employee, she shouldn't have rejected the boss's interest.
But she was in a really bad mood and couldn't muster up the energy to go along with him.
Perhaps, after she gets some sleep, the next day, she will be able to adjust her mood.
"Ji Chenling, I'm a little sleepy. I want to rest first, okay?" Bai Xi said as kindly as possible.
"Then rest first. There are two rooms. You choose first." Ji chen said in a deep voice.
Without a choice, she went straight into the room on her right, went in, locked the door, lay on the bed, closed her eyes, and quietly felt the pain in her heart.
When she was depressed in the past, the doctor told her not to put everything in your heart and pretend that you were fine. It was a dangerous move because you gave up even saving yourself. It was also a kind of venting if you wanted to say something that made you sad.
She sat up and brushed her hair across her forehead.
Depression is a terrible thing, and the whole mental world collapses.
A little disappointment would make her not want to stay in this world, or even want to leave with her child.
Unable to sleep, unable to sleep, lost interest in the things that he once loved, and even found it boring to sleep.
Always calm in the sad mood, watching others laugh, I don't know why to smile, I always feel lonely.
There is no joy in life, and no sorrow in death.
She couldn't let herself have another relapse and looked at the landline on the bedside table.
She wanted to call someone and talk to them. Maybe it would be better.
She picked up the landline and played a few random numbers, all empty.
When she dialed the sixth number, she actually got through.
She herself was surprised.
"Hello." He was a man, speaking pure english.
"Hello." Bai Xi was a little excited. She spoke mandarin a and realized that the other person was speaking english. She said in english, "Although I don't know you, please don't hang up. I'll just say a few words and take a few minutes of your time."
The other party was silent.
"I fell in love with a person who was outstanding, perfect, capable, and able to solve any problem in the shortest time possible." Bai Xi said in chinese, pausing to sort out his thoughts and ease his sorrowful emotions.
The other party waited patiently. After a while, Bai Xi remained silent.
"You don't sound in a good mood now." The other party spoke in a purer mandarin.
Bai Xi felt the urge to cry when she heard him speak in mandarin a. It was as if he was standing on a foreign street crying. A man from country a handed her a napkin and asked, "Are you okay?"