Chapter 366 I can't bear to break up
He went out with a bowl of porridge and placed it in front of Tian Tian, "Be careful, it's hot."
"Mom and dad, be careful. Tian Tian is about to eat." Tian Tian said sweetly, lowering his head to eat porridge.
Ji Chenling looked at Tian Tian gently and sat beside Bai Xi.
Bai Xi looked at him subconsciously.
There were many seats, but he sat beside her like an old married couple.
The sour and astringent feeling in Bai Xi's heart
"Crow has cracked the other party's account. It's Zhou Jing's, not Lin Lihua's." Ji Chenling said.
"Zhou Jing?" Bai Xi was silent for a moment. "She wants to please Lin Lihua. It's normal for her to send money through her account."
"I've arranged for a lawyer to sue tomorrow. Be prepared." Ji Chenling reminded.
"I'll pay for the lawyer. You've helped me a lot."
"The lawyer is my friend. I don't have to pay. If you feel bad about it, you can buy me another present." Ji Chenling said.
Speaking of gifts, Bai Xi remembered.
She went to get her card bag, took out both of Ji Chenling's cards, and put them in front of Ji Chenling. "This card for work cost a lot of money. I'll make a detailed note these days and send it to your mailbox. I've written down the details of this month's work handover and sent it to your mailbox."
"I took back this card for work. Keep the card that you gave me personally and put it on you, just in case you need it. Sometimes I'm busy. If I can't get in touch with you, I'll use it first." Ji chenling received a gold card for work.
"You've already given me ten million. How could I possibly need to spend so much money? I can't use it all my life." Bai Xi stuffed another card into Ji Chenling's wallet.
"You can always use it. It's always good to keep it." Ji Chenling took the card out again and put it on the table.
Bai Xi sighed. "If you do this, I won't be able to bear to break up. Don't think of yourself as a big enemy. It's not worth it."
"I know if it's worth it." Ji chenling said in a deep voice, "Have breakfast. It's cold."
Bai Xi's eyes were red. He lowered his head and ate breakfast.
In her heart, it was as if there was a big rock pressing down on her. She was very uncomfortable and uncertain about the future. She even had the illusion that they would never see each other again after their separation.
Tears rolled down the bowl.
She realized that she was agitated. She took the bowl and went to the kitchen to wipe her tears, take a deep breath, and then take a deep breath.
Ji chenling came in with an empty bowl. "Do you still have porridge?"
"Yes." Bai Xi kept his head down, not letting him see his eyes. He took Ji Chenling's bowl, filled it with porridge, and handed it to him.
Ji Chenling did not answer and looked down at her.
"What's wrong?" Bai Xi looked at him.
Tears had been wiped away, but her eyes were still red.
Ji Chenling looked at her gentle face and felt as if she had been poisoned.
He knew a little about Xiao Xi's character and temper.
She was like this every time. She endured even when she felt bad. She was afraid to make those who loved her worry and those who hated her proud.
But his heart ached.
"Why don't you ask me why I broke up with you?" Ji Chenling asked, his eyes misty as he looked at her.
Bai Xi raised a gentle smile and said softly, "I don't want to misunderstand you. That way, I will love you even more."
"What if it wasn't a misunderstanding, but you were abandoned?" Ji Chenling asked, frowning, and a painful look flashed across his deep eyes, which contained pity and heartache for her.
"If I'm not wrong, it must be related to the person you love, right?" Bai Xi asked softly.
Ji Chenling pursed his lips and did not speak.
"You look cold, unkind, and difficult to get close to. In fact, you value your feelings more than anyone else. Because you value your feelings more, you won't give easily, and you won't let people into your world easily. You don't care about money, you don't care about fame, but you care about the people you love." Bai Xi said with a smile.
"I'm sorry." Ji Chenling apologized.
He grew up with his grandfather, who was his friend, his teacher, and the spiritual pillar of his childhood. In his heart, grandfather was closer and more important than his parents.
He couldn't let his grandfather die in his old age.
"There's no need to be sorry. It's okay. I told you, no matter why you broke up with me, I'll forgive you."
Ji Chenling reached out and held her in his arms.
Because she was so close, she could feel his warm body temperature and the beating of his heart.
He was so proud that he hardly said sorry.
He was so strong that it was hard to show his weakness.
She did not want him to be sad, nor did she want him to feel guilty, nor did she want him to feel sorry for her.
Perhaps, soon, she will disappear from his world, it doesn't matter, she originally didn't want many people, she also hoped that the person she liked could live a happy life.
She put down the bowl in her hand and hugged him back, "I thought about what my life would be like if I never met you. No matter what I thought, it was a pool of stagnant water. In the stagnant water, I waited for Tian Tian to grow up, and when she grew up and could fly freely into the sky, I unloaded my responsibility and burden, and still lived like a walking corpse. Although it was calm, there was no life.
However, I met you, and I am very grateful to god for giving me such an opportunity. I feel warm, even if I can't be together in the future, I still feel warm. Those memories of us being together, are enough to warm my life.
Ji Chenling, you have to be good, better game than you are now. I want to see you on tv, in magazines, all the time. "
"What did you see about me and Deng Xueqi's marriage?" Ji Chenling said mockingly and looked at Bai Xi.
Bai Xi still smiled. "You said that difficulties are not for escaping. Facing and adapting, we have to make ourselves better. Even in adversity, without you, I will live well. So, you have to live better. Don't let me down."
Ji Chenling pursed his lips and did not speak.
Without her, how could he have been better? Suddenly, inexplicable anger and panic arose in his heart.
"Will you forget me?" Ji Chenling asked, "Just like you did five years ago, you completely forgot about me."
Bai Xi shook his head. "I won't forget you, I promise."
"You promise there's a ghost use." Ji Chenling said helplessly.
He wanted her to cry, cry, and hang herself, to break his mind and make him desperate, even if he was stuck in the mud so deep that he couldn't breathe, instead of... Persuading him... To live well.
How are we? Heh.
Ji Chenling turned around. "I won't live here after today. Take care."
"Okay." Bai Xi answered, staring at Ji Chenling as he walked out the door...