Chapter 185 I've been by your side, and I can't help it.
Bai Xi was startled and backed away.
Ji chenling looked at her as she dodged, her eyes tinged with anger.
She avoided him because she didn't want to accept him!
With this thought, he felt very uncomfortable and frowned.
Her attitude was so unpredictable that he could clearly feel that she and Xiao Ye were already dead in name, but there seemed to be nothing between her and him.
Bai Xi didn't dare look at him. "Well, I'll burn some paper money for my grandmother."
"He didn't arrest Tian Tian to hurt Tian Tian, but to keep you in check. The right thing to do is to avoid him as much as possible before I come back, even if he gets angry! He can't threaten you for a day. He won't do anything to Tian Tian for a day. Are you clear?" Ji Chenling said seriously.
Bai Xi understood. She was afraid that Xiao Ye would get angry, break the bowl and hurt Tian Tian directly..
He was the kind of person who was irrational and ridiculous.
She did not say these words. Afraid that Ji Chenling would be worried, she nodded.
Ji Chenling let go of her hand.
Bai Xi went to burn paper money.
He went back to work.
Bai Xi saw that he didn't look well.
She didn't mean to avoid it, but she didn't reject his kiss. She just couldn't get over it in front of grandma's spirit hall.
"Ji Chenling." Bai Xi shouted.
He ignored her.
She knew he was angry. "I didn't mean it."
Ji chenling looked at her, his eyes still cold. "So it's a subconscious rejection?"
"I'm on a wake." Bai Xi explained.
Ji Chenling looked deeply at Bai Xi.
He spent more time abroad than at home, and he didn't understand these customs.
Perhaps he had overstepped.
"If there are any taboos, you can tell me in advance." Ji chen said in a deep voice, his eyes still on the computer.
Bai Xi lay on the sofa and looked at him. "Thank you."
Thank him for coming over and staying by her side.
If he hadn't come over, she wouldn't have been able to handle it by herself. Maybe she would have fainted in the hospital by now. She couldn't keep a good vigil, let alone send grandma away.
And thank him for helping her.
In fact, just looking at him like that and staying by his side, she was already very satisfied.
Time, minute by minute.
The monk knocked at the door after five o' clock.
The french style started at six, and the villagers generally got up very early. The village head's wife brought a few Haruki people to help her until eight in the morning.
At 8: 18, the taoist priest led the way, accompanied by the trumpeters.
Grandma was clearly buried in her own field not far from home. The taoist priest said that the farther the better the way, the greater the circle from the village.
It was their custom to send a man to carry a coffin among the male family members.
Only Ji Chenling could resist.
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling, who was walking in front to help, as if he was no longer a high god, not desecrated, not close to.
Instead, he could be with her, with tea, rice, oil, salt, and a safe and reliable man...
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When grandma was buried, Bai Xi was still in a state of excitement. He knelt on the ground and watched the earth drown the urn.
That was the real separation of yin and yang.
From now on, there is no one named Qin Xiulian in the world.
Neither of the two people grandma was waiting for came back.
She could no longer see her grandmother's smile, could not eat her food, and had not let her live a good life.
All sorts of emotions welled up in her heart. The helper set up the tablet, and the taoist priest made a french gesture to say that she could leave. She knelt down in front of the tombstone and cried.
Ji Chenling was with her all the time, listening to her cry, his heart was also astringent, "Xiao Xi, sad, just let the relatives hurt, the enemy is quick, your grandmother saw you sad, and she was not at ease, the buddhist family is particular about reincarnation, the christian said that death is the end of atonement, in my opinion, to live well, is to comfort them."
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling with red eyes, tears still in his eyes.
She knew that he was right. When she cried like this, grandma would feel sorry for her and would not rest in peace, but... Sad emotions would spread everywhere.
"You know, your grandmother's wish is for you to live well, so you pretend to live well. In the future, try your best to live well. That's what you have to do." Ji chenling said, helping her up.
Bai Xi nodded.
At the same time, she was so cute and pitiful.
Ji Chenling rubbed her head painfully. "From today on, you have to work hard for the better of tomorrow. Don't let yourself be wronged or bullied. You were too kind, too gentle, and too easy to forgive. Some people are not worth forgiving."
She didn't forgive people easily, but she didn't want to spend her time with them.
But it seemed that the more it was like this, the more it was like escaping.
"Come on, let's go back." Ji Chenling held her hand.
Bai Xi looked at his hand and did not struggle. He turned around and looked at grandma. He followed him and went back together.
When they arrived at grandma's house, Haruki was already seated, and the people on the stage were still acting.
The villagers were very happy to see it, and there were people cheering and clapping.
The departure of relatives, sadness, and the closest people around them, after all, grandma's departure, can not affect the lives of others.
This is human nature. When you are sad, you have to stand up and live a better life. That is the consolation for the dead.
The village head's wife asked Bai Xi and the others to sit down.
"Drink?" The village head held the white wine bottle and asked ji chenling with a smile.
"Village head, he didn't sleep all night." Bai Xi refused implicitly.
"Oh." The village head put away the wine bottle in disappointment.
In the past, when someone died and the deceased was buried in peace, the family members of the deceased wanted to thank their hometown.
She had no relatives to help her. The village head was busy, and Bai Xi felt sorry.
"Village head, I salute you." Bai Xi poured himself white wine.
Ji chenling took her bowl. "You haven't been in a good mood these days. You've been crying too long today. Eat more. I'll pay respects to the village head."
Bai Xi's heart was filled with strange emotions, a feeling of being treasured, treasured, and valued. "Then... Drink less."
Ji Chenling raised his glass and said to the village head, "Thank you for your help to Xiao Xi. Here's to you."
In the past, only others respected ji chen ling, not many people needed ji chen ling.
Bai Xi was touched.
The village head was also happy not to want it, said: "We do not drink this wine, you are a city person, have not drunk our own rice bar, that wine is good to drink. Daughter-in-law, go and bring our wine collection."
"Okay!" The village head's wife instructed him to get the wine.
Bai Xi was worried that Ji Chenling's health could not bear it.
Ji Chenling suddenly took her hand, looked at her, and looked at her with concern. He smiled.
When ji chenling smiled, his facial features were softened and his face was beautiful, as if the Xing Chen in the sky would be eclipsed...