Chapter 381 because you are my boyfriend, you accept everything
"Do I need your money? Do I need you to give me a house? Do I need you to work for me? I don't need it either. I can earn money by working and have a place to live. But because you're my boyfriend, I've accepted it. You're the most important person to me, and I don't want you to have any accidents. Can you understand this feeling?" Bai Xi tried to convince Ji Chenling.
Ji Chenling was silent for a while. That sentence, you are my most important person, which made him very moved.
Because she was moved, she didn't want to risk it for him.
He could lose anything but want her to live.
"Listen, Long Youfei's iq is not low, and his eq is not low. As you told me before, he's very rational, so rational that it's frightening. If he's really the one who's going to deal with me behind the scenes, will he trust you if he knows about your relationship with me? Impossible. If he uses you, he only wants to use you against me." Ji Chenling analyzed.
"I know. I won't be used by him. I'll be hiding well and be your best assistant."
"By your intelligence, by your weakness, by your kindness and stupidity? You can't be his opponent. You also lack the right judgment and keen ability to deal with things. You will be more bound by emotions and become my burden. Listen to me. Don't get involved in this mess. It has nothing to do with you."
"How could it be none of my business? If Long Youfei really had a grudge against you because of the Ruihang, you would have fought with ruihang because of me..."
"Who said it was because of you? You think too much of yourself." Ji Chenling interrupted Bai Xi. "I remember making it very clear when I left. I had to restrain Lin Lihua because I wanted to buy the lin family, and it had nothing to do with you."
Bai Xi fell silent, feeling as if his heart was being crushed by a stone.
She knew that Ji Chenling thought she was stupid and didn't think she had the ability to do well.
But this decisive denial and forceful crushing made her uncomfortable.
She also had pride and face, especially in front of her lover. She didn't want to be useless, accomplish nothing, and do nothing for him. She just waited for the final result. What was different from a vase? How could this kind of love go on?
"You... Ah..." Bai Xi lowered her eyes, feeling aggrieved and her eyes reddened. She choked and asked, "What do you think I am, stupid, weak and unintelligent? What do you like about me?"
Ji Chenling pinched his nose and said in a deep voice, "I don't know. You really don't deserve my liking."
Bai Xi pursed his lips tightly. Blood seemed to flow through the ice, becoming colder and colder, flowing into his heart again.
What worried her most was that she was not worthy of Ji Chenling's liking.
She was not worthy of his liking. The words pierced her heart like ice needles.
That's right, how long they had been together, but a few days, how much he liked her, and how much she was worth it.
However, after hope, it was always disappointing.
She didn't say anything more. She hung up the phone and lay on the bed, staring blankly at the air. It was late at night, but she could feel the ache and pain in her heart more clearly.
"Ceo ji, if you say that, she will definitely be sad." Bo Kai said softly.
Ji Chenling let go of his hand and looked at him, "It's better to be sad than to take risks. That's it. Continue reporting."
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In the evening, Bai Xi dreamed that he was back at the Chenghai international, working as a foreman to receive Ji Chenling.
She was very happy to see ji chenling. She specially switched shifts with Li Na, hoping to take care of Ji Chenling.
She made him his favorite coffee without sugar, made him a lot of dumplings, prepared vinegar, and brought Tian Tian along.
When he passed her, the scene immediately turned into the old house in B city, where Deng Xueqi was.
"What are you? I'm married to Ji Chenling and I have a son. Stay away from him."
She didn't believe it and went to Ji Chenling.
The scene changed to the villa again. Ji chenling was playing the piano and a little boy was sitting beside him.
She realized that the little boy was his and Deng Xueqi's child, and they looked very happy.
After Ji Chenling and Deng Xueqi got married, they slowly fell in love with Deng Xueqi and knew that Deng Xueqi was the one who deserved to be loved and liked.
He looked at her coldly. "What are you doing here? Don't destroy my family. You're not the one I like. Why do you get my love? You're a raped woman! You are a raped woman!"
Bai Xi suddenly woke up and sat up, sweating all over.
She gasped for air. Her dreams were messy, but they were so real that her heart ached.
She grabbed her phone and got up. She went to the bathroom and looked at it. It was 2: 42 am.
This dream made her not sleepy at all.
She wanted to call Ji Chenling, but she thought that he should be asleep at this time, and even if he did, she should say something and do something.
Women who pester them endlessly will only make people more bored.
Instead of calling, she lay back in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and even when she did, she was having nightmares.
After some time, her phone rang and she sat up to answer, "Hello."
"Xiao Xi, I took Tian Tian to breakfast. I'm taking her to kindergarten now. She'll be there in about ten minutes. Do you want to meet her?" Xu Yan asked.
Bai Xi looked at his phone. It was 7: 35. "Okay, I'll wait for you at the entrance of the kindergarten."
She got up, simply brushed her teeth and washed up, then took the ointment to the entrance of the kindergarten.
As soon as he arrived, he saw Xu Yan leading Tian Tian over.
"Mom." He ran towards her happily every day.
Bai Xi squatted down in front of Tian Tian, rubbed Tian Tian's little head and said softly, "Are you full?"
Tian Tian nodded. "The little bun that little fairy Xu Yan invited me to eat, I ate one by myself."
"You ate a bowl of tofu soup as well as a basket." Xu Yan said indulgently.
Tian Tian grinned. "Xu Yan fairy is the best."
"Bai Tianchu." Tang Yuelin shouted.
Tian Tian didn't really want to talk to Tang Yuelin and didn't answer him.
Tang Yuelin blushed and handed Tian Tian a big plastic microphone with lollipops in it. "This is for you."
"The teacher said no more gifts." Tian Tian politely refused.
It doesn't matter. The teacher said that you can't give gifts in the kindergarten, but you can give gifts outside the kindergarten. Tang Yuelin picked it out last night. He wanted to apologize to you. If you don't accept it, you're not going to forgive him." Said Tang Yuelin's mother.
Tian Tian looked at Bai Xi... Looking for help...